Love is Not Finished

CHAPTER 84: The Story of Dilemma

Prita.

"Let me see out" said Prita.

I just keep quiet. Prita immediately set foot out of the room.

"Sorry Brother, is anyone hurt?" askaku to Kak Resa open the chat.

"Nothing, just scratched, the man's scratch," replied Kak Resa quietly as he bowed.

It was clear that Resa was so afraid of Bram. Although they are both cousins and the same age, Resa really appreciates Bram.

"Eat him next time if everywhere it tells first. If there's anything with you, I'm responsible to Uncle and Aunt" Bram said in an exasperated tone.

"Sister, maybe Sis Resa did not think it would happen like this. We can't corner from one side only," I said as I quietly pinched Bram's arm again.

Bram can only be silent, whether because of my pinch or because my words are true according to him, ha.ha.ha..

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The mood was silent for a moment.

Sreet....!

The door opened and Prita entered with a hasty step towards me.

"Zanu! The guy who had the accident died! His family came all over and Brother who was scolding you asked me to take you there!" said Prita with astonishment.

I was surprised by Prita's words. Vincent is gone forever....?!

"Innalillahi wainnalillahi roji'un.," said I, Bram and Kak Resa almost together.

Suddenly Bram pulled my hand and clasped my finger.

"Zanu, go there. Look at Vincent for the last time" Bram said, looking at me.

"Sir, I lived first is okay, right?" my many.

Bram nodded and let go of his grasp. I got out of my chair and walked towards the door.

"Zanu, I'm with you, yes" Prita said as she followed me from behind.

I just kept quiet. As I walked out of the room, there were sounds of noise and crying everywhere.

There was Vincent's family and friends at his old school. I don't know who else, maybe family or friends.

"Hai Zanu, how are you? Are you here too?" ask Bambang wonder.

Bambang is Vincent's best friend. Oki and Ferdo were also present who were astonished by my presence.

"Alhamdulillah good. I happened to be here, visiting someone who was next to this room," I replied as I pointed towards Bram's room.

"So you know that accident was Vincent?" ask Bambang again.

"Yes, I know. Just saw Vincent and met his brother too" I replied.

They're getting more astonished. But it didn't last long. Suddenly from inside the ICU room, the nurses pushed the gurney. Clearly visible above the gurney is a corpse covered in white cloth and it is certain that it is Vincent.

I don't feel my tears dripping. I don't know what to say about my true feelings.

They looked towards me. Brother Vincent came up to me and cried. I saw Aura watching Vincent's sister hug me. It was as if Aura wanted to ask, why do I know everything about Vincent's family?

I walked over to Vincent's mother and brother. They hugged me while crying.

"Mother, Zanu is very sad.., who is steadfast and patient, Mom, may Vincent be received by Allah SWT," I said.

"Aamiinu. Yes son of Zanu, thank you son. Kasian Vincent, she always told me about nak Zanu" replied Vincent's mother who whispered in my ear as she glanced at her husband. As if afraid, this conversation was heard by him.

Yes, the control holder in this family is Vincent's father. I was shocked to hear his mother's words, which Vincent still remembers me even though he was engaged.

"Mom, when is the plan for the deceased to be buried?" my many.

"InshaAllah tomorrow abis prayers Zuhur son," replied Vincent's mother.

"Zanu tomorrow God willing to go to the house, ma'am,"

"Good boy,"

I set foot toward Prita's place which I had left alone. I waved at brother and sister Vincent.

Aura, Vincent's family and friends came out of the ICU waiting room accompanying the body to be carried by ambulance. It seems they all love Vincent so much, so they want to flock to this hospital.

Now it's me and Prita. I sat in the chair that the hospital had provided, right next to Prita.

"Zanu, who is he? How does it seem so important? Until the Chairman finds out and lets you. And who was that girl near my sister? I saw that he was staring at you cynically, did you realize that?" ask Prita.

"I'm sorry before, I left you alone. The one who died was my ex-boyfriend. In the past, he took me to his house and introduced me to his mother, brother and sister. The woman you see is her fiance who recently had an event," I replied.

"Trus, why is he staring at you like that? And who else greeted you?" prita asked more and more curious.

"Maybe he doesn't know that I've ever dated his candidate. And maybe he wondered why I knew and approached my ex's family. While the guys earlier, my ex-gank friend. They are also my friends but different classes" I replied again.

"Trus..," said Prita.

"Trus, Bram knows about my ex. My former candidate is our Rector's wife's niece. Long time I explain it to you, I hope you understand" I said with a smile.

"Yes, I understand now. Just, why aren't you with him? Why did you break up?" ask Prita.

"long story. I can only explain that I fucked with him and I feel guilty. But maybe this is the best way for him. If God wills, what can we do. Hopefully the candidate can be strong, because the passing of our loved ones is very sad," I said with a pushy look towards the floor.

"Yes Zanu, I understand and will not wonder anymore,"

"But, now I'm also in a state of Prita's dilemma. I'm afraid of losing Bram. I don't know, I feel like he's leaving and he might forget me" I said facing Prita.

"Why can you think like that Zanu? I see you two are fine and getting closer. Trust me, the Chairman will just want to be with you" Prita assured me.

"It's my feeling that Bram isn't mine anymore. Why are you talking like that?" ask me with the statement of Prita's last sentence.

"Well, because the Chairman loves you sincerely and his great love can be seen from the way he looks after you Zanu. I even saw it as excessive. I rarely find such a man. I even wish Atif could be like the Chairman, but the person is different in character. More impressed cuek even though he actually cares," Prita so follow vent.

"Yes Prita, I know that. The chairman loves me very much. But right now circumstances force me with the Chairman to part ways in the future. Although actually the Chairman has asked me to marry him immediately. But, my parents haven't allowed it,"

"Huh?! Really? Waw! What are you afraid of again Zanu? At the right time, the Chairman will come to you. Never mind, we better get inside now. Surely the Chairman and others are waiting for us," Prita asked while standing up to step foot into the ICU room where Bram.

I nodded and stood up. Prita and I walked to the door.

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