
"Dad, let me live my life. For the problem of a soul mate, let God govern. I can only surrender to Him," I persuaded my father.
"Hmm, fine if you're not ready for all this. So, I'm sorry, Uncle. I haven't been able to realize my Uncle and Aunt's dream. I leave it all to Diana" Hans asked my father for understanding.
I just smiled happily at Hans' decision.
"Thank you, Hans. Hope you get the woman you love.
And get happiness from the people you care about" I told Hans.
"Amijin, Diana. Maybe, my plan to move to work and move to college in this city, I'll cancel it. May you be happy, with your choice of heart," Hans said as if he had been sincere with my decision.
I just gave my sweet smile.
"For Dad, I'm sorry for not being able to fulfill Dad's wishes. I can't think about marriage yet" my smile to Dad explained.
"Dad also apologized to you, Diana. Father's arrival even made your heart scratched back. Forgive me for making your heart and your mother's heart hurt. I want to have a good relationship with you. And I want to tell you that you will always love your mother, Di. Obey all prohibitions. Because I know, as possessive as your mother is, she loves you very much. He just wanted to protect you, Di. He doesn't want your pride tarnished. Therefore Di, choose a man who keeps your chastity, who keeps your pride, and also takes care of your heart and feelings.
Never believe what is called proof of love. Moreover, the proof of love that should give up your chastity," my father told me plainly.
Father stopped for a moment, then exhaled slowly.
Then he said, "In the good man is the man who tries to restrain his lust. He so upholds the degree of his heart's lover, he will never ask for anything before his time. She will prove her love with a sense of responsibility, and soon provide reassurance about her relationship. Yes, by proposing to you and asking permission to be able to have you completely," continued the father.
I felt the re-presence of the inner bond between me and my father after a long time we separated.
I just nodded my head and smiled kindly while looking at my father's two slightly teary eyes. Perhaps, my father felt so precious to have a daughter.
So, he was so straightforward to look up to me. And also, maybe he was afraid that in this day and age, chastity is no longer an important thing to be guarded. But in my family, it was precious. So that both father and mother, they always give me a message how I went through my teenage years.
I also could not resist the tears that flowed on my cheeks.
Although, I rejected my father's wishes, yet he softly spoke to me. I'm glad that, when my father was watching me, it meant that even though he was so far away from me, he loved me so much.
"Good, Dad. Thank you for your love for me. I'm sorry, too, because I spoke disrespectfully to Dad. Dad, wait for me until you become my marriage guardian" I said with relief because I could express my heart.
"All right, Dad and Hans came home. Be careful, Diana. Take good care of yourself," said Dad and then move on.
"Good, Dad. Be careful on the road. Give my regards to your wife and son there," I told my father.
"And Hans. I picked up my dad, yeah. Take care of him as you look after your real father" I asked Hans.
Hans smiled nodding his head.
Finally, after father and Hans left, they started to leave my house.
Since I was intending to work, I rushed to pick up the bag and locked the door.
I set foot to where my bike was silent.
"Oh my God." I was surprised by my flat bicycle tire. Looks like one nail stuck right in the front tire rubber that now looks shrunk.
I also had to walk to my uncle's workshop.
I began to step my feet up little by little leaving my house that looked silent. Because, mom had gone to work before I woke up from my sleep.
Step by step I went through.
Ting!
Suddenly a cell phone notification came from behind my sling bag.
I held my hand to grab the phone from my bag.
Because this morning I didn't return a message from Zen. Now Zen sends his message back.
Type my hand make it word for word until it becomes a sentence for me to send to Zen's contact number.
Bruk!!
I was so excited with my phone, suddenly my body hit someone's body in front of me.
He stood next to his bike while playing his game. Because, maybe he was also engrossed in playing with his clothes, so he did not realize my arrival.
"Sorry Brother" said the man in a white-gray uniform.
Instantly I was stunned to see his face. His smile, his meek voice, was far different from the first impression when I met Zen.
Zen disappeared from my mind and heart in just an instant. When I look at the man in front of me. I seem to have seen a figure in him. His tall body, face with his handsome face, but looks like a look of maturity attached in his sweet smile, to seem authoritative according to his age.
If I could stop the world, I would pause until I was satisfied staring into his clear eyeballs.
And if only I could fly. I am now like flying in the clouds with the stars.haha
This feeling is not the first, this love is not the first love, but this heart seems to get an extraordinary vibration.
