
In the evening I delivered
Nesya went back to her villa even she also told me to enter the villa.
I felt that Nesya had no distance between me and him anymore
he even offered me coffee and I accepted. We both sat in
the balcony of Nesya's room, but we were just sitting and I turned to look at each other
nesya's direction was staring at the sky and I also dared to speak.
“Why? What the sky tonight is
so bright and beautiful because many stars are scattered and even shining
lang,” said I but Nesya remained silent, until his view now turned to
my direction and slightly forced his smile.
“No, I was just hoping about
myself. Where can I get my own happiness,” he said
looking back up again.
“I'll change it, I'll
make you happy and obey what you want and even I promise
won't make you cry again,” I said, Nesya is now looking back at me. Even
he also has not given an answer about my invitation to get her married and
back to Jakarta.
“Prove Re, never
promise me that you can't keep it because it will
it gives me an uncertain hope and I don't want to feel any more pain than I do
having to endure everything alone and it hurts Re,” a lot, Nesya said
whose eyes were now in tears until I approached him, because
I don't want to see Nesya cry again.
“I'll prove it, and so will I
will prepare everything. I will tell my mom and she will be very
happy if I can bring you back together with me,” I said then I
took his hand and kissed the back of his hand gently.
It was getting night and night
the cold got into each of us and even I also invited
Nesya to enter the room. Then after that I said goodbye to return
to villa. Nesya just nodded and I actually left the villa Nesya,
I smiled a little with Nesya's changing attitude getting weaker. However
before I actually left I told the bodyguard who was guarding Nesya
all this time in order to watch him well not even let Nesya go or
run away, I do this just in case Nesya later
I'm really gonna run away from me again.
Arriving at the villa I headed straight
into the room, I laid my body on the bed. I looked at the ceiling
hope everything will be beautiful and Nesya will be hers
forever.
“Because I never will
let you run away and leave me again, baby, I'll
proving everything that I never played around with my words,”.
In a different place where
Adeline and Alex are now husband and wife
in the room with Alex sitting on the edge of the bed while Adeline
while cleaning yourself in the toilet and changing clothes, not how long
Adeline came out and changed into a nightgown. After that Alex
go to the bathroom to take a shower and bring a change of clothes.
“I know you don't like it
our wedding but you have to accept Lex,” I said in my heart.
I took a long breath then
sitting in front of a mirror to start a routine activity wearing skincare before
sleeps. I'm gonna have to keep trying to convince Alex if I start
today he is mine and he must also realize that he is not
will never be able to be with Nesya because Nesya also has to be happy with her
the man who loved her so sincerely. After you finish wearing skincare
I got on the bed and took my phone but there was no message or anything
call for me, I immediately put my phone back on the nightstand next to the place
sleeps.
Alex came out of the bathroom,
he also wears a nightgown. He brought a small towel to dry
her hair.
“You help dry your hair
you,” my words.
“No need I can do it
alone and better you sleep first surely you are also very tired,”
he said while looking at me even Alex smiled at me.
“Yes, very tired then I
sleep first, and later you also quickly sleep do not stay up,” I said,
and Alex just nodded. After that I laid my body down and also
closed my eyes.
I know tonight is night
first but it's not the first night I expected where Alex wasn't
touching me even he told me to go to bed first. I know if Alex is still
thinking about Nesya's state yet I am currently her legal wife,
maybe I just need to be patient for Alex to accept my whereabouts and if later
the time has come I am sure everything will be fine and happy. I know maybe in
here I look evil but this is also not my will but my heart as well
love him and can't be lied to anymore. I tried to sleep but I
I can't and I also feel that Alex is beside me and he is too
busy with the iPad, but I'm still pretending to be asleep so Alex doesn't know.
“I'm sorry, I need time to
doing everything. I just don't want to if I do it now then people
another one I called, once again forgive me, I need time and I hope
you understand,” he said as he enveloped me.
“Yes, I'll give you
the time. I'll wait for you until you're ready, I know if this is too much
weight for you,” I said in my heart.
Alex kissed me on the forehead for a minute
then after that he also said good night to me, I was happy
the little attention he gave me. Until I was really asleep.
In the morning I woke up because
I felt something heavy coiling around my waist, I opened
my eyes and look at it and it turns out it's Alex's hand. I also went back to sleep
again, I also changed my position and now we face each other.
“I'm happy to have you,” I said
in my heart, I'm drowning my head in Alex's chest I don't care
if Alex wakes up but I really like doing this. Sampaj I'm finally
back to sleep again, even we both woke up bad luck.
We both got up around the clock
09.00 A.m., I took a shower first after that Alex, I'm wearing this time
dress with my shoulder. I waited for Alex to finish the bath, and after
here I want to take Alex down for breakfast. Alex is out
the bathroom, he also wears a casual dress.
“After this let's have breakfast
first down after that just back home,” invite me and Alex just
nodding, we went out of the hotel room and went downstairs
using elevator.
