Love is Not Finished

CHAPTER 4: Confirming

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I opened the window of the room, the cool morning wind blew on my face.

"Zuri, wake!" I said while pulling the blanket.

"Hmmm.. It's Sunday, sister, I'm still sleepy" Zuri replied with her eyes closed while writhing her body.

"We're looking for breakfast outside, just walk while exercising,"

"Okay, all I want to do is wash my eyes, if there's any cogan passing by,"

"Well, if it's a quick guy thing, yeah,"

"Yes dong, unlike Big Brother, all are afraid of the same guys. That's what it used to be, Vincent, what less to try? Saucep, Tajir, idol girls in School and really like Big Brother. He broke up the girl just because he wanted to get close to Brother,"

My forehead wrinkled and was shocked, hearing Zuri's words that I didn't know at all about it.

"Where do you know Zuri, you don't know her story?" manya curious.

"That's why, Brother, don't let me go. That kind of news brother doesn't know. What's the matter, sister, why did you break up with him?" my sister asked back.

I just kept quiet to hear Zuri say. Indeed, I am a quiet person, all afraid the same as the name of a man.

And I can't go out there together even if it's a boy friend. I like the rame, so my nervousness can go away.

"Sister! Asked why even dumb," said Zuri surprised my daydreams.

"My friend who told me Kak, his brother is the same friend of the former Vincent, his name is Leni. The girl was just cut off, because Vincent again approached Brother. The girls at school are out because of my sister's rival" Zuri explained.

I didn't know she was an idol at school. I like a lot of women and the choice is me.

Suddenly I remembered something, his old friends used to make fun of me. About the housing my parents bought.

They may be angry that Vincent I just decided. I don't know, I'm not ready to date right now.

"Sister! If it's still a long time, I sleep again," said Zuri, making me shocked for the umpteenth time.

"Yok, we're going! Brother wait below yes," I replied as I took my wallet and went down the stairs.

"OK,"

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Zuri and I walked out to a food stall not too far from my house.

That morning there were a lot of people. There are leisurely walks, bicycles, children playing roller skates and nangkring in the stalls for breakfast.

"Sister, I want to eat ketupat gulai ferns with black porridge," said Zuri.

"We just wrap it up, all the messages for Papa and Mama" I replied.

"Okay, you fried guys too, Papa likes it,"

"Yes..,"

I went to the seller and ordered what we wanted to eat to take home. While waiting for the order, it sounded from a distance the sound of a noisy car.

Looks like the sound of the car is the same as the Angga's car.

The car passed by and it turned out to be true that it was Bang Angga's car.

Why is he passing through here so early in the morning? Do you want to have breakfast too?

"Son, here's the order. You make two plastics so that they do not come off when brought," said the father who sells.

"Oiya sir, thank you. Here's the money" I replied, handing over the money I had prepared.

I took the order from the seller's hand and walked towards Zuri.

"Yok, our order is already, hayu home..," I said as I pulled Zuri's hand.

When I came out of the shop, I looked around. Looking for the figure of Bang Angga.

Eh, let's call Brother!

I smile. It seems he's not around here.

"Sister, what are you looking for again? Seriously very," said Zuri surprised me.

It turned out that Zuri was watching me from earlier. I pretended not to hear, long discussing it when explained. I spread my legs quickly, so that Zuri would forget the question.

"Sister.., Brother.. Wait for me dong, fast the way,"

I kept walking and kept quiet without turning to Zuri who was running small after me.

It doesn't feel like we're finally home.

I see the door of the house open, right? Did anyone come in or were there guests? I saw another sandal lying on the porch and there was a sound of people coming from inside the house.

"Assalammu'alaikum..," I said as I greeted Zuri.

I seem to know that voice. But why is he here? I don't see his car hanging in front of the house? Bizarrely.

When I saw her figure up close, again and again I felt a fast rhythmic heartbeat.

Suddenly Mama emerged from the kitchen and immediately took the plastic food that I brought from earlier.

"Yuk, the goose is saluted first, Zanu and Zuri," Mama said as she stepped into the kitchen.

Since when do you wear greetings? Duh, this Mama..

Look at him my heart is not out of my mind, let alone greetings kiss hands, ogah...!

Uh, Zuri even greeted you first. I had to welcome his hand and kiss the back of that palm as well. My heart still feels tight.

"Sister, I helped Mama prepare breakfast," Zuri said as she quickly stepped into the kitchen to save herself.

Just as my body turned around, Zuri called out to me.

"Sttt.., shhh.. Sis, here Brother," said Zuri whispering from behind the kitchen wall.

"What's wrong?" I replied as I approached Zuri.

"Mama said, Bang Angga hasn't had breakfast yet. What we bought was less than one portion, Brother asked Mama to buy it again to the food stall earlier,"

"Wow.., who did he talk to, left alone?"

"Yup! Mama said so,"

Huh..! Just-there's. Why geribetin gini. This how do we get in front of him? Later if he asks where to go, I have to answer what try?

I slowly passed through it. For a moment my eyes fell on the outside door.

Hap! Suddenly he stopped in front of me. I'm shocked!

"Where are you going, go that slow?" he asked while looking at my eyes from close up.

I was still, as soon as my body was staring.

"Hey! Why are you quiet?" he flicked his fingers in front of my eyes. I gasped and realized.

"Eh, yes.., yes.. I'm going to the stall for a second" I replied.

"Again yep, while buying cigarettes,"

"Eh Yes..,"

I couldn't resist, he walked first to the door and put up the sandals on the front porch. Yes, I had to take it and even walk behind it.

"When are you testing?" he suddenly asked as silence began to ambush this journey.

"Tomorrow monday" I answered briefly.

"Where are you going to college?" ask again.

"At one of the State Universities of P. My mom asked me to go to medicine. Though I feel like I won't be able to escape," I replied smoothly.

"What are you interested in going to major?" he said while walking slowly in my footsteps.

"Well Law. I was offered Unpad, majoring in Biology through the School. But Papa will not allow, fearing that his son is far away and that no family will be there either" I replied.

"Ooo.., uh..,"

This is why I was so confiding in him huh? Why is my heart always dag dig dug, even though I speak smoothly at length. From the very beginning, I felt strange!

Finally our steps stopped in front of the stall for a moment. Then Bang Angga and I went inside. I ordered one pack of cornstarch and he ordered a cigarette. He paid for all the groceries at the stall.

"Where is the car going, why isn't it in front of the house?" manya curious.

"Borrowed with friends, Brother was in between," he replied.

"Oh..,"

All the way home, he and I were silent. Stay dong, with a vibrating heart rhythm. Although I was afraid, but there was a comfortable feeling nearby.

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Arriving at home, I saw Zuri, Mama and Papa already at the dinner table. Mama invited Angga, uh brother to join us.

I saw Zuri smile and blink her eyes at me. There's-there's just this brother of mine, surely he teases me and will discuss this without pause.

Huuff...! The baby started acting, I grumbled in my heart.

The atmosphere at the dinner table was not too good for me. Looks Mom and Papa enthusiastically chatting with Brother. She stole a look at me even though her mouth was chewing food.

Why is he? Always look at me when I have the chance. Does he like me? I have a girlfriend.

I don't know..

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