"Why am I always fascinated with first sight? But, I am sure with my heart, that it is love for Zen that will be strong to hold on to the bottom of my heart," my inner self that tries to keep my promise to Zen.
"Sister" called the man.
"What's? Brother?" I thought, "When have I had a sister like you?"
Then, I thrust my hand closer towards her hand.
"Diana, call me Diana!" I firmly spoke to him.
Instantly, he extended his right hand to return my hand.
"Okay, Brother," he replied with a sneaky grin.
"Sister... Brother...when do I have a sister?" pissed him off. Finally, the words stored in my mind were clearly thrown in his ears.
He just giggled at my meaning.
"Laughter again? Wh why? Yes, even though you are younger than me, but I still look cute to you! haha" my chatter made her blush in embarrassment.
"I think I know you! But where, huh?" I said while observing the curve of his face.
"Abdi, Brother. My name is Abdi," he said because he felt uncomfortable seeing me who noticed him.
The deg!!
"the dream? When did the dream come true?" I was worried because my mind and mind started to fight.
"What class are you in, anyway?" manya curious.
"Class 3, Brother," he answered still using the name of Brother.
"Tuh, really? You are not too far from my age. I just graduated this year. So, just call me Diana.." I explained.
"Well, brother." he said giving a sweet smile.
"When is the workshop, brother?"
I glanced at him. Spontaneously, he understood what my gaze meant.
"Good, Diana. Yes, I'm sorry,"
"Hmm.." I muttered as I crossed my hands on my chest.
"Lho! How come?" tanyanya panic.
"No!" I replied while throwing my face away.
"Really?"
"Yes," still my jutek pompous haha
"Seriously?"
"Yes." Yeah."
"For a moment!"
"Old please!!"
"Not for long," he said immediately took his salary.
"Splash! He said he was going to the workshop. I could have really bad luck!" my snapping.
Then, my phone rang loudly. A sign of a call coming in from my phone.
I also grabbed my phone from my bag.
"Callo, Zen!" I answered a call from Zen.
"Hallo Diana, what are you doing?" ask Zen from across the phone.
"You go to the workshop, same..." Suddenly my words stopped. Because I realized, if I were to say with another man, even if it was my own cousin, Zen would be angry.
"Who's the guy?" ask Zen flat.
"Tumben, he doesn't wear a high note. Usually if I call the same who, it could break this phone screen. Because of her jealousy, "my inner murmur.
"Just like yourself." I replied innocently.
"Him own time use the same, Di. You lied, huh?"
"Well, you!! I know I lied to her," I thought.
Because I don't like to lie, just be honest.
"Yes, yeah. It's me with Abdi, a new customer in the workshop, Zen," I said honestly.
"Well?" zen asked as if curious.
"Yes, his name is in the motor shop, what else? If it's not the same thing as the motor.
Well, if the business is the same feeling, just came to the heart workshop. haha"
Instantly, Abdi laughed at my spare change.
However, as usual, the one across there was only silence like a moment of silence.
"I bear the shame again" said my heart.
Finally, I disconnected the call from Zen. Because it's useless, Zen is just silent and silent behind the phone call.
"Oh, huh? What do you want to go to the workshop?" I asked Abdi.
He simply replied by showing it from his thumb.
"So polite, is he?"
"Oh, yes. We just got to know. If you know him, you don't know how he is. The nyebelin? Might? it could be.. it could be.." My inner war.
"Well, why deflate until both are? Just like the front wheels of my bicycle. Many mines nail times huh?" many ensure.
"I don't know, Diana!" he said while shrugging both his shoulders.
"Yes, just follow me."
My footsteps took Abdi and his motorcycle to my uncle's workshop which was not too far from where we met earlier.
After we got to the front of the workshop, suddenly Brother Fadly said, "Hi, Di. Which other Iceman are you after? hahaha" teased Brother Fadly to me.
My face suddenly red. Perhaps, Brother Fadly saw me walking side by side with Abdi. Until, he thought that I deliberately came with him.
Seriate...
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Note :
*This Story is Just a Fictitious Turn. If There Are Similarities in the Name of a Person, Place of Genesis or Story, It Is a Coincidence And There Is No Element of Intention. Haha
#Honestly it's hard, but lies don't change everything either.
Yup!! Halunya the Author appears, mending see Diana's next life Yuk!!
For this part until here first yes, thank you for the support like and comment. Diana love y'all๐๐
See you in another life...๐๐*