
Trett... Trett... Trett...
My phone shook a few times. Because I was busy serving buyers, I ignored incoming calls from my phone.
However, out of curiosity I also took my phone on top of the storefront.
"Hallo!" I said answer the call from Zen's contact.
However, it was not the Zen voice I heard from across the phone. What was heard was the voice of someone else giving me news of Zen's current state.
I almost dropped the phone that was in my hand because I heard something unexpected about Zen. However, I immediately realized that buying a phone was expensive
So I pressed my fingers back together to keep my phone from falling to the floor.
I didn't say a word when I heard an explanation from a nurse who called me. I also stepped out of the workshop and walked towards the sofa in the living room.
The nurse explained that someone had been in a terrible accident.
However, because the phone I found had the last call of my number. So, the nurse called my cell phone number.
"What is Zen?" I stammered hoping that Zen would not be the victim.
"From the identity we found from the victim's wallet, there was an identity card called Zen Nugraha who was 18 years old" the nurse explained.
"Astagfirullah.." said I could not hold my two legs that felt weak to support the weight of my body.
I sat down while crying tears.
I can't seem to hear the reality I have to face.
However, I was a little relieved that said the nurse who called me, Zen can be saved. It's just that Zen is in a coma that somehow reaches when he can be aware of his coma. Zen could be in a coma within a week, it could be a month, even a year or more.
Because Zen's head hit hard enough into the asphalt. To make a deep wound on Zen's head. But the mercy of God still desires it. Because Zen was lucky, he was not hit by a tronton truck that happened to pass on the road where the accident that hit Zen.
If the truck is one inch closer to the direction where Zen fell, somehow Zen's fate is now.
"Thank you, Sus. For the information the Sister gave me. But I am not yet his family. Later I will send the phone number of Zen's parents, so that Sister can immediately contact her family," he explained.
Then, after I gave Zen's parents the phone number, finally the call from Sister was cut off.
I recall the current situation. How not, the person who has been accompanying me all these days, giving me happiness, and giving me everything I need in my life. Including the sincere love and affection of a Zen, without him asking for any special reward from me.
Now, something that is not desirable, even unimaginable. It even became a pretty bitter reality that was present in the course of my life.
I clasped the necklace Zen gave me at that time. And the necklace, 'Z', is now rained with tears streaming down my cheeks.
"It is fitting that you were suddenly cut off this morning, a bad sign was reminding me" I said when I realized that Zen's necklace had been broken suddenly.
I sat on the sofa hugging my two feet, my fingers still stroking the necklace that was still in my hand.
My two eyes unceasingly drained the tears that easily dripped from the ends of my two eyes.
"Why did all this happen to me?" it was as if I was blaming the situation.
"I'm not ready to lose someone valuable in my life. I love her so much, I love her so much, and I really hope to be with her. I don't want you to leave me, Zen. Remember to me, remember your promise to me, I'm here waiting for you, Zen," I said in tears.
"Hold me, Zen. Our promise to be able to complement each other when ijab qobul spoken from both your lips. When 'Arasy hears your voice reciting the promise of the world and the Hereafter.
I was so looking forward to that time, Zen.
As bad as you are there, may Allah protect you and save you." Do'I hope that Zen will be safe and healthy as ever.
"I beg you not to take him first, O God. I still haven't kept my promise to my father. I want to be with him at the right time, happy with him, happy and sad with him.
Zen and I tried to have each other at the right time. We never do what You forbid, O God. I beg you to take care of Zen to be with me, O God."
The more intense my tears, hoping that God would save Zen from even the worst.
"Diana" Abdi suddenly appeared before me.
I just kept hugging my two legs with my eyes still empty.
"I'm sorry, I heard everything. I was standing in the doorway, but you didn't seem to notice my arrival" Abdi explained his appearance before me.
"Initially, I just wanted to thank you, Di. Because, you gave me a free discount when my bike was fixed in your workshop.
However, hearing all your complaints earlier, can I give you a little advice?" asked Abdi in a low voice as if afraid to hurt my feelings.
