LOVE'S ANGER (Not God's fault)

Chapter 80 Sky Fragility

Sky should be happy why even sad!

Tonight should be the first night for a couple, shouldn't it! But Sky is far from saying that, an impromptu marriage makes Sky either have to do what, whether he is happy or vice versa.

There is no proposal or romantic thing that couples do before the sacred promise is said but not with Sky .

Sky was like a fool who just kept quiet with a situation that made himself confused.

Be happy! maybe that word is appropriate for Fatih and Serra not for Sky, how not. Marriage should be a happiness for every newlywed but not with Sky if married to Sky circumstances disappoint both parents until forced to marry.

There was no festive occasion from the wedding because of the sudden, and even that should have been the first night for the newlyweds Sky to spend themselves with endless sobs.

How not! got married suddenly and on the first night Sky had to stay away by Panji. I don't know what business makes Panji go immediately after finishing saying the sacred promise .

At least Panji told me where he was going and what business! but it's just hope for Sky. How Sky should be happy if Sky alone as if not considered by Panji.

Is not Sky now the wife of a Banner Sky Al-fatih who must know where her husband went and what business! although Sky knows she's just an impromptu wife.

Miris no! already an impromptu wife, an impromptu marriage and a sudden stay also left grief many times over in Sky's heart.

If Panji had spoken or just told her he was leaving, maybe Sky wouldn't have been that sad.

What marriage is Sky going through, is this just a toy for Panji, at least if there is a Sky Panji will not be as sad as this because Sky can still commit to the future but this is only void.

Sky can do all this, Robb..

Sky's inner screams hurt, why doesn't anyone care about his feelings. Both of his parents seemed to forget that Sky was in need of them and the brother was just as clueless as his feelings to make Sky really as if alone, if there is a Panji at least Sky does not feel alone even though the Promise of her impromptu husband is still her husband .

Ccleks...

Sky hurriedly wiped away his tears hearing the sound of people opening the door, and tried to close his two eyes.

"Sir.. "

Sky's heart trembled at the brother's soft voice, Sky thought the brother didn't care about him. Her brother came and caring could at least alleviate Sky's sadness. Still Sky pretended to sleep because he did not want to make the brother sad with Sky's state of fear could not control himself.

"Don't be sad.Let's see it makes you feel guilty, brother is sure very strong face this ordeal. Everything happens without a plan maybe this is called destiny, do not blame God for everything that happens, maybe this is indeed the path of fate adek.. "

Can adek bang. Even an impromptu husband goes tampa telling..

"Adek is a strong girl who knows brother, brother is sure adek can live it all.Ikhlaslah with the decree of Allah God God willing will find happiness behind it.. "

But in fact Adek weak bang. adek weak.how can brother talk if adek k. strong...

Sky's inner scream hurt as he clenched his hands firmly behind the blanket.

Cup...

"Planji will be back... "

What adek deserve to hope Panji back. say bang what Adek deserve to hope, even Panji himself went tampa pamit as if adek not his wife. Isn't Adek now his wife why Panji has to go. why !

Sky's screams hurt as he opened his eyes slowly when he heard the elder brother was gone.

Sky squeezed his chest strong once in a while hitting him as if trying to get rid of the distress .

"Pa.. uncle a. what is this that Uncle wants.why uncle ensnared Sky like this, but look P. uncle son uncle uncle instead left Sky alone... "

"S-sky has helped uncle's son sincerely t. but why should the pain that S-sky received,,, why Uncle.. Sky didn't want this wedding if he had to feel this kind of pain.. "

Sky murmured trembling as he tightened his embrace on the blanket, as if Sky was cold.

"Uncle does not know what God is planning, his fate brings Sky to Uncle and becomes the helper of the uncle's family. Though uncle knows our distance is so divided by the Continent . "

"If something happens to uncle one day, will Sky help Panji in his heresy! "

"Sky has kept that promise Uncle.. "

Lilir Sky recalled what uncle Andre said before Sky went to-Turkey.

"Uncle knows it's hard for Sky, but Uncle won't see uncle's son doing anything stupid for the second time, there was a terrifying aura at its foundation if the uncle's son lost control like what Sky had ever seen. "

"Paman.paman sure you can! "

"Well Uncle Sky can do it even easily, ta. but now what does Sky get.. "

Sky Monologue continues to loom.

"Uncle is sure you will return at the right time. "

"But unfortunately uncle's son left at a time that was not right... "

Lilir Sky again trembled even Sky bit his lower lip so as not to let out a sob.

"Well, even Uncle's son went away but left Sky in grief and confusion, would the uncle's son come back or, I don't know.. Sky does not know.. "

Sky continues to monologue with himself to break the silence of the night that accompanies him.

The moon up there squinted as if peeking at how fragile Sky was, sobbing it sounded sad anyone who heard it would be swept into it.

In an instant the Sky setatus changed and in an instant also Sky was like an unwanted wife.

The pain, disappointment, anger and sadness mixed into one accompanied the night of Pilu Sky.

I don't know if Sky doesn't think about tomorrow how, whether Panji will come like what Fatih said or not.

Although deep down Sky wants Panji will be there when he wakes up even if only for a moment.

But in fact it was only a wish for Sky, because Panji did not exist at all to make Sky feel that he was really a wife who was not in the want and hope.

After all the marriage was also impromptu and Sky here is guilty, so mengantaskan Sky hopes more for the marriage.

Why hope if what we expect instead go somewhere !

Miris is not ! that was what Sky experienced himself like a wasted soul.

Wasted out of family cards and wasted by a husband who leaves himself in the silence of fragility.

Seriate....