LOLLIPOPS

LOLLIPOP 62

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Remembering something important. I quickly got up from my bed and opened the door. Papa was still standing at the door.

"Pa, is April really Papa and Mama's son?"

Papa's expression changed. He looked angry but remained silent. I looked into his eyes, waiting for an answer. It was clear that Papa was trying hard to control his emotions.

My eyes widened as Papa suddenly grabbed my body into his need.

"Stupid kid! Of course you're Papa's son!". He said, stroking my head with love.

"That.. "

"You know Pril, how much it hurts Papa to see you two. Papa can't really yell at you. But it's for the best. You can't be together." cut papa.

I'm speechless.

"Can April ask for one thing?"

"What?"

"Don't kick Sammy out. He's not wrong. Anyway April's going back to the contract."

"April, Papa will do that. But please you also have to think clearly. Sammy it's Om you, you're blood."

"April knows. April just wants Papa to let Om Sammy stay here again. April's promise won't disappoint Papa again."

"Allah .But on one condition."

"What, pah?"

"You should want to continue your S2 abroad."

I'm silent. Think on. Then nodded slowly.

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As per my agreement with Papa, he actually returned Om Sammy home and I went to London to continue my studies on the agreement without any further contact with the man. Even if only through mobile.

I have to give up my job and leave my comfort zone here. All I did for Papa. Though I wish Papa didn't know what I'd done with Om Sammy.

I saw enough of his disappointed face.

I've had so much trouble finding Karin's contact number. As expected, he was very active in the sosmed. Unlike Om Sammy who doesn't even have any sosmed accounts .

Remembering him, does he miss me too?

From sosmed I started to be able to contact Karin and invite her to meet at the cafe not far from my rented house.

I waited with a huff. Many times I glanced at the door of the cafe, but Karin's figure was nowhere to be seen. In this cafe is famous for being very comfortable with the dominant brown color design, in accordance with the concept of providing a variety of chocolate-based foods and drinks. But I didn't enjoy it at all.

My mind floated far away looking for the figure of Om Sammy who for months I no longer heard his voice. Especially when I look into his eyes. I flinched when someone greeted me. Karin appeared with her brown shoulder hair. The large eyes emitted a clear light, making anyone feel comfortable nearby. Well, Karin always looks pretty.

"April!" he hugged me tightly. "Aduuuuhh.... I really like you."

"Hmmm.." I muttered.

I have so much to ask. But my tongue feels bad. Seeing Karin in front of me is like seeing Sammy for real.

...• • • • • ...

...Why is falling in love so painful? ...

...Love makes us selfless. That drives us to give it our all, you idiot? Indeed indeed....

...Although sometimes I wish that I'd drowned in a ship. And hoping to be swept away in the dark so that my story of the pill is lost....