
Nesya maybe from the beginning he was wrong in taking the road and getting into Rehan's life, yes Nesya was wrong in taking steps. Nesya who eventually went into Rehan's house and knew all the Rehan family.
Whether the first time Nesya came to Rehan's house his family's view to Nesya was how Nesya himself also did not know, Nesyq assumed that the Rehan family must think Nesya was a woman is not right or anything.
Nesya herself actually never wanted that Rehan invited her to his house and introduced to his family what else Rehan also often sent Nesya to his house and it should be if Nesya did not come definitely Rehan was angry, Rehan was angry, really it was not Nesya's willingness to samperin men that could be considered cheap or anything.
Until this moment Nesya still regretted his meeting with Rehan and to tie the relationship even though sometimes Nesya also very needy Rehan because of his money or others honestly Nesya from the beginning just want to take advantage of Rehan but the reality is this.
Rehan is kind, gentle, and understanding, but he is also hard, Nesya himself over time began to know the characteristics that exist in Rehan only one weakness Rehan in good and goodness he utilized so that he was sometimes lied to by people not about business but about business about women and friends who basically do not know thank you for heart asking heart yes that's how people.
“Darling you again think what,”talkap Rehan right in Nesya's ear, yes Rehan hugged Nesya from behind. Nesya was on the balcony of Rehan's apartment.
“I thought of nothing just looking at the night view of the city while breathing the cold night air,”ucap Nesya with his eyes looking forward. Maybe because tonight it drizzles so it's a little cold.
“Better we go inside I do not want you late outside and later sick,”ajak Rehan. The two of them went inside and Rehan also closed the balcony door so that the night breeze would not go inside.
“Darling you want a warm drink let me make you want to drink what?”ask Rehan
“Maybe a warm coffee,”ucap Nesya turned to Rehan who was in front of him.
“Well you wait here I'll make it for you,”lucap Rehan then pass go out of the room.
Nesya assumes that she is a fool she wastes Alex leaving Alex subtly by not being in touch with Alex anymore. Nesya actually there is a word of regret but really Nesya herself also does not know why she could fall into Rehan's arms what Rehan has a use to lure women.
Is there something like that in modern times? The answer must be there but Nesya also does not believe that Rehan believes so.
“This darling,”ucap Rehan two hands carrying two cups of coffee which one for himself and one for Rehan. Nesya took the cup containing the coffee and drank it a little.
“Do you like this Apartment?”asked Rehan who was now sitting next to Nesya.
“Yes I like very neat and clean what else if the night view of Jakarta from above here looks very beautiful,”ucap Nesya
“Do you want to stay here?”ask Rehan
“It seems I think first I don't want your family to know I live here in guess later I'm a girl what yes indeed I'm not a good woman,” said Nesya
Nesya stood up and put the cup containing the coffee on the table, Nesya passed to the bathroom. Rehan was still sitting by looking at the already unseen Nesya.
While Nesya in the bathroom she was staring at herself in front of the glass, Nesya again yermenung somehow a lot of thought that if you can turn the time maybe better choose not to be born in this world.
Nesya wanted to kill herself but she was afraid, honestly, Nesya was tired of all this but she had no other way she was afraid of suicide and then she wanted to run where else was not affected by Nesya anymore.