LOVE AND CERTAINTY

LOVE AND CERTAINTY
Father's Arrival



In the morning, I tried to blink my still sticky eyes. I raise my eyebrows, so that these eyes can be opened.


I am still lazy to just move.


But now is not the time to sleep anymore. My duty now is work and work.


I bear a great responsibility for the trust my uncle has placed in me.


"Hoamm.." I squirm trying to gather the consciousness that was lost in the beautiful dreams.


"What dream was I?" trying to recall a dream that faintly flashed in the shadow of my brain.


"A man, it seems handsome, his name." It was like a whisper was heard through my ear.


"Abdi... Who's He??" my mind started to get messed up when I remembered the dream about Rizky.


"Eitherway! I don't know either. Maybe the author is just a fad to disturb my dreams. haha" said I blame Author.


"What does this have to do with me? I have nothing wrong with you!!" Authors.


"Indeed I don't know, you're going to set me up, right??" I'm annoyed with the Author.


"Yes, that's a new plan. The decision depends on you, Diana!!" Authors.


Ting!


The sound of the notification ended my debate with Author. haha


Scroll my phone lying on the bed that was still messy because of my sleep last night.


The deg!


My full level of consciousness is back.


"Zen!" I remember about Zen.


"Yes, he called me last night!" I said I was panicking about leaving Zen's call with no strings attached.


I held my hand to reach the cell phone on the edge of my bed.


After the phone is in my hand, I swipe the screen of my phone to unlock the screen.


Because, I'm the one who doesn't like the fuss of eating it I never wear any safety.


Plus I'm a little forgetful, sometimes I also forget my birthday


"But how, in school I can be a little smart, huh?" I think I feel weird about myself.


"There's a miracle of God, maybe! hihi" inner.


Then I opened whatsapp.


/Hubility!! Every time I call you, you sleep, sleep and sleep!!/ angry Zen through whatsapp message.


"Luckily, Zen was just angry at whatsapp. If it's in front of me, I can run away.." murmured my mind.


/What dream did you have last night? Watch out if you dream about other men, in your dreams there is only me, me and me!!/ strictly Zen through the typing of his hand.


"What try? I can set my dreams! You freak! Jealousy has its limits too. Dream time in jealousy!!" I grumbled when I received a strange threat from Zen.


I also moved, without replying to the message sent from Zen.


I set foot into the bathroom, before I forgot to recharge my cell phone. Because last night I fell asleep, and the data mode is still active, so that's enough to drain my phone's battery.


Don't imitate it, my bad habits. Fear the effects of radiation from cell phones can endanger the health of our bodies. Especially at bedtime.


After, make sure my phone is charged with battery.


I continued my intention to cleanse my body. Because last night the weather made me a little sultry, until my body feels sticky because of the sweat that flows in my body.


Geck! Geck! Geck!


The sound of knocking on the door ended my bathing ritual. I rushed in my towel, and as soon as possible I put on my nightgown. Only those clothes are in the bathroom.


I also dragged my feet to walk towards the knock I heard while I was cleaning my body.


Chequek!


I opened the door. Behind the door stood my best friend who gave her sweet smile.


"Nurul" I said as I looked at Nurul.


"Yes, Di. This is me delivering breakfast to you." Nurul said then thrust a small bag of crackles containing breakfast for me.


"So, I met your mother and she left this breakfast for you" Nurul added.


"Oh, okay. Thanks, Nur. Come in yuk!" take me to Nurul.


"No, Diana. I still have a lot of work, I have to help my mother at home" Nurul said with a smile.


"Oh, so, yeah. Yes, I also want to clean the house. Later want to continue working," I told Nurul.


Finally, Nurul said goodbye to me.


After that, I started to clean up my house. Starting from nyapu, mopping, washing clothes, washing there, washing here, many deh anyway. hehe


When I finished, I got ready to go to the shop.


Suddenly, a second knock on the door sounded in my ear.


"Assalamu'alaikum.." greetings from behind the door.


His voice sounded heavy and very familiar to my ears.


I also try to slowly dare myself, so that this leg will be invited to step.


"Wa'alaikum salutations."


"Dad!" I was surprised at my father's arrival.


After a long time, he just appeared again in front of me. After he left with another woman and left me was also my mother.


