
I kept frowning since I stepped in the office door. It's not that I'm overconfident, but I feel like today is different. Almost all eyes were on me. It's weird because I'm not the kind of popular girl that my office mates always pay attention to. Although there are some male friends who do not hesitate to express their love to me. But nothing could shake my heart.
Then because what are they looking at me for?
"Pri, April!" call Jessie and Rara almost simultaneously while running towards me. They sound very panicked.
I frowned when I saw a book look like a magazine in Rara's right hand.
"What the hell? How come you guys are freaking out?" ask me while walking towards my room.
But Jessie and Rara immediately pulled me towards the bathroom, then thrust the magazine.
I raised my eyes when I read the name of the magazine. DISAPPOINTED Magz, I gulped. There is no need to read to know what the cause of the thousand-point glances of the tens of pairs of eyes was staring at me.
"Are you really not single anymore Pril?" ask my office friend Jessie.
"The office is very excited this morning Pril. What else they know Kevin again pdkt same you. Wow the day of this national heartbreak." exclaimed Rara.
I'm mumbling. It's because of my snoring. Now it's runyam. Damn, why this magazine should be published when Om Sammy is active to a place that I am a prospect.
"Because of this, all the kids know who your boyfriend is. Very handsome pril." Jessie said again.
"Romantics are there. Pinter you're Pril looking for a girlfriend, and pinter breaks the hearts of the men in the office who are trying to get close to you." seduces Rara again with a laugh..
You think this is funny?
If you guys know he's my Om you can still laugh?
It's smirking!
I just kept quiet.
"I went back to my table first."
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Today I cannot work quietly. Everyone is still questioning the magazine about the city. I went home with lethargic steps.
"Pril, what the fuck, you're crazy?" exclaim Grace. A little raised his tone.
Did he see the magazine too?
I lowered my head.
"We were just a regular walk. I don't know how suddenly a city magazine reporter came to us. They thought, Me and Om Sammy are dating with a long age gap. Maybe they're interested and we're......."
"Then you voluntarily accepted their offer? Like dating?" cut Grace again.
I just nodded slowly and lowered my head again.
"Pril, we're worried about you. We don't like to see you happy. But..." the sentence stopped, then he sighed a little.
"Yes I know, I know!" pekikku. I had to endure tears in both eyes.
I understand, my friends are worried about me. They certainly love me, can't bear to see me sad because of this tragic feeling of clapping my hands.
But.... A glimmer of happiness slipped in the recesses of my heart while doing the drama as Om Sammy's girlfriend.
I know my actions at the time were selfish. It's ridiculous, isn't it?
"April, you have to stop all this. If not, you will be hurt. We don't want you to be sad Pril. We care so much about you" Grace said, gripping my shoulder.
I closed my jaw, then nodded slowly. Even though I'm not sure I can fulfill my best friend's request.
My logic starts to dull from being blinded by Love!
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Special Train
"Aack..., how delicious Goa Magic You Rat."
"The change, I'm above ya Mas." said Ratih while rising to set the position wenak.
Bleesss...
"Oohhhhhhhh..."
"Well,.. Aaaccchh.se.karang, Mas that I make good." said Ratih while continuing to move with the sex.
"Abkkhh..."
We catch each other's breath. Then, embrace each other naked under her cold blanket Ac in a hotel room. Passion and longing we have channeled.
"I don't think we can do this every week" Mas Haris said as he continued to hug me.
"Why Mas? Taris Bbm up huh?" many wonder.
We used to sleep twice a week. Which is now set to be once a week except when I'm on the red cross.
"Not because of that. I was worried that my movements were beginning to smell" he replied
"Is your wife starting to get suspicious?"
"Lately, he's been spoiled more lately. I feel uncomfortable. But I don't know why."
I fell silent
"Hey why are you quiet" asked Mas Haris.
"No, I was just thinking, did your wife kiss us?"
"Do not know! But we better be careful to prevent things that are not wanted. You agree, don't you, baby?"
"How do you mean?"
"We're reducing the frequency of going home together, and reducing our meetings first. And if you want to meet better meet directly outside. How's it?"
"If that's what you think is safer, what can you do!" I said shiver
"You disappointed?"
"Not disappointed. I felt more reminded that I was nobody to Mas Haris." I said as I turned my back on him.
It's a mix of feelings and acting just to know what his feelings for me are like.
"Ratih, you don't look like this. Don't sulk! Love you the same. I want to stay close to you. But we can't be as vulgar as that. You must understand, if they knew, we'd be even harder to meet." Mas Haris tried to explain while continuing to hug me from behind.
I turned my back to get back on my back.
"I understand Mas" I replied helplessly.
Yeah, what else can I do?
There aren't. Once exposed and proven we had an affair, I'm finished.
Mas Haris keeps kissing me again.
...Why the world is unfair. Thieves and chickens burned the mob but those who corrupt kale like a king without sin. The dark lover is reviled, but the ill-fated spouse keeps the heart of his partner so that turning away is never to blame. ...
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Happy Monday to monday
don't forget your coffee in the morning
spirit of activity 🖤