Love is Not Finished

CHAPTER 120: New Car

Bram stood up and extended his hand to me.

Everyone looks at Bram. I welcomed the hand and began to follow the rhythm of Bram's movements.

Yup! Bram asked me to dance. The movements of the two of us feel exsotic and turbulent, visible from Bram's gaze that does not release his opposites from me.

All eyes were on Bram and me. I couldn't help but feel a sense of martyrdom in my heart, as Bram tightly hugged my waist.

There were a few other couples who joined the dance. When the music turns to melow, the lights immediately turn dim.

Bram pointed my hand over his shoulder and Bram's hand once stroked my back.

"Sister, when is the trial?" ask me to open the conversation.

"Three more days. What's up, honey?" ask Bram.

"That's three more days we'll be apart?"

"Yes, I'm sorry. And this parting is not ordinary, it is too painful for both of us" Bram replied.

"Well, surely Brother answered again, after the trial will be notified,"

Bram was silent, he grabbed me even tighter. The sound of music makes the heart wound, longing and love become one tonight. I don't know what's on my mind and Bram right now, the fear of losing is bigger than the love itself.

A few minutes later, the music stopped. All who danced slowly returned to their respective places. Bram and I sat down and enjoyed the meal while listening to jazz.

"Sister, can I borrow a cell phone? Want to call Papa and Mama, "I miss my parents.

"Come, come home from the party. You want to tell me you want to stay tonight at my place?" ask Bram.

"No, definitely Papa and Mama are not ngizinin. I'd like to tell you that tomorrow won't come first,"

"OKAY. I'm sorry Zanu, you lied to your parents because of me,"

"It's okay, brother, how else. As long as I'm safe with Brother, even if it's wrong,"

The music has changed several times, the night is getting late and one by one guests go home. Bram and I also came home, before saying goodbye to the host and newlyweds.

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In the car.

Bram gave me his phone. I called Papa on the landline.

"Hallo Pa, how are you?" my word.

"Hallo son, Thank God Papa is good, Mama and Zuri are too. It just so happened that you called my son" replied Papa.

"What's the matter, Pa?" I was curious about Papa's answer.

"Tomorrow you must go home, Papa has bought a new car for you. Papa has also registered private driving," Papa was enthusiastic to tell me.

The deg! Well, how's this? I have to go home, can't accompany Bram.

"What's Zanu doing?" ask Bram slowly.

"Sstt..," I tried to close the phone and give Bram a code to shut up.

"Well, thank you Pa. Tomorrow Zanu's home,"

"Okay, we wait, yes" replied Papa.

Click!

I gave the phone to Bram. With a look of surprise, Bram pulled over and stopped his car.

"What's up Zanu? You're home tomorrow?" ask Bram.

"Yes, I'm sorry, brother. Papa bought a new car and registered me private for driving,"

"Yeah? Congrats! I'm happy to hear that tomorrow I'll take you, you can accompany you drive" Bram replied enthusiastically.

I didn't expect Bram to respond with pleasure. He wished I could accompany him every day.

"Aren't you disappointed? Tomorrow I can't stay at Brother's place anymore,"

"Lho, even if I can't stay in my place anymore, I can accompany you right? It's the same as enjoying the day. The important thing is that I don't want us to stay away" Bram replied.

"Tomorrow afternoon we depart from my place. I've prepared myself for the hearing, so it's safe,"

"Okay, thank you, brother,"

Bram nodded, he revived the car engine. The car drove home to Bram's.

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Arriving at Bram's house, we are welcomed by Mr. Tio. Time has shown ten o'clock at night. Bram took me to his secret pink room.

"You're sleeping in my room, this" Bram said while we were still in his study.

"Where are you sleeping?" my many.

"I slept in the room next to her, there was another secret room,"

"Huh?! Why are there so many secret rooms in this sister's house?" many wonder.

"Because of my many secret jobs and guardianship in this house," Bram began to approach me.

"Can we not talk about this anymore? I want to see you closer before you go to sleep" Bram stared at me and stroked my cheek.

"Isn't it when we dance?" my many.

Bram was silent and closer to me. Suddenly Bram********my lips and hugged me tightly. I could not resist, the turmoil was suddenly present. Whether it was the turmoil of love or lust, I did not understand what I was feeling.

Bram and I wrestled in a passionate kiss. There is a sense of burden that is temporarily released, even though Bram and I both know, if soon we will be separated.

"Zanu, I can't stand my feelings, I'm sorry if tonight's reckless," Bram continued to pierce my lips and once held me tight, as if he didn't want me to let go.

Then the kiss landed on my neck and on my ear lobe, until the kiss was about to go under my neck.

Suddenly Bram stopped his action and fell silent while lowering his gaze from me. He did not dare to continue his own turmoil, because maybe this was not what he wanted from me.

Bram hugged me and cried!

Yup! Bram crying! He let the tears flow while looking at me who was confused.

"Sister, tell. I'm ready for whatever you say, even if it hurts. Why wait for you to finish the trial? It's the same, we're going to split up, right?" I asked, to feel what Bram is feeling right now.

"You might be able to talk like this, because you don't know Zanu's real problem. As for me, it should be completely prepared to deliver it and leave you. I just don't want to interrupt our togetherness for a few days, '" Bram was still crying.

"Trus now can I what, brother? Do you think I am not sad? I tried to hide it and tried hard, even though I couldn't,"

"Zanu, man,"

"Already Brother, let me be me, who does not have to know everything about Brother. I thought loving someone, we should know everything, but I was wrong,"

"Not so Zanu, I just want to reduce my sad burden. I don't want to burden you with what's in my life,"

I can only be quiet and silent. I know, Bram loves me a lot, but he also wants that love to fall into logic. Maybe that's Bram's way.

I approached Bram, clasped his hands together and reached my feet. I kissed Bram's forehead and two eyes, so that one day he could remember me. Then I hugged Bram tightly.

"Darling, if this parting is painful for both of us, at least remember me in your deepest heart. I love you," I said softly in Bram's ear.

Not felt, my tears dripping, Bram wiping my tears.

"It's late, we'd better take a break. Tomorrow morning we go to my other garden, how?" Bram was trying to shift my grief.

"All right, sister,"

"I'm sorry, I almost got out of control touching you,"

"Yes brother, I'm sorry I didn't reject it right away, either,"

"Yes, good night and good dream yes," Bram stroked my hair and kissed my forehead.

I smiled and nodded. Bram stepped towards the small drawer, he pressed the button inside. The painting-shaped door opened and I entered Bram's room.

Bram looked at me until the door closed again.

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