Love Om Duda

Nesyria

Nesya reads a message from Alex with a full message

meaning, but will it survive for a long time? What if

next he can't hold? And until when will he wait

alex's Coming. If it's too long? Will Alex come back to him?

Thought Nesya so branched everywhere, how not if Alex just

send a message like that.

I sighed and put my phone back without

intent on replying to a message from Alex, leave it like that first. If I had it later

have a question for him then I'll send him a message. Really

cruel this world seems to be playing tricks on him, how not? He's just here

because he was far from his parents and brothers. Here he lives

rely on others and he also has no job, if it happens

anything with me then who will help me.

It's not fair to me, and I don't want to live

like these. What would my next life be like if everyone left me?

Even Alex I can't trust now and I'm sure he will too

leaving it.”The arrgggh! Damn it,” I shouted while slamming everything

the things that are in my room, let me be considered ignorant because

it ruined everything. I hate all of this, all of them

toying with me as they please, I also have a heart and feelings

namu they casually did all this to me, outrageous

wasn't he?

“Nona, miss Nesya is okay right,” cried aunt from

outside my bedroom door.

“No bi, I'm fine. Auntie, don't worry

me,” I shouted from inside the room.

I sat on the floor with my tears

come out unstoppable, I'm really scared and know what to do

next I do, indeed I have money by using all

facilities provided by Alex. But where did I go? What yes, I

should I go home and go back to my parents in this situation? I really

embarrassed and unable to see them sad.

“Pardon Nesya, ma, pa. Maybe Nesya is not the child

good for you, Nesya is only a child who can make you ashamed, Nesya

really sorry,” I said as I slapped my chest slowly.

I could just sit there crying, so could I

lazy to get out of the room. So I'm gonna spend all day

in my room, I want to be alone and not be disturbed by anyone.

I grabbed my phone and replied to a message from Alex.

“Until when should I wait? If indeed

you can't decide when it's time, so you better give up

Alex. What are you saying that for? What should I wait for if

you just can't be sure. So then? It's not like I'd better get out of the beginning

and don't take it all from you if it ends up like this, I'm tired of Lex. During

this is me just being played by men, they just want to be good. Yep, yeah,

maybe I have already sold my body to many men, until

all men look down on me no exception you and Rehan. Then what difference does it make

you and Rehan? Nothing is all the same. Here I won't light you up

because it's my fault I took the wrong path, so I just wanted to

thank you for all you have given me. Congratulating

if you are happy.”

I turned my phone off because I didn't want to either

people call me and they bother me. Because I don't want to be disturbed the same

once. For me now everything is over and my relationship with Alex is over as well

it's over and I have to live my life, right? Or

rather, hahaha.

“It turns out you are really stupid Nesya,” I said with

my laughter filled my room space that had been said like a broken ship

and no longer worth calling room. Glass was everywhere and

at any time it can hurt his body.

This time Nesya is really fragile and I don't know what

it was on his mind, he was like a madman and had already lost his way,

who's this really wrong?

This time Alex could not get anything back

Nesya was so piercing that her heart. He wants to be angry at himself where

he hurt the people he loved all this time.

“I'm sorry Nes, I'm really sorry

and I hope you don't do stupid things that will hurt you

by oneself. If I can decide that day then I want this day to be over Nes

and I can come back soon but what I think is different

veracity. I'm sorry again Nes, I'm sorry.”

That was the last message I could send

to you Nes, and I hope you won't hurt yourself Nes.

Even if I can escape from here then your life will be a danger to Nes. Alex

who had not calmed down to think about the situation Nesya could only sigh

long breath to calm himself so as not to think about strange things.

“Lex, are you awake?” ask Adeline who just

enter Alex's room and see Alex sitting on the balcony.

Alex just turned his body around and then re-routed

his views without answering any questions from Adeline.”I know you're not

lex's fine, so am I. But this is the best decision

we have to take it,” Adeline said as she held Alex's shoulder one hand

slowly. But Alex brushed off Adeline's hand quickly so as not to hold

himself.

“What's the best Adeline like? Do you know all

this action hurts a lot of people and you are also supportive, one

again why do you have to go to Nesya and say pregnant with my child. Though

all this time I haven't touched you and the one that's always touched your body is Candra

but why did you come to me Adeline! Why?” alex shouted while staring

be angry.

