
We both did not sleep
until the morning both Rehan and I were still sitting on the sofa, I turned to look
towards Rehan and smiling at him.
“What this morning I can go back to
villaku?” I asked, but Rehan shook his head.
“You stay here, if
you go back to the villa then I will come with you,” Rehan said.
What I really should do
to be detached from Rehan for this time. I'm sick enough of everything
as if they were happily playing with me and my heart.
I'm even just like a doll as their game.
“We better rest because
from last night we didn't rest, I was afraid that you would get sick,” Rehan said
but I refused and told Rehan that I wanted to return to my villa.
Rehan could not finally
evasive again, he obeyed what I wanted. Rehan's taking me there
to the villa where I live even now Rehan is already inside the villa in
where I and Alex used to live here even we also celebrated the event
our engagement is here but it is now just a memory and
we're not really getting married. I walked into the room with
follow Rehan behind me, I let Rehan in because I don't want to
many argue with him, because honestly I also feel dizzy in the
my head.
“Better you fast break
and I will accompany you here,” he said while sitting on the sofa but I did not
care and I immediately lay down my body on the bed and closed my eyes
I finally went to dreamland.
Rehan just smiled looking at Nesya
who fell asleep quickly, even he also laid his body on the sofa and then he
also closed his eyes.
Time has shown at 18:30,
but both Nesya and Rehan were still asleep in his sleep, even Nesya
I don't care if it sounds either. Rehan finally wakes up and
walk to see who called Nesya, when Rehan knows who
calling Nesya he immediately turned off his phone even he did not care if
Nesya was angry because of how Nesya was for the moment and in the future even
forever is his. Wasn't she married why she called
Nesya.
I sat back on the sofa
and looked at Nesya who was still so slumbering that it made me smile. “Very
comfortable though? I hope it is, baby. I'm sorry I made you sick
and accept everything,” I said. I took a deep breath, and moved from
I walk out of the room.
When I went out of the room and looked
aunty, I told Nesya to cook dinner, and I'll come back
to my villa because I'm sure that Nesya won't run away again either
leaving Bali because I know Nesya has no purpose for now and
I also know that Nesya's heart is still broken. I walked slowly towards
my villa while thinking about what should I do after this? Because I
still trying even harder to make Nesya trust me again and want to
accepting me again.
When I got to the villa I went straight
sit on the couch and tell my aunt to get me a drink. I also looked up
the mineral water until the toilet without remaining, I gnawed my little forehead
lightheaded. I walked to my room but my aunt walked up to me saying she wanted to
what dinner is tonight and I told auntie to cook porridge for me and
I also told my aunt to buy me medicine at the pharmacy.
After that I went inside
room and lay my body on the bed and close my eyes again, maybe
to rest as fast as it will heal. Finally, aunt woke up
me and told me to have dinner first and then come back
recess.
After eating and drinking
medicine I go back to sleep again until tomorrow comes even for a day
yesterday I didn't shower at all because I was dizzy and lazy to
baths. I immediately woke up and I also felt my head was not dizzy
like last night, I got out of bed walking to the bathroom to
clean up my body immediately.
It only took fifteen minutes to
I now take a shower and come out of the bathroom dressed and
get ready for a long walk to breathe fresh air this morning even hours
it's been shown at 07:30 but I want to take a walk out because
I have no job today.
I stretched my body, while
walk by the beach. The beach in the morning has many visitors
even there are also Caucasians who swim only wearing bikinis but I
not interested at all and I just interested and admired Nesya's beautiful body.
Huh! Just thinking about it has made my little sister down there stand up yet I
can't channel it and can only hold it until the time is right.
Even I choose to run around small rather than think about the no-no,
until I found a seat that fit to rest even me too
buy mineral water and drink it to the toilet. Then I threw the bottle away
to the trash and I intend to buy breakfast but I see
Nesya was walking alone wearing hotpans and clothes
the crop top made me very angry because Nesya's body can be seen all
people. I walked up to him and dragged him to
my village.
“Aaa, release,” Nesya shouted,
but I immediately smothered his mouth with my hand.
“This is me dear,” whispered me near
nesya's ears made her look at me.
I smiled at Nesya too
looking at me, it happened for a few seconds. I let go of my arms
and Nesya was also a little away.
“Sweetie why you wear clothes
like this hm?” ask me a little closer to him even I also hold his chin
for Nesya to look back at me.
“I don't like you getting dressed
like this baby, do you intend to show off your body to men
other than me hm?” tanya but Nesya tried to release my hand from
his chin but I held it so firmly that it was not easy to let go and
Nesya directed her gaze in another direction.
“J-don't t-look at me like that,”
he said in a stammer but I just smiled and let go of my hand
from Nesya's chin. Then after that I put my hands on her and took her for a walk
to leave this place, I took Nesya to my villa and Nesya as well
just be quiet without rejection like yesterday.
I told him to sit on the couch
I took a canned drink and gave it to him and he
accept it. Nesya opened the canned drink I gave earlier and drank it
until the toilet, then at that time he moved from his seat and wanted to leave.
“Where are you going, baby?” much
while raising one of my eyebrows upwards.
Nesya turned towards me and
pretend to smile at me. “Thank you for the drink and I'll be back
to my village,” he said with annoyance, and when he would walk I was first
blocking his hand so he can't stretch his way.
“What else is Re, not everything
it's clear,” said Nesya but I shook my head then I came along
stand up.
