LOVE'S ANGER (Not God's fault)

Chapter 64 Why should I !

Sarah is busy doing office work, plus the files that Sarah has to finish.

Three days Farhan did not enter make Sarah so dizzy because there are so many files that Sarah has to work on. If Farhan had been healed Sarah would not have been so confused. So much work Sarah to forget with lunch, which is in Sarah's mind just how to complete the work .

There are only a few more files that Sarah must check, for a moment Sarah breaks her hand has been sore from typing and signing the file that needs to sign Sarah's signature.

Dret...

Sarah's phone rang, Sarah glanced at a glance Sarah frowned confused there was an unknown number called her initially Sarah let because she thought maybe a stranger but her phone kept ringing making Sarah upset herself forced to lift it.

Sarah's mouth gaping not so spoken because it was already in advance by the caller, immediately Sarah cupped her two lips tightly changed her eyes that glared anxiously at hearing what the caller said until the phone was cut off.

"Truly, why don't you eat.. "

Sarah grumbled to hear an explanation from Heri that from this afternoon Farhan had not eaten and did not want to eat.

Tampa thought Long Sarah immediately closed three more files and decided to go to the house where Farhan was.

Sarah took a deep breath and threw it away to see Farhan sitting in the garden daydreaming about what the man was thinking, Sarah thought.

With a definite step Sarah approached while carrying a tray on top of which there is a plate of rice with side dishes, a glass of water and a small bowl of medicine.

Why dream ! "

Degs...

Farhan was shocked to hear the voice of the girl Farhan had been waiting for, ever since when he was sitting next to her with a plate of food.

"Say your guards haven't had lunch yet, why ? you must eat and take medicine to recover quickly. Aaaa,,,, "

Cerocos the girl while pointing a spoon filled with rice in front of Farhan's mouth.

"Ak. I can do it myself.. "

Nervous Farhan wants to pick up the spoon that Sarah is holding but Sarah quickly pulls him back while shaking her head.

"No ! let me take a bribe, if you eat yourself later not spent, quickly aaa,,,,, "

Sarah said again made Farhan immediately eat, Sarah smiled faintly to see Farhan wanted to eat even seemed to be ravenous.

"Alhamdulillah already, now take the medicine! "

Tampa perotes Farhan took the medicine that Sarah gave and then drank it, inexplicably Farhan seemed to obey what Sarah said .

"I heard that Uncle Sandi died ! "

"I don't care,,, "

Silent.....

Silent....

Sarah was silent at Farhan's sharp tone looking straight ahead, Sarah could see there was sadness that could not be said and deep anger into one.

Seeing that for a moment there was guilt in Sarah's heart .

" Do you hate him so much? "

"Everything is like a dream ! "

" If you want to be angry, and if you want to be sad, cry, do not be held, it will make you hurt more.. "

Sarah said softly while holding Farhan's hand as if giving strength through the grip.

Farhan glanced at the hand held tightly by Sarah and then looked at Sarah with a difficult look to interpret.

"Why are you changing so quickly! "

"Huh. ma. means ! "

"First you're being tough and funny to me, but now why do you care ! "

Farhan said seriously while staring in Sarah's eyeballs makes Sarah wrongly confused behavior must answer whether everything flows just like that.

"Emmz.take it. This is my gratitude because you tried to protect me. "

" then stop ! "

"Ma. You mean ! "

Perplexed Sarah did not understand where Farhan was talking, Farhan only sighed violently and his gaze looked ahead at the fountain.

" You know I was lonely, since my childhood my parents were killed.I grew up in violence and resentment not in sincerity, he said,I'm just afraid your fickle attitude makes me feel more.. "

Farhan said coldly while looking sideways to see how Sarah ekfresi.

Sarah was silent to hear word for word that Farhan said like a loud bogeman made Sarah's heart pinch. As much as Sarah's strength to hold back tears so as not to fall but in fact Sarah is not that strong in the end clear circles escaped just wet Sarah's cheeks when Farhan clasped his hands.

"Don't cry be a strong girl, like the first time we met.Sorry if my feelings hurt you.."

Sarah shook her head not to hear that painful phrase, why Sarah is that weak! what happened to Sarah.

I don't deserve your love, I'm a dirty girl. How could you like a murderous girl like me! please take your word, don't make me feel guilty..

Sarah's inner screams hurt her chest tightened with reality.

"Ak. I don't deserve your love.. "

"But I don't care... This feeling just flows like I asked. Your presence reminds me of a mistake, so please help me to shift this sense to a goal that is not a mistake.. "

Lilir Farhan is frustrated to remember that she once loved her tenth sister, but close to Sarah, Farhan feels different and Farhan just wants the love she has to give to the right person. Think of Farhan as selfish but Farhan doesn't want to be shackled with the wrong love.

"Ke.. why should I! "

"I don't know! maybe a few days back you filled this loneliness, and your attention somehow made me happy.. "

"Enough,,, "

Farhan was speechless to hear Sarah's snaps inexplicably making Farhan's heart ache, never had Farhan felt pain before.

" I'm sorry, I'm not the one who deserves your sincere love.. "

Lilir Sarah does not know how else, really Sarah does not intend to hurt Farhan but Sarah also can not make Love that will ultimately be replaced with hatred.

"But why ! give me a reason I can accept, then I'll stop. "

You don't understand Farhan, why it's like this. Please take your words! what should I do please don't show me that face I can't afford. I don't want you to regret saying that, Sarah's rebellious inner scream can't bear to see Farhan's parched face.

"Why do you shut up, say something don't confuse me, and don't hang my words because it hurts! "

" I can't accept your love. "

Farhan smiled wryly to hear Sarah's assertive words, although Farhan knew tucked a sad tone there but Farhan did not want to force his life was not as lucky as people who got affection with sincere.

" My life is so sad, isn't it ! ha. ha. You don't feel guilty for rejecting me, I'm fine."

Farhan laughed bitterly, Why is his life so painful. No one truly loves him.

Sandi the man that Farhan thought Dad was just using it for a grudge.

Laila the one Farhan loved was his own cousin, sick isn't she! and now that Sarah is present, she deliberately managed to break her heart and reject it, what a sad life is not !

To. please ja..don't laugh like that, It's sa. the men. hurt me,,,,,, it's,,,,

Seriate.....