
After our meeting in that hut, I changed my thinking in a better direction. I no longer hate my parents. No longer against my mother's orders. I could love my mother more. Because I'd rather live with my mom than live with my dad.
I don't want my mom to get hurt again. Because ever since my father let go of my mother, I have often caught my mother crying.
And as I recall, after the separation of my mother and father, I was more often an aggressive and angry child, especially against my mother who lived at home with me. Because I feel frustrated with all my circumstances.
I regret my actions. So, that day, after the meeting at school, I went home with my mother. Until, my hand held tightly to my mother's hand until it arrived in front of the house.
After entering the house, I hugged my mother tightly.
"I'm sorry, Mom, for all my bad attitude towards you all this time" I said still in my arms.
I was a little surprised by my change of attitude. But clearly, the look on his face was sparkling with pleasure.
"There's no need to apologize Di, I've forgiven you. I understand how you feel, "my smile while stroking my head.
***
Plaakkp...
Suddenly my head hurt, like someone was kicking my eel.
"Aawww," I grimaced with pain, and I woke up from my daydream. It turned out that I was with Nurul, in the school garden, where I and Nurul used to spend my rest.
"I'm sorry, there was a mosquito in your head. haha.." Laughing Nurul felt innocent.
"Ehh Di, you didn't hear what?" ask Nurul to me. I lifted my shoulder, as if I didn't understand.
"Tuh, Adrian calls you," pointed Nurul to Adrian sitting in his chair with Zen.
Ahhh... Why Adrian called me. There's Zen again, then what should I do to him. Say thank you no. Diana
I slowly got up from the chair I was sitting in. I dragged my feet towards Adrian and Zen.
"Sorry Adrian, you called me?" I said to Adrian.
"Yes Di, sit down," again - again he told me to sit down. Why is he standing now.
"Zen wants to talk to you, come sit down. I'll go for a minute to buy some food," smiled as he patted my shoulder.
And passed away leaving us in silence.
"Sit down, who told you to stand up" said Zen with his annoying remark.
"alright. Thank you," I replied while sitting next to him.
" Thank you properly," a thin grin appeared on his lips.
" What?" I was spontaneously shocked, not understanding the meaning of his words.
"Why? How dare you glare at me?" he spoke with his lion's eyes. Yes, the eyes whose gazes were as frightening as back then.
"No. I'm sorry Zen. I just don't understand what you're saying" smiled as bright as the morning sun. Just pretending for sure. Because I'm getting upset with him again.
I burned my words as I said in my heart I liked it. Yes indeed, when I was in the hut when I was with him. I was fascinated by his attitude. With her mature mind, it made me fall for her. "But why are you crashing again?" squeezing both my hands.
"Don't daydream!" he snapped, while thrusting a book into my lap. "Do all my work, it must be done until tomorrow morning. That's in return your thanks to me."
"Why should I thank you?" I replied in surprise, giving a fake smile.
"Basic fool. You were yesterday at the race, it was all because of me," didn't you, his wily smile appeared again.
Isshh, why the hell is he.
What try? As if you were talking, all thanks to my hard work learned to write well, and of course thanks to the guidance of Mother Fani as my mentor. Inner Diana
But, it is also true, after his words awakened me in the hut at that time, slowly but surely, little by little I carved my good name in this school. Until, when there was a talent show writing short stories, I tried to register myself. And I finally passed the selection and was able to take part in the race as a representative of my school. Starting from the District level, continuing to the District level, and lastly I received an award at the Provincial level.
"Duhh glad it feels like my heart, can make mom smile happily," whispered my heart. My face turned red imagining what I had achieved a little.
"Hey Diana, I told you not to daydream," she cried again startling my mind.
"You're not doing my job? If you don't want it, then I'll do your name, so you can't continue your short story race," he said as threatening.
"Yes okay, I'll finish it. Tomorrow morning, I'll leave this book to you" I replied annoyed. While running towards my classroom. Because the entrance bell has rung.
***Try it, who are you? What is the power of you, to dare to cross my name all. It's an important race for me. Diana
Why again I am interested in him yes, again seeing you upset makes me curious. So adorable are you. Zen***