“No, everything is not clear
dear. Because you haven't given me a chance to come back to you and live
embrace me until there is no distance between us.
Because somehow Nesya has to
be with me and be mine, let me be selfish but only for once
these. Because this time I will prove that I am the best,
that I deserve to be Nesya's companion.
“Let go of me Re, I want to go back
to my villa and I ask for help you no longer meet me,” he said, while
trying to let go of my embrace but not that easy.
I close my face to her
then kissing her lips, I held Nesya's nape so she wouldn't try to resist
and let go of my kiss. My kiss is demanding that Nesya open up
his mouth until I bite the seedlings under Nesya and he opened his mouth. I
exploring her mouth, after which I let go of my kiss but I
still hugging Nesya's body.
Nesya cried to make me
let go of my embrace and looked at her. “Why? Why are you crying hm?” my many.
But Nesya cried so much that it made me worry and so did I
take Nesya to sit on the sofa.
“I'm sorry dear, sorry if
I was wrong,” I said, and for a while Nesya turned to look at me.
“I'm sick of all the Re, you
come again as you please and take me back, I also have the heart of Re and
not to be toyed with you think I am what Re?” ask her a little
yells. Honestly, at that moment I felt really guilty, even I didn't
I can speak again. It was all my problems that created it but
this time I don't want to lose Nesya.
I walked up to Nesya and
he took his body into my arms and he didn't rebel at all
she cried so much and I could only stroke her back with
gentler.
“I'm sorry baby, I was wrong
but I will never leave you again, my dear this time
really serious,” I said but no answer from Nesya, I really
don't want to see Nesya cry like this and it's just the same
hurt me.
I let go of my embrace then
looking at Nesya's face, there were still many tears coming out. I rubbed it
gently but still Nesya cried. “Do not cry again dear,”
slowly say.
Up to a few minutes Nesya
looking at me, he brought his face closer to me and he kissed my lips with
slowly, sweetly, so sweet and I even returned slowly
nesya's hands also clenched her hands to my neck and I also grew more and more
quicken our embrace. It's lucky that aunt wasn't in the villa so there wasn't one
look at what we're doing right now.
After that I brought Nesya
by holding her and our kiss went on. I brought Nesya
into the room because I don't want to if aunt sees it, she will
I thought I was a bad guy. I laid Nesya's body on the bed
I was on top of her and we were still kissing. Even
my hand has also gone up to the top of the twin hills belonging to Nesya, the twin hills
it's growing and I like it a lot. I let go of her kiss and
looking at Nesya with her eyes still puffy.
“What can I do,”
I said I asked for Nesya's approval because I didn't want to make her cry
any more.
Nesya just nodded at the omens
agreed and I didn't want to miss the opportunity, so I kissed again
nesya's lips, my kiss that's getting down to the bottom make a lot of marks there.
Yes, I did it all because for now Nesya is mine and
others can't have it.
I took off Nesya's clothes and
throwing it down, I also removed the bra Nesya was wearing. I
playing Nesya's twin hills even I suckled like a child and
even I felt there was milk coming out of her twin hills, too,
I stopped him and looked at Nesya.
“Are we pregnant dear?”
my question however Nesya shook her head and even I also looked at the area
his stomach has stitches.
“This why? You why?” much
worried, and Nesya just let out a long sigh then looked at me.
“Yes, I'm pregnant but I'm back
sucks because someone stabbed me,” said Nesya briefly.
“S-who did it all?”
I asked back, and again Nesya shook her head.
“Then whose child you are
bladder?” my question is still curious because as long as Nesya is with me then Nesya
just do it with k. But I can't deny it either
Nesya didn't do it with Alex.
“Why? What do I need to tell
ye? But I also can not cover it if I am pregnant with your child,” said Nesya
and again I was struck by lightning during the day. How not?
Nesya had already miscarried twice and it was our son who
all this time I wanted and I was also not beside Nesya when experiencing
difficult things.
“Honey, once again I'm sorry,”
I said, I really feel guilty.
Nesya just shook
his head, “It's all gone for what you are
apologizing and everything is too late,” said Nesya who had issued
her tears are back.
I wipe away the tears that fell
it gently and then kissed her lips again I didn't want to see Nesya
crying like that. I brought back Nesya's tiny body
my arms and I also covered our bodies with a blanket with the upper body
Nesya is naked. I kissed the top of Nesya's head gently.
“Rest baby,” I said.
Then Nesya closed her eyes
while I rubbed his face gently while looking at him with
lovingly. I ended up falling asleep and yes, we were just sleeping
ordinary without continuing our activities just now.
The clock is at 13:30
and I woke up, I looked to the side and saw Nesya was in the
beside me and I pin instantly woke up and immediately looked for Nesya's whereabouts.
It turned out that he had just come out of the bathroom and he was also wearing
his clothes came back, and I walked right up to him and straight away
hugged him.
“I thought you were leaving
I'm alone again,” I said, then after that I let go of my embrace and
looking at him, I smiled. I am happy because this time Nesya did not leave
I was just like that because I was really afraid it would happen again.
Nesya walked over and sat on the sofa
then look at me for a moment. “I'm very hungry and I want to eat,” he said and
I immediately nodded then immediately exited the room to have aunt cook
then I went into the room again. I sat down next to Nesya and
looking towards him.
“Thank you this time you didn't
run away from me again, I'm honestly very scared if you ever leave me again. I
please this time you trust me Nes, I will take responsibility for
everyone, let's go back to Jakarta and let's get married,”.