
Arriving at the villa I headed straight
into the room, my tears just came out without being told. I
crying in the room,”Why? Why did I meet him back, God,
if only to hurt her back better she's gone from my life forever
god,” my word.
All this time I haven't been able to
forget it but still if I see Rehan in front of my eyes it will only be
made the wound re-scratched and it hurt my heart. How he
you can know when here he is also long, but only this time he saw
Rehan in front of his eyes.
“Arrrgggh! I hate it all
here, I want him out of life,” I said with a shout.
I'm lucky aunt today didn't
there at home he was going to his brother's house and the bodyguard was outside
home so you don't listen to me scream.
After a few weeks of this
waiting for news from Alex, but I didn't get it at all. Even Alex
don't text me or just call me all nil. Now what?
Just the pain I've been in, all this time I've been like a stupid woman in the
stupid woman.
“Revealed besides your stupid too
suck Nesya, how can you be trapped by a man who only
toying with yourself, pathetic.”
I took a long breath hoping
to relieve everything but the pain and tightness in the chest I still feel
and it hurts a lot, doesn't it. I wish this afternoon could
dispel sadness by being alone under a tree that makes me so
comfortable but the pain I got.
I wiped my tears with
rough to not come back out again, enough to grieve him. I don't want to
crying only because the man was now back to see me, I moved on
from my bed and walk out of the room to get some water. My throat
it was dry after I said a lot, I took mineral water and then
gulp it down the toilet.
In a different place Rehan is
in front of Nesya's villa, but Nesya's bodyguard didn't know it, Rehan stared
villa Nesya and very much hope Nesya comes back out to meet him. However
it will only be in his dream, real now I've been standing for an hour
half Nesya didn't come out either.
I breathe, then I
walking away from Nesya's villa, I walked towards my villa that was not
far-off. I really wanted to explain everything to Nesya but Nesya didn't
wanting to listen to me at all, I knew the pain Nesya felt until
he didn't want to see me back even just slapped me.
“Pardon
I love you,” I said.
But I won't give up either
just like how I'm gonna keep getting Nesya back, 'cause
Nesya is everything to me and I also have to keep my promise to mama and Raina.
Maybe I'll be back tomorrow
seeing him, I won't give up easily. If I give up, it means me
wasting my true love that I have been constantly sick with.
I entered my villa, and
I also sat on the sofa while rubbing my face roughly.”About what
should I do?” ask me with myself.
I used to get Nesya not
it was easy and then I got him hurt and after that I made him
get away from me and now it's hard to convince him to come back. I really
stupid, indeed I assume that Nesya is very easy to soften
but I was wrong and now Nesya really does not have a little
trust in me again.
“Master, sir why?” ask aunt
slow down.
I looked at my aunt and smiled
to auntie,”No bi, does aunt know how to apologize to women?
I would like to apologize to my lover who was angry with me,”
my spoken.
“Why don't you just eat
a romantic evening, or just a walk to a place that makes master and
master lover, like taking her vacation together,” said aunt.
“Alright bi, I'll try it
and thank you for the advice bi,” I said, aunt nodded and said goodbye
to go to the back.
I thought of a way to get Nesya
want me to take a walk, maybe near here a lot of tours are very
romantic, or maybe go to ubud.
This morning I ran around the area
the villa and the air this morning were so cool, I haven't done so long
ran away early in the morning after getting married and having a child Raina. I was always busy
with work and other affairs until I forget all activities
which I've done before. Many people walk in the morning or
either go to the beach, those who only wear the interior but I
never been interested in him.
I continued running my morning, though,
back to the villa. But when I went back to the villa I saw
Nesya who came out wearing a short skirt and a top that showed
her stomach. I want to be angry to see Nesya who is wearing such clothes,
but I undo my intention to approach him and will scold Nesya. I'm sober
that Nesya was still angry with me, I could only follow Nesya in
behind him.
Nesya while running around in the
the edge of the beach while occasionally stretching out both hands, I was happy to see
Nesya who can smile like that. But when can I do that
back to make him always happy. Nesya continued walking until she reached the tree
the big one is so shady, if daylight is below it it will feel very
I also hide in the back
the tree so that Nesya does not see me, Nesya still stands while staring at the waves of the ocean
not so big, I had a really bad idea. I don't know
it came all of a sudden in my mind, it was still quiet here too so be safe
to do. I was careful not to look back, Nesya,
and yes, I hugged Nesya from behind.
