LOLLIPOPS

LOLLIPOP 67

I should have refused. I should have shaken. When Sammy asked me to talk. I don't know what he wants to say. Because it's all over, we never even started it. No name for the relationship has ever happened to us.

But I nodded instead. It turned out that during these two years my mind and heart were not the same.

During the trip, the atmosphere between us was quiet. No one wants to start the conversation.

And I don't want my defense to collapse.

Om Sammy stopped his car at one of the city's famous Asian Cafes. I really like this place. Besides the food that tastes good. However, this time all kinds of good food or drinks here can not calm my heart. I kept holding myself back. With great difficulty.

We chose to sit in a corner away from the crowd. Silence still covers us. I'm still mute too

"Om hope, for these two years you've been fine. . ."

"I'm very good here" I replied quickly. Sounds a bit sloppy.

From the corner of my eye, I saw Om Sammy pulling the corner of his lips.

"Goodoo. Om glad you can enjoy your days here" he said softly.

"Where's college? Exclaim?" tanyanya.

"of course. I made a lot of new friends. There are also friends who are both from Indonesia." I answered trying to sound as light as possible.

"Oh Yeah? It sounds so good. . "the response. Then we were silent for a moment.

"I know. Om couldn't have come here just to ask me how my college was, right? What exactly is Om talking about?"

There must be something important to say.

Whatisit?

I'm really curious!

Could it be that after two years, Om Sammy can finally find the fact that we are not bound by blood at all?

"April..," call Sammy. Then silent again.

I held my breath as suddenly the man thrust a golden-brown invitation at me.

It felt like my world was split in two, shaking violently, then dropping me to the bottom of the abyss and hoarding me alive.

I'm losing

My heart gave up

Really am. It hurts!!!

Destiny explains everything. That I'm still a loser. This man in front of me is not for me

I held tears in both my eyelids. I don't want Om Sammy to see my tears. Seeing my weakness.

"Oh! Om getting married soon?!" I agree to try to sound happy about this happy news.

"Congratulations, Om!

He kept looking at me. Trying to read my face. I'll ignore him

I immediately opened the invitation to confirm the name of the bride. I had a hard time lifting the corner of my lips while reading Karina's name there.

Finally the woman managed to win the heart of Om Sammy. I looked at the invitation for a long time. I read over and over again the names of Vincent Sammy Wijaya and Karina Agustine Mariska neatly printed on golden brown paper.

"April....."

My right hand clenched hard beside my body. I hope that by doing so I can alleviate this pain. My jaw I clenched tightly, only so that I could firmly endure the sudden stinging right in my heart .

"April.... You okay?" ask Sammy to worry.

"I'm fine" I said lowly.

"Congratulations, Om. I'm definitely coming!" agree with all the rest of the consciousness I have.

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