
I still lay my body in bed because of me
it's not in the mood anymore to go out where my mood is broken
first with the arrival of Adeline who brings news if she is
pregnant Alex's child, it turns out all men are the same huh? I sighed rudely,
I want to feel like I disappeared from the face of the earth and never see anyone again
his name is Alex or Rehan. I closed my whole body using
the blanket, and my tears just came out without excuse, somehow happened
what's been happening to me all this time makes me very sick.
On the other hand, I believe in Alex
now it's all gone without remaining where I won't be
trust anyone so easily.”Why it hurts so much,”
I said while hitting the chest that felt increasingly tight and very difficult for me
respired. I checked everything in my room so hard without
something calms me.
“Why god? Why does everything I think is so not
fair to me. Why do I have to be hurt by God, let's be honest with me
very tired,” I said while crying.
From the beginning until now my life changed
ever since I lived in Jakarta and where I knew everything and fell
to the black world. It makes me really unfair and why I should
living a life like this that I'm sure of anyone who lives
I understand that I will never. I want to go back to see the old man
I am but it hurts so much I don't want them to worry about me
where they have sacrificed so much for me.
“God, if I could choose I wouldn't want to
born into the world if I end up having this kind of life, this is so
making me tormented,” I said.
I still cry incessantly and
suddenly I felt dizzy and instantly blurry all I came back
I fell asleep and remember nothing else.
On the other hand Alex is very worried when aunt
call her where Nesya told her about Adeline. What Adeline came to
indonesia and meet Nesya? He really can't think clearly,
what if Adeline says a no-no then the connection with
Nesya will also fall apart.
“Arrrghh! Damn, this must have been mom and dad
telling Adeline to come to Indonesia,”.
“Brakkk.”
Some employees were surprised when I broke down the table
suddenly, I stood up from my seat and told my secretary
finished the meeting this morning. I have to rush back to the villa, I don't
if anything happens to Nesya. I run my car
leaving the canteen at high speed like a doormat, really
I'm so scared if Nesya leaves me or vice versa if it happens
bad thing ladanya I'm still traumatized like that time where Nesya must be in
hospital and having to go in the room I don't want that to happen again.
I'm in bodo with a horn sounded from
another rider because right now all I think about is Nesya. When I arrived
at the villa I got out of the car and ran inside
looking for the existence of Nesya. I got to my room and got Nesya
sleeping, I approached her and called her name but never woke up
it made me realize that Nesya was unconscious because she fainted. I'm pu
contact the doctor immediately to the villa.
The doctor examined Nesya and said that
the doctor also wrote a prescription for the vitamin to be redeemed and after that I
take the doctor to the front of the villa and hunt the aunt for vitamins
to Nesya. I went back to the room to see Nesya, I was stunned to see
Nesya who is awake.
“Darling, are you awake? I'm very worried
with you, why hm? Why did you faint, what made you so much
mind?” tanyaku but Nesya is still silent and seems very lazy to
speaking to me who understood it was just smiling.
“Alright, if you don't want to talk to me it's okay
won't force you and I'll wait for you until you talk to me,”
I said then grabbed Nesya's hand and kissed her hand gently.
“I love you so much baby and I beg you if
happens to you please tell me don't just shut up,” my words back staring
Nesya however it seems Nesya also avoids my gaze even she too
throw face. I got out of my seat and left the room
Nesya's alone.
I walked into my study and checked the cctv for
knowing what really happened to Nesya, yes, I know why
Nesya was acting like this to me and all this was Adeline, herself
indeed really came to Indonesia to meet me and this must also exist
mom and dad's intervention.
“Damn it! Why would Adeline come here? What
said it to make Nesya angry at me,” I said while clenching
both hands. I grew up rough and again I hit the table.
“Do I need to see Adeline? But no
now what about Nesya I can't leave her, I'm afraid if
he really ran away from me like he left Rehan,” I said, me too
puffing out my intentions and leaning on my oversized chair.
Nesya sat down while dabbling on the balcony, staring straight at her
empty thoughts. I hugged her from behind,”What are you doing here
the babe? You should just sleep in bed,”, I said then kissed a niche
his neck, but Nesya was still silent, and the maggot would speak to me.
“Is Adeline really pregnant with your child Lex?” ask
suddenly without looking at me and I was shocked by Nesya's question
like those.
“What do you mean dear, how can Adeline get pregnant
even though I never did that to him,” I said but Nesya only
smiled wryly and turned towards me at a glance.
“It turns out all men are the same and do not want to
admit it, honestly Lek I am also tired of being played like this. I know this
god must have given me karma but this really makes me sick Lex,”
he said and Nesya's tears had fallen without being told.
“Dear, but I never did that to Adeline
and all this time I've been touching and sleeping with you, believe me
Nes,” my word back.
But Nesya just shook her head,”I didn't
trust Lex because everything's been proven and then why don't you
admit it,” said Nesya.
“For Nes' sake, I never touched Adeline the same
once. All this time I've only touched you, I don't know why Adeline could
suddenly came and said that to you. I beg Nes to believe me
to me this time,” I said begging.