LOLLIPOPS

LOLLIPOP 33

Finally, a vacation with Sammy has arrived!

I really like this situation. Vacationing with him, the man who has the fullness of my heart. At first I hesitated to go with him. Afraid that people would see us, but I also could not lie to my little heart that kept screaming with joy at every thought of what I could do with that man.

Again, I plan to respond to this feeling.

As Om Sammy said yesterday, he will not cover our relationship, but also not reveal the truth. He would let those people with his own thoughts. Until the rumor disappears on its own. Either I have to be happy or anxious with our recklessness to be both silent.

This morning, Om Sammy even casually picked me up at my rented house. While I myself was busy turning my head to check the expressions of my friends who were full of question marks.

Obviously, I haven't had time to tell them about our impromptu vacation.

I was so excited to see the waves so beautiful toying with the sand. The sea air was so refreshing, even though the scorching sun started burning my skin.

"Pril use sunblock first, Om do not want yes after coming home from here Mama you are angry with Om shocked to see your skin" said Om Sammy

"Let's just Om, April wants to change skin color. Kayaking selena gomez. Sexy!" I was still busy circling around enjoying the wind.

"Now it's sexy Pril." he muttered but I still heard faint.

"Om say what?" much

"Ah no. Here put this on first." orders again. And this time I said, and then he gave me that bottle of sunblock.

"Thanks Om" I cried. He just nodded then said.

"Om go to ujuk there first yes, buy ice degan"

"OK" I replied briefly.

A few minutes after finishing the activities persunblokan, I looked for the figure of Om Sammy who never came. My eyes went through some coconut ice sellers who happened to be around. I finally found the figure I was looking for was chatting with some other visitors.

It looks like Om Sammy is cool talking to some beautiful young women.

I know, I don't deserve to be jealous like this. I couldn't help but see Om Sammy talking so familiarly to another woman, it really made me boil.

Maybe they were just chatting normally Pril. My inner

But the woman looks very annoying by being pretentious in front of Om Sammy. The man also seemed to enjoy their chatter so much that he forgot about me who was here waiting for him.

I stood up, walked my feet somewhere. I just want to get away from that painful sight! I press my chest hard. I wish I could breathe better. I know this is overkill, but I don't know why I'm so unwilling to see Om Sammy familiar with another woman. I want to be in her eyes!

The more I think about it, the more my chest gets crowded. My tears keep flowing. I sobbed until a hiccup. I closed my lips to muffle the sound of this stuffing. I don't want anyone to know.

YOU STUPID APRIL!

WHY DO YOU HAVE TO LOVE YOURSELF?! my cry was stifled in my sobs, I kept walking running walking.

Till.......

The wind also touched me.

I lifted my face and looked around.

Be quiet........!!

All that was heard was the waves rubbing against each other with sand.

I swallowed spit. Realize one thing.

Where am I?!

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