I just nodded, when at this moment half of my consciousness seemed to be lost somewhere. My soul and body are separate from within me. I still gave a blank look, which seemed conscious or unconscious Abdi was right in front of me.
"Diana, relax. Look into my eyes" said Abdi, holding onto my two hands.
I still broke into tears, as soon as Abdi gently rubbed my cheek with a handkerchief that he took out of his pants pocket.
"Diana" call Abdi to me.
Slowly, I began to turn my gaze towards the cool look from Abdi's eyes. Little by little I began to become aware of the current situation.
"Diana, don't blame yourself let alone blame the situation. All happened by His will. God knows what is best for his servant. There must be a silver lining, Di. Only you must be patient and trust Him. Allah never gives a test beyond the limits of His servant Di" Abdi said.
"What befalls the beloved of your heart today is a test of your love, Di. Are you able to pass through, or give up in the midst of His trials. It all depends on the strength and fortitude of your heart, Diana. You must be sure that God gives the test because God loves His servant."
"Keep up the spirit to go through it, Di. I am sure that you are able to get through it, and can achieve happiness when you pass the test. Sometimes, though, what we expect doesn't match reality. But, rest assured God gives us what we need not what we want" Abdi told me.
I'm still silent. However, slowly my heart was a little relieved to hear the advice of Abdi. Perhaps, there is a point in the words of Abdi. I cannot be selfish with what God wants. For what Allah wills is a sign of Allah's love for His servants.
Slowly but surely I am a little calm with my heart. I began to be sincere whatever happened to my life and Zen life. I give everything to the Almighty. I began to believe that God was always with His servant and gave the best for His servant.
His Grace and Grace always flow for His servant who trusts in Him. For the sustenance, the soul mate, even death, is in His power.
We as His servants can only be grateful when favors are present in our lives. Likewise, we can only rely and be patient when the test comes to our way of life.
"Can I drive you?" ask Abdi who is now starting to see my situation much better than when he came earlier.
"Where?" I was confused to hear Abdi's question.
"To the city center where your lover is cared for there," said Abdi.
I pensively looked for a moment, then said,
"It's too far from this city, I don't want to trouble you!" flat answer.
"No! I'm glad I could help you, just think of it as my thanks for your kindness. Can ya?" pinta Abdi to me.
"Don't, I'm afraid of interrupting your school. Anyway, it's not still time to study online?" prevent me from being indebted to others.
Moreover, it disrupts the school children's learning hours. I don't want to be an obstacle to Abdi's teaching and learning process.
Because after all, Abdi is getting an education in school.
Which means, Abdi's future is still very long. I don't want Abdi to go too deep into my complicated life.
And also, the city center is too far away from this city. About an hour's drive to the hospital where Zen is treated. Plus, I don't know what happened while I was there. I alone could not imagine, how could I be strong to see Zen lying weakly helplessly in the hospital room.
"No really! Now again on duty. Eat it, I can drive you. You want to, right?" Please Abdi to me.
I just smiled nodding my head.
"All right, wait for me! I'll take my car first" Abdi said.
"What's? A car? Do you have a SIM?" I stopped his footsteps.
"Have donk! KTP, STNK, and SIM all I have. Just one SIM I haven't got yet!" abdi replied, grabbing my attention.
"One SIM... What else?" many wonder. There is indeed a SIM that has not been obtained after all that.
"Marriage Permission Letter.. hahaha" Abdi's tease to me.
I also could not hold my laughter.
"What the hell? The little boy is married!!
Later, you marry your boyfriend!!"
"No, I'm single. Really!!" said Abdi while pointing his fingers.
"Aahhh, it's there!!" I said as I threw the couch cushion from behind me.
As for Abdi, he just giggled at my childlike behavior.
Seriate.....
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**tarraaa.....
Diana is back!!!
Does anyone miss Diana???
Ooohhh, no yaa... Haha
Alright that's okay, the important thing is Diana's spirit may remain burning. So that Diana can continue the life of Diana who began to tear.
Is Diana able to get through it?
Could Diana have been with Zen all her life?
Check out Diana's next life yes beloved readers...๐๐๐
#Greetings from Diana๐๐**