LOLLIPOPS

LOLLIPOP 50

This morning my head was heavy. Today I'm not allowed to go to work. What a dishonesty Om Sammy makes me lose my spirit.

My eyes widened when I saw a figure I did not want to see again. Om Sammy was sitting weakly on the porch of my house. His gaze was empty, his head was down. Just now I want to turn the body wants to go from his presence. The man first realized my existence. Sammy looked straight into my eyes. It was clearly a wound from his eyes.

I shook my head slowly.

I cannot live in this dream. I need to get up soon. Om Sammy open for me. She belongs to Mba Karin, a woman who is well-deserved and fits her well.

I have to accept this reality. That none of this is the man's fault. I am the destroyer of their relationship. Well, I should be the one who should be self-conscious, should stay out of their relationship.

Really thinking about the word 'get away' from Om Sammy's life was so stifling my chest.

Why is God so unfair to me?

Why can't I enjoy my happiness?

Ah.... Think what I am!

Didn't I already know the consequences of this forbidden feeling? So, there was no reason for me to rebel when reality woke me up from my dream. Well, I can't blame anyone.

"April" call Om Sammy slowly as he gets up from his seat.

My legs are like I'm stuck, I can't move a single bit. Only my eyes continued to stare fixedly at his figure who was walking unsteadily approached me.

I should have stepped back. Then ran to the room. Not looking him in the eye is the best way to wake up from this beautiful dream. But........ My defense collapsed instantly as the man grabbed my body into his arms.

I hate him, but I love him too much.

Am I so blind?

So a hug paid for all my heartache?

"April, believe the same Om. Om no longer has any feelings for Karin."

Om Sammy was heard sighing heavily, then let go of the need. He looked me in the eyes for a few seconds. I thought he was gonna say something, but he didn't. He then******* my lip plan. Then say

"Om always hoping we don't have any blood ties at all."

And he goes on ****** his more in depth and longer.

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I am so jealous of Karin.

Physically she is very beautiful. Her eyes are big with beautiful clear eyeballs. His nose is sharp, his lips thin and do not forget his white skin clean. He is also a person who is supple, intelligent and meek.

I grew even more envious when I heard she was going to open a beauty salon here. And most importantly he is not from our family descendant!

"I'm happy to be friends with you" exclaimed Karin as we met at my parents' house.

Since then we often went several times together when he got a thousand times the reason Om Sammy to refuse to accompany him.

Like today, I was staying overnight at home, she casually entered my room. Karin treats me as worthy of her long-time friend and strangely I don't hate her at all. Either because my relationship with Om Sammy improved after the impromptu kiss incident, or because I knew Karin's name was no longer in Om sammy's heart.

"The story dong about your work here, even though Papa you have a company but you even work with others" he said.

I grimaced. What to tell. I don't think there's anything interesting about my life.

Except..... Love your own Om!

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