LOVE AND CERTAINTY

LOVE AND CERTAINTY
Zen Feelings



"Tok.tok..tok," knocked on the door in Zen's room.


"Zen, get up" said Adrian waking Zen behind the door.


"Hoam..." Zen wriggled while gathering half of his consciousness.


" Dad, I woke up" said Zen as he stepped into the bathroom.


Today is a holiday. So, today Zen lounges until sleep was bad luck.


After finishing the bath, he put on his house clothes. No more wearing school uniforms.


Then, Zen stepped his feet towards the living room.


Has sat a man of his age, was engrossed in playing his phone while eating snacks.


"Why, are you smiling to yourself?" zen asked while taking a snack in Adrian's hand.


"No," Adrian replied as he chewed the food in his mouth. There was still a faint smile on her lips.


Then, Zen went to the kitchen regardless of his curiosity. Because, Zen's stomach had asked to be filled with breakfast immediately.


On the table, there is a bowl of chicken porridge that is still a little warm. Perhaps, the aunt in the house who had prepared it.


Because, Zen's father and mother are busy working. Even on weekends, they go to the office.


Therefore, Zen only often lived together with Adrian.


Mostly, there is Aunt, a housekeeper who prepares all the needs of the house.


Zen and Adrian are not sisters. But, since Adrian's parents died, Zen's father finally decided to bring Adrian to live with his family. Adrian's mother is Zen's father's younger brother.


After devouring his porridge, Zen returned to the living room while holding the phone in his hand.


He sat on the sofa in contrast to Adrian. There was a smile on his lips Adrian.


Suddenly, Adrian's words startle Zen,


"It's so pretty that you're Diana" Adrian said, still staring at his phone. He was looking at Diana's social media.


"What?" zen's Garram on Adrian.


"Yes, Diana is beautiful, right? Why you?" It was astonished to see Zen with a reddened face.


"You like him, huh?" adrian asked him.


"No," while stammering to make sure of his feelings.


"Yes, sometime, I will declare love to him," seduced Adrian again.


"Don't.." zen sternly looked at Adrian.


But Adrian thought Zen's words were only joking. Because he knew, Zen was a man who held his principles. Adrian, still feels himself interested in approaching Diana. Because, Adrian is the type of man who is easily attracted to women. With her sweet smile, she always melted the heart of every woman.


"Wait on! No, you'll be paired with Tania?" Adrian said.


"But I'm still in school, my future is long. Time yes, I've been betrothed!" elak Zen's.


"The future could change, perhaps, Tania could also find other men besides myself. That's a plan, a plan" he continued.


Adrian just nods to allow the word Zen.


Meanwhile, Zen starts daydreaming and remembers one name, Di.a.na. Girl friendly, smart, accomplished, but always jutek in front of her. The girl, who bravely stomped her feet. And also, a girl he met in the back hut of the school. Who was crying, lamenting his sorrow.


That is, Zen's beginning to feel interested in a Diana.


But Zen's heart was worried. He wants to achieve his dreams and dreams first. After the success, he just wanted to tie a woman.


As Zen felt, it was not yet time for him to reveal his heart. Of course, because it's still school. Zen considers the love of a teenager, is the love of monkeys alone. It can change, after he feels bored. Therefore, he always took care of his heart.


The principle of Zen, the pride of a man, does not lie in how much he conquers the heart of a woman. But, how strong he kept his heart, only for the woman who would truly be his life companion. He wanted to be like his father, always loyally loving his mother. Just one name in his entire life.


To be first love, everlasting love and forever love. It was the first and last love of his life.


That reason, which caused Zen to not show his feelings to Diana.


Zen smiled, remembering the events in the beginning, he got to know Diana more closely.


Before Diana came to the hut, she was there first. However, he just sat sweetly strewn on the ground, with a banana leaf cascade right behind the hut.


Until I heard, the sound of crying. Perhaps, Diana was unaware of its existence.


At first, he ignored Diana's cries. Because, feel no need to interfere with other people's problems. However, little by little he heard all his complaints all along.


Diana was his new friend. But hearing all of her words, it seemed like Diana needed someone to be able to calm her down. With hesitation, Zen ventured himself to give a handkerchief in his pocket.


"After a long time I sat down with him, I was happy to see him again giving his beautiful smile," inner Zen was satisfied.


Maybe that's how it feels to be in love. If we can see the people we love happy, we will feel very happy.


One night, after Zen returns home to visit his grandmother, he sees a girl who is closing her shop alone. I don't know where, the man who worked with Diana. However, Zen was interested in approaching him. He parked his motorcycle right in front of the store. So happy, after Zen greeted Diana, Zen unconsciously pulled Diana's hand and invited her to eat. After arriving at the place to eat, somehow the food he ate, tasted more delicious than usual. In fact, the place became a place to eat chicken noodles subscription. Perhaps, because Zen had first eaten with the woman he loved.


Although it was not a fancy food that he gave, Diana seemed to enjoy it very much.


That was when, again Zen felt close to Diana.


Zen was both amused and happy as he watched Diana's every line. She looked very sweet, despite her tired face, and she ate a bowl of noodles. Without having to jaim, he devoured the noodles until there was nothing left. Maybe he was feeling very hungry. Plus, in the afternoon he had to do all the tasks of Zen.


Even more funny, when Diana realized that she was being noticed.


The look on his face, which was embarrassed and misbehaved when he was noticed, turned to annoyance when Zen sneered at him.


Moreover, when his hand rubbed his lips to clean the rest of the sauce attached. "When, it felt like I wanted to stick my lips on her warm lips" Zen's delusion that night.


And, happily, after driving Diana home that night, Zen immediately delivered Diana's bike to her yard. Because, the location of Uncle Diana's workshop is not too far from his home.


***


When Zen was engrossed in his daydream, suddenly the phone in his hand rang. Not knowing who was contacting him, but Zen's countenance turned irritated.