“Aaaaaa!” nesya shouted so loudly
but I closed his mouth with my palm.
“Quiet baby, it's me Rehan. I
misses you so much,” I whispered right behind Nesya's ear.
I also let go of the silence
my hand on Nesya's mouth,”Dear, we meet again,” I said smilingly.
“L-let go Re, what do you want in
here,” said Nesya coldly.
I hugged him more and more
tightly,”I saw you dear, so I followed you here,”
occasionally kiss the nape of Nesya's neck.
Nesya who is still trying to let go
hug, but it will not be easy for Nesya because her strength is stronger I.
“Darling, I'm sorry. I'm meeting
here just to apologize to you, then let's get married,”
gently.
“Don't dream of you Re, I won't
want to come back to you,” said Nesya with a ketus, but open Rehan his name is
will just give up.
“Come on, baby, I'm very
regretting. Let's go back to how it used to be from zero, I'm very
love you Nes,” I said.
“It's not clear Re, I
just said what? But why are you still forcing me, don't you understand yet
also will I mean,” said Nesya annoyed, and now she can release a hug
my hand is wrapped around her waist. Nesya was a little bit away from me and
I can only look at him sadly. Is this how Nesya hates me? Yep, yeah,
of course it must be because of my previous actions, besides which woman
wouldn't be angry if his fiancee secretly married his ex-wife
again he said no love but secretly married behind him.
“Nes, please think back. I
still need you too Raina and mama also wants you back
to me, Nes, please grant my request for this time, dear,”
pleading, but I saw a smiling Nesya belittling me.
“Create what? Make you hurt me
again Re, if it's so good you just look for another woman not me
Re. I've suffered enough, I always follow your will but what
you did all this time to me Re,” said Nesya cynically, that all this time Nesya
it always follows all my will and sometimes even I arrive
torturing Nesya during intercourse.
“I'm sorry Nes, indeed all
it's my fault but for the gospel time please forgive me Nes. I want us back
together, forging domestic relationships, being the mother of my children,”
with great sincerity from my heart.
“Sorry Re, you better look for it
the other woman. Don't look for me back, Re, let me live quietly and
find my own happiness,” said Nesya, then he stepped his feet want
left me, but I first blocked Nesya's hand and pulled her
back into my arms.
I really don't want to
losing Nesya back, I want Nesya back to me. Building a home
the stairs were happy with no one to bother.
“Please, don't leave me Nes.
I'm really sorry and I'm not going to go back. Anyway
there will be nothing to disturb our relationship, Nes, Kalina now
go far and never come back. So forgive me and let's
re-start our relationship starting from zero,” I said to Nesya believe if
this time I don't play with him anymore, I want to be serious and soon
married to Nesya.
Nesya was still silent and so was she
not rebellious like before,”I know what you feel dear and all
it's because of me, but I really love you and I did
by necessity. If I could hear Mom's words it didn't happen
it will be like this and I'm sure you've become my wife and definitely Raina
soon have a sister,” I said.
“It's enough Re, let me go.
Let me go from here,” said Nesya who had been very cold to me.
“Why? Why Nes, I beg you
you give me a second chance, but why do you always refuse.
Please Nes give me a chance to blind him,”.
I changed my starting position
facing each other now Nesya turned her back to me, and I began to kiss her nape
Nesya slowly but surely and my hands were groping Nesya's body and
this time Nesya began to rebel with what I was doing.
“What the fuck are you Re, please don't
like these. Let go of me or I'll scream loudly for people
come here fmdan will beat you,” said Nesya.
But it won't make me
afraid,”Please dear, if they come here later then I stay
tell me if you're my wife and we came here for the honeymoon,”
lightly spoken.
“Daily
you Re, let go of me,” he said back.
“I won't let you go
honey, I miss you so much and why don't we try it here,
it's very quiet here anyway. Don't you want it baby, my god”
but still Nesya rebelled even he also cursed me with an oath
it's fragile and I'm just smiling.