"Do you not want to let us in?" ask dad to me.


Yes, because you didn't come alone.


He brought a man of my age with me.


"Hi, Diana.." greet the man who was with my father.


"You know each other?" I asked him, wondering that the man recognized me.


I shook my head, "No!" my words are very firm.


"Have you forgotten me, Di?" he said while stroking his flat shoulders.


"Who?" I asked while remembering someone who had known me.


"Are you Hans?" I continued to convince my mind.


"True, Diana." said the father immediately barged into my house.


Because we were just standing face to face behind the door.


I also let my father and Hans into my house.


After I made drinks for the two people who are my guests today, I sat down face to face with them.


"What's Dad seeing me?" I said to my father.


Because I still hold back my frustration. I still remember what happened when my father left me.


"Di, I heard you didn't go to college. And now Dad and Dad's wife, they're having a little bit of economic trouble. So, maybe you can't send money to you yet" he explained to me.


"Then?" I want to hear again the purpose of my father's arrival.


"Yes, because I'm worried about you. All this time, I haven't been able to take good care of you. Therefore, I intend to betroth you to Hans!"


Author: "Well, Abdii... Diana wants to be in a mate!! The patient, Abdii"


Resume...


"What's? No Dad! I don't want to!!" I firmly reject the arranged marriage that father planned.


"Why, Di? Don't you know each other?" ask me to look at me.


"Hans was Diana's good son. He's your stepmother's nephew. He is also a hardworking son. Surely in the future he can be responsible to you," continued the father said.


"And, I'm sure Hans can take care of you. Now, he's going to work while studying in this city," added the father and glanced at Hans.


"No, Dad!! I already have someone. I was waiting for the man who would be my husband. I promised him, Dad!!" my answer gave a reason.


"Who? Who is she, Diana?" snapped dad at me.


"Later Dad will know it too. After all, now I've been holding full uncle's workshop. So, I can stand on my own without Dad's help." I said feeling confident.


"Then, where have you been all this time. Dad left us. Dad never cared about us either. Now, why did you come to manage my life?" the answer is not to lose.


"Diana, watch your voice." prevent Hans from hearing the volume of my voice rise slightly.


"What?" I answered while glancing at Hans.


"You don't know about my life! You never feel what I feel! You also can't possibly know what it's like to be a broken home kid!" I snapped at Hans.


As for father, he just looked down listening to all my complaints.


"Over the years, I've tried to strengthen myself. Giving a smile even though my heart cries sometimes, Dad. I envy others, they have a whole family and can love each other. While me! When I needed Dad. Where's dad??" I shed tears.


"When I should have received my full affection from Dad, when Dad should have taken full responsibility for me. Where's dad??"


I try to control my breath. I exhaled my breath violently.


Then I said, "I have to work hard with my life, Dad. Tired of school, does not make me lurch through my life. In the past, I was desperate for my life. But, after someone awakened me, I was finally able to breastfeed all the plans God gave me."


"And now, you want to rule my life? Do you want to rule on who will live with me?"


"The answer is no, Dad! Not necessary! I can determine my own happiness, Father!"


Actually, my eyes are already full of tears. However, I try not to drip it. Because, I don't want to look weak in front of my father.


"Diana, I'm sorry. I can't be a good father to you. You always make your heart hurt. I have hurt your heart and your mother, Diana. Sorry, Father. But, now that your father and stepmother are together, you already have a sweet sister there." explained dad telling me about his current life.


Hmh! Sweet sister, you want to make a sweet sister. As for my mother, you hurt her heart! Diana


Poor, Diana. Behind his cherries, he harbored a lot of sadness in his life. Hans


"But now I can't introduce you. I want to feel closer to you. Until you really accept us without any disappointment and without any betrayal." said the father as if I should be able to accept his new life.


"How can I accept Father and Father's family if you don't introduce yourself to me?"


I said trying to accept the situation.


"If you've accepted everything, I'll be happy to introduce you to Diana" said the father.


I just smiled a little at my father's words.


"In, may you know Hans first, who knows you have a match with him." seduce me.


Issh, I was just about to forgive Dad, but I started again. Diana


"Dad, let me live my life. For the problem of a soul mate, let God govern. I can only go to Him."


***Connected...


Who did diana choose???


And who will live with, huh??


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