This afternoon I went back to Nesya's villa,
and he was sitting on the balcony looking at the waves. Nesya just sat down
also cake but still there and it seems he has not eaten. I walk
approach him, then hold his shoulder slowly.
“What are you doing hm?” my question, and it
just look at me and smile. I sat down at the side and looked at the pounding
the waves.
“What's up here?” ask without
looking at me.
“I miss you, of course
I came here,” I said turning towards Nesya.
But Nesya just kept quiet and smiled
that I could see because I had to, I don't know what Nesya was thinking.
But there is only one thing I want if Nesya wants to come back to accept me, then I
will marry her soon.
“Re, are you still sure with
your feelings?” ask without looking at me.
“What do you mean, baby? If I
not sure how I feel then I won't be looking for you all this time and more
good to forget you. But you know right now I'm here on the side
ye? I love you so much, baby, I wish we could be together
go back and build a happy household,”.
Again and again Nesya was still silent,
and his gaze was straight ahead. I know if he's thinking a lot. Then
I'll wait where he feels ready, I'm sure if Nesya is still
love me and right now he's acting like this just pretend. I
get out of your seat and walk towards Nesya.
I hugged her from behind, but
he didn't reject it at all. “You know? I really want to make you a mother
from my kids later, I know we've lost a kid twice but I
we want to keep our children alive until they grow up. I wanted to
live with you and every morning I can see your face when I wake up
sleep,” I said then I kissed Nesya's cheek gently.
“What you promise not to
hurt me again Re, I was afraid that you would only hurt me back,” said
Nesya and all of a sudden her tears were full without being told.
I also changed my position to smoke
below while Nesya was still sitting on the chair, I held both of Nesya's hands
so tightly. “I promise baby, I won't hurt you back even
I want to make you happy,” I said then I kissed the back of Nesya's hand.
I invited Nesya to go into the room because the sun was getting more and more
the sun and the sun hit our bodies.
Nesya sat on the bed
I went out to get the food in the kitchen and
make Nesya hot chocolate milk. I know this is one for Nesya
trust me, if I still want it. I went back into the room
Nesya with a tray containing snacks and also hot chocolate milk,
I gave it to Nesya and she started eating it.
“Do you still think about it?”
tanyaku while giving a mouthful of cake to Nesya.
“Yes, I still think about it because
it's not easy Re. What else do you often make me hurt and more
it hurts you betrayed me Re and you weren't honest with me,” he said, I know
it was my fault, but I couldn't do much either.
“I know, then I'll wait for you.
How about Sunday we go back to Jakarta, I'll take you home
home meet mama and Raina they really want you to come,” I said.
Nesya stopped chewing it and
looking at me for a moment. “Give me Re time, you won't mind
to give me to think things through,” said Nesya and I could only
nod because as much as possible I will convince Nesya slowly.
In a different place Alex and
Adeline was on her way back to Adeline's house to pick up a shirt,
they will go to Honeymoon. Honestly, Alex's mind is still
thinking about Nesya's condition even though he knew that her ex was a jerk
come to Bali and meet Nesya as she is trying to get Nesya
he came back but could not do much.
“Lex you why hm?” ask
Adelines.
I looked at Adeline and
smile, “I'm nothing, why? Do you need anything,” I said
adeline smiled and shook her head.
“I know for sure you still are
thinking of Nesya, how about we just postpone the honeymoon. I know you
I'll wait for Lex if you're not ready
want it,” said Adeline. But I shook my head, that
we have to go honey 'cause I don't want to mess with my parents, I
want to obey what they want let what they want be accomplished.
But that does not mean I will also leave Adeline later because of Adeline
how is a good woman.
“Alright then, if you
don't want it then you have to tell me Lex,” said Adeline and I
just nodding, I also brought Adeline into my arms.
“I'm sorry,” I said while
stroked Adeline's back gently.
“No need to apologize any more
I will remain faithful waiting for you,” said Adeline.
We went to Adeline's house with
take a taxi because I'm not taking a car. It takes one and a half
the journey to Adeline's house and now we reach her house. Me and
Adeline was greeted by mom and dad Adeline happily, but we
go straight to the top because we want to pack Adeline's clothes as soon as possible.
I used to get used to playing
adeline's house however after we were busy with our respective work and
I'm always busy to and fro. Until I finally met
Nesya, the first woman I loved but she suddenly left me
without reason.
“Not bring clothes
many-many, later if less we can buy it,” said I and Adeline only
nods.
I stared at Adeline's room
changed where a lot of photos of the two of us used to be when we were kids
as an adult, I also saw a photo of the man who was with Adeline
I'm sure it's his girlfriend but I don't want to ask him. Because I
I thought it wasn't important until I finally decided to help
Adelines.
After finishing cleaning
I laid my body on the bed while Adeline was busy
with some of the stuff he was going to bring, I reached into my pants pocket and
taking hpku. I sent a message to one of my bodyguards to always
watching Nesya, I also advised her if the man hurt Nesya then
I told him to finish him off immediately, I don't care about the risks that will be
I'll face it later.