“Try Lex thinking clearly again? If it was you

to love Neshiah, you will not wrestle him from Rehan. Even you

should have helped Nesya to come back again with Rehan but you

do what Lex? You forced your will to invite Nesya to get engaged.

Do you also not think about Nesya's feelings? Try Lex you think back

here I won't complain but I'm just telling the truth.

One more you also love false hope for Nesya who actually will

getting ruined, I also know you gave facility to Nesya and the old man

you know that and want to block all the cards you have given however

I prevented it because I knew Nesya wouldn't need any of it either,”

said Adeline.

“Then? How do I feel about Adeline? What mama

and papa I thought about it too? No. Adeline they're as selfish as you.

Want to get it instantly and just because the money is all going

seamlessly,” I said annoyed, until both my hands clenched wanting to feel

hit someone but who because there's nowhere to vent his anger.

“I'm not the selfish Lex but you, I will be

get out of here and won't bother you for now. You better be

use your time to think first and to fit his clothes we retreat

so tomorrow morning,” said Adeline, then she stepped her foot away

my.

“Adeline!” my yelling.

“This is not Alex's forest, you can call my name

slowly you do not need to shout anymore I also do not budek,” said

Adeline was annoyed, she turned to look at Alex very sharply. Actually

who is here like a child? Adeline herself is not

you know, honestly he was also dizzy coping with everything.

“I beg you to cancel our wedding, and you

can marry Candra,” Alex said.

I smiled wryly,”Can't Lex, it's been a

my decision. Let us live our new relationship as a husband and wife candidate

and accept this reality,” said Adeline.

This time Adeline really left me

after speaking just now he had no regard for my swearing. What yes,

I have to accept it? I'm a man I can turn him down, even I can

getting more everything but the fact of my life since childhood

arranged by my parents.

I took a deep breath and rushed towards

bathroom to immediately clean my body and immediately join the meal

daylight. I know they're waiting and Adeline will reason if

today I can not be invited fitingg clothes, well I will meet

their wishes. For Nesya, I really don't know what I should be

do it next, maybe I should go see him and apologize

direct.

In a different place Nesya still locked herself up

in the room, even though aunt had knocked on Nesya's room door but still

Nesya did not want to go out and chose to stay in the room. Now everything is already

destroyed right? What will he do next? Nesya also knows nothing but

continue with his life with no purpose at all.

“Why is God always unfair to me? Why!”

I screamed while pulling my hair.

Till when? Everything will end happily

and not the sadness that he got so far he has been patient long enough

waiting for a happy day but only pain he got. Very cruel, really,

I feel that the world is playing with him.

“Nona Nesya, aunty please don't be like this miss. If

later miss why-not then aunt who will get a big problem. Aunt could

got all-out anger from Mr. Alex,” said aunty, trying to speak so

nonanya came out of her room.

“Auntie just relax, I'm okay. I'll be later

also out, better now aunt prepare lunch for me,” I said.

“Good miss, as long as miss

out of the room,” said aunt.

Then after that I didn't listen to aunt's voice

again from outside. After I got back from the beach I made a

just mess up the room and everything's ruined. I rushed to go to the room

taking a shower to clean my body, maybe soaking will make my body

rilex.

This is the real life, all very

pana, the problems that will come are endless without stopping. Lifewheel

also will continue to walk that was above will be below. What are we

it's well stacked but everything just crumbles.

After half an hour, he spent his time just to

soaking now Nesya rinsed her body and after that came out the bathroom with

well dressed. He walked out of the room and ordered some

employees who work in the villa to clean rooms that have not been

shaped like that room. Nesya walked to the dining room and there already

there was a lot of food served by my aunt. Nesya also dragged a chair

and immediately dudul then take rice and some side dishes, namu when will

putting food into his mouth, Nesya had absolutely no appetite for food

and he brought back his tears.

“Miss why cry?” ask aunt, I'll be right away

rubbed my tears violently and smiled at my aunt.

“I'm not okay bi, it's just that I remembered

the drama I saw. The drama was so sad so I followed it up,”

I said and it was lucky that aunt believed it.