LOLLIPOPS

LOLLIPOP 36

I'm a little away from where Om Sammy is.

"Well, if you dare to look!"

om Sammy just laughed and raised his index finger and middle finger to form the letter V as a sign of promise. He was trying to convince me.

My whole body is soaked. There is no other option but to change these wet clothes if you do not want to get sick. Before undressing, I once again looked at Om Sammy who seemed impossible to peek. He seemed busy taking out his bag. Look again, it turns out that Sammy brought a blanket and was making a place for us to sleep tonight.

I'm quick to change this wet outfit with Om Sammy's big shirt. I chuckled to myself to see myself wearing oversized clothes.

"Om, April looks like a scarecrow in a kayak gini." I said as I walked closer to Om Sammy.

The man only smiled when he saw me with a shirt only limited to thighs and hands that are great in my body.

"Cute!"

Blussshhh.....

My heart raced back to hearing that one simple word. I quickly hid the red hue on both of my cheeks.

Laughter Om Sammy increasingly exploded seeing my misbehavior. He then waved his hand, giving the code of sitting next to him. I followed and sat down next to him. In a very close distance and shared a blanket to warm our bodies.

I was well aware that I needed extra energy to just breathe. This guy beside me really managed to make me like this. Always was!

I hugged myself while sitting curled up to chase away the cold. My body is still shivering. The rain outside the night grew heavier, making me even colder and more afraid.

Is this cottage able to survive?

Rain and strong winds, it could have knocked down this simple cottage.

"You're cold Pril?" ask Om Sammy while shifting his seat to be closer.

Just as Om Sammy was about to grab my body into his arms, I immediately stood up and moved away from him. My body was instantly released from the blanket that warmed our bodies. The cold hit my skin. The man frowned and looked at me confused.

"Om" I stopped for a moment. I took a deep breath before holding back the tears. "Om I beg you not to be too kind to me, don't treat me too well" I said as I tried to hold back my tears. I bit my lower lip to hold the pain in my heart.

"Why?" ask her slowly.

"I just don't want to think that Om likes me too. That way, I can more easily forget my own feelings."

"Aapaaaa.....?"

I'm down.

Maybe it's time to be honest. Evidently after I said it, I got better and relieved. I hope with this honesty Om Sammy can also keep his distance so that I don't expect too much from him.

"What do you mean? Ask again.

"I'm in love with Om." I said as I looked into his eyes deeply.

Sammy did not answer.

"I hate it when I see Om talking to other women, I'm jealous. Om April love the same Om."

Om Sammy widened his eyes, looking at me in disbelief. I bowed my head again. Staring at his pair of eyes scared me of being hypnotized by his charm. I was determined to finish it all today. I want to throw away this feeling. Even though I don't want to do it. But reality forced me.

"I beg you to stop being nice to me. April knows this feeling is wrong, I shouldn't love you. Loving my Mother's sister." I said as I continued to hold back the tears that were ready to come down whenever I closed my eyes.

"April........."

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