
A few minutes tossed over the giant boat, my heart pounded. Not because of the tensing sensation of the kora, but rather the mild sting I felt every time our shoulders and thighs touched.
With Om Sammy at this time, it gives me happiness and pain at the same time. I've never felt a sensation like this. My love for her continues to gnaw every drop of my blood. His charm is always able to squeeze both of my lungs to tightness.
No one knows how miserable this kind of love is.
I really want to neutralize this heart. I've tried so hard to throw this stuffy feeling. It's hard being a good nephew.
The scenario God has designed for me is very strange.
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My face lyrics, Om Sammy looks very enjoy the streets today. A wide smile continued to adorn his face
I'm trying to put myself in as a good nephew. Even if it hurts, I'm sure I can handle it. With intent and effort, I believe I can put my feelings back in place.
Offering this forbidden Love!
"Om we buy gulali yuk," asked me when I saw the food booth.
Sammy nodded then followed my footsteps closer to the seller. Because the portion of the gugali was large, so we decided to eat together.
We sat on one of the benches in the middle of the rides there.
"You're happy?" ask Om Sam.
"Yes of course. After a long time I finally set foot here again." I replied as I continued to eat my gulaliku.
Om Sammy stroked my hair.
"Don't just work on it, once in a while it doesn't hurt to be happy with yourself" he said.
Heart, calm down!
"It's Om, but it's solid work."
"This is proof it can."
Yes this is because there is you Om!
"Well, there's more free time, Om." my dear.
"So it's time for a date with no dong?"
Uhuk uhuk
Suddenly, Sammy laughed.
"What's so funny?" just plain
"Seriously? A singles? C'mon Pril your age is suitable for marriage instead. Don't have a boyfriend today?" said Om Sammy.
"What's wrong with being alone. I'm just lazy to be confused with everything that makes me dizzy."
"But it's got FWB, right?" ask again.
I frowned.
"What is FWB Om?" many confused.
"The time is now called friend with Benefit, yes a kind of TTM that was in the past."
"Oh April get it, like Ounces do?" ask again.
"Slightly different actually, let's play again" asked Om Sammy to switch the conversation. The Gulali in my hand is over.
I really enjoyed our time together. I guess, it would be okay if I took this opportunity to create a wonderful memory with Om Sammy. I know it's gonna hurt but I think I'm gonna be able to hold it.
Well, because this relationship is impossible.
I know I'm selfish.
But what can I do with this feeling?
Would it be wrong for me to feel love like my other friends? I just want to taste her Lovely love and be loved by someone. Let me today give up all the hidden desires that cannot be realized.
Lord, let today I feel to be her lover Omku!
Just one day! Even though he didn't realize it. It's okay, even though this is only in my imaginary world. I promise to be complacent and not to go beyond the limits God has created for me. At least let me keep today's memories in a secret memory that I will keep at the bottom of my heart.
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