LOVE AND CERTAINTY

The Zen

"Hey, bengong mulu!" said Zen while slightly pounding the table. I was surprised to hear it.

"What the hell, Zen?" I just feel annoyed.

"Why did you postpone your lecture, Diana..." Slowly Zen's voice decreased, there was no more emphasis like before he scolded me.

"Darling, Di. You were pretty smart in school. Your performance is good too. Why in school did you always work so hard to be a class champion?" zen asked as if he regretted my decision.

"Yes, but how else. The current era of school requires no small cost." lamented me resigned to my inability to continue college.

"Yes first... But I'm happy, I don't regret all my hard work.

I felt like I could take advantage of my time, and not waste my school. Can learn as well as possible." continued I feel no regret with the delay of my college.

Because, I have been trying to carve out achievements in my school. I never thought about the fate of my school. At that time I was just thinking, how to use my time so as not to be wasted.

So that in the future, although my knowledge is not as broad as others, even though my knowledge is only a grain of wheat, but hope it can be useful for my future.

It is useful to share knowledge with others.

"Hmm.. okay. May one day, God ease the way to achieve all your dreams and ideals." The phrase Zen fosters confidence in this heart.

"Aamiin.." I agree with Zen.

"Lantas, what do you want to come here?" ask me about Zen. Then by accident, my two eyes met the beautiful look of Zen's eyes. We look at each other for a few seconds, trying to dive into the feelings of our hearts through the gaze of our eyes.

"I want to tell you!" said Zen.

I tried to blink my eyes, returning to the point of consciousness that had been lost when I threw one another with Zen.

"What's? Where are you going?" manya panic. It felt like this heart, could not be far from Zen.

After two years together, I've gotten used to my days with Zen's presence.

"Kan, I've said. Wait until I finish college. And now, I want to make that happen immediately. I will try to finish my studies as soon as possible" Zen explained.

Hearing Zen's words, my face turned red. I think this world is only mine. The others are hitchhiking! haha

I feel like I have the heart of a Zen. He will have his love and affection which will soon be completely mine. However, I don't know when that time will be on my side. I also don't know.

Suddenly, someone's face popped out of my mind.

"Zen, it seems like someday, we won't be easy to come together. Especially if you graduate from college. Our degrees now, they look very far away.

Especially if you get an S1. What do I mean," I said feeling sad.

"Diana, I don't like what you're saying." said Zen and stroked my hand. Now, Zen's right hand is piled into one with my left. There was warmth when my hand got a soft touch from Zen's hand.

"From a long time ago until now, I didn't like to discriminate one's social status.

I've always been friends with everyone. I also never feel embarrassed if mingling with street children though.

God, created man the same, Di.

We were created to worship Him and worship Him. Our job is to do good to all the creatures He created. So do you, we're the same, Di. There is no barrier between us." Zen added.

I just nodded giving a smile of admiration to a Zen.

Zen, really soft-hearted.

It's true, in the past if the weekend, Zen always routinely visited the orphanage.

I accompanied him a few times.

Zen also often shares with street children. Even every busker on the streets, they know Zen very well. Knowing his kindness that likes to help others.

I was once with him.

At that time, we were going to school. Suddenly, a scavenger dressed very shabby approached him.

He asked Zen to help him. His wife, who was ill, needed the medicine he had to buy.

However, the scavenger could not even afford to buy medicine.

Finally, Zen did not hesitate to give all his pocket money to the scavenger. If calculated, maybe Zen pocket money worth three days I work in uncle's workshop.

"It's lucky your parents have children as good as you, Zen." murmured.

"Diana, believe me I love you so much. I just asked you to wait for me. So that, if I have completed my education. I can get a decent job. Although, later I hold my father's company, but I want to be known by my own name, the result of my own efforts. In order, I can be responsible for being a good husband for you and for our family later" Zen said.

Duhh, the author who became a baper ya. haha

Resume...

"In, it was just my father's plan for me. I can still refuse it later." said Zen with all his heart.

"But, Tania already knew about this matchmaking, Zen. It will be difficult for you to refuse if both parties have expressed their intentions to each other."

"Kan, Tania was told. I myself have never talked directly with my father about this matchmaking." Zen said as if he looked annoyed when I talked about Tania.

Because, the hand that was attached to my hand, now he lifts violently.

"But, Zen.." I answered hesitantly.

"Of course, you believe only in me. I never mess with my words. I will always fight for what should be my happiness." Zen said looking into my eyes, as if showing that his words and actions were fused with his heart.

"I'm scared... Zen. Afraid my hopes would be in vain. Afraid that my wait will end in injury, and also afraid that the future will not be on our side, Zen." I said feeling unsure because it still looks dark my future with Zen.

"Diana, I love you so much. I will always be faithful to you. Let's fight together, Di. The proof is our two years in school, we can get through it all.

Rest assured, Di.." beg Zen that I believe him.

"Alright, I will try to keep my promise to always be faithful to you." Finally the word was clearly thrown in Zen's ears.

Zen was also seen whispering me in his ear.

"Well, what's happened to you? So expensive selling!" seduce Zen while turning her face.

"Well, I don't want my wait to end in vain" I said, not to lose.

"Yes, put this on." Zen then stood up and put the necklace on my neck.

"Take this necklace well. Take care of this Z like you're keeping with half your life even with all your heart." Zen asked me.

"Never take it off if I don't ask for it! This necklace is a possession necklace, so be careful if I come back later, you don't wear it!" menacam Zen's.

Still in this situation, Zen threatened me. The soul of the thief never escaped in him.

Yeah, how else. I can only surrender.

Zen sat down next to me with a different chair. Because on the front porch of my house, there are two chairs and one table for a place to relax and enjoy the breeze in the afternoon.

"Alright, thank you for everything you gave me." I said with a smile, while my hand was still clinging to my chest rubbing gently the necklace Zen gave me.

"Just thank you for what you gave me?" zen said as if asking for something.

"Lantas, what do you want me to give you?" manya curious.

"What is it, special. I've given you memories you won't forget. If just a thank you, maybe right back home I must have forgotten it.

Tomorrow I'm leaving, give me that kiss I'll probably always remember!" pinta Zen without further ado.

I also follow his wishes. Slowly, I grabbed her hand, rubbed it gently, then 'cup' I kissed her hand. haha

Like a child kissing his mother's hand to go to school.

Zen's face that had been sparkling happy, now turned red because of my hands.

Kan, I'm just helping him keep his promise, we won't kiss until the time is right

Because I was afraid he was really angry, I said, "Zen, study well there. Always remember I'm here waiting for you. Go home quickly when your business is done. I will definitely miss you. I love you too, Zen." I said with a smile.

Zen returned my smile.

"All right, I say yes. Take good care of yourself." said Zen then moved on.

'Cup'

One kiss landed on my forehead. I was surprised, too, until my breath stopped for a moment.

"Sister." shouted a little boy behind the fence. Apparently, the little girl whose mother bought Resist the Wind that time, you know!!

I'm embarrassed too, "What?" my mind, "Did he see what happened?"

The little girl smiled innocently at me.

My face immediately felt warm, turning crimson due to enduring the unbearable embarrassment.

Although, Zen. He seemed to smile happily with his actions, then passed with his motorbike leaving me who was holding back shame.

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