LOCKDOWN A Love And Covid - 19

The Lake Toba

I want you to come in this moment.

I miss your warm hugs and kisses

Hearing your breath

Rumbling sounded a sign of rain will soon plunge from the sky to the earth, deliberately I open wide the glass door balcony so I get in the wind. A few days after I daydreamed and reminisced about the past I was never sick again. Too beautiful to forget. And the family problem between me and Firhan is not there, Firhan remains a husband who continues to defend me, in his own way he straightens me out if I am guilty, he never restrains me, but I know myself. I'm not a woman who easily greets a man, except Ardian. My kindergarten friend in grandma's village.

The wind blew away the thin hanging curtains decorating the glass doors. It's true, sometimes the wind makes flying leaves sometimes also make flying memories.

This wind is similar to the afternoon wind in January 2019, exactly when Firhan and I did the first hooney year after one week we stayed in Medan. In a housing, a flat that is too luxurious for me, in suguhi with views of the city of Medan flashing at night and vehicles queuing at the red lights like a tumblr if seen from the 23rd floor, the, our flat stayed.

The long journey like from the grandmother's house to Adi sucipto Airport, takes five hours. We arrived at Parapat at 03:00, it took an hour if it was taken at maximum speed. Grilled corn dazzles in the foggy weather as it is now. No need to AC the car if passing through the mountain road leading to Lake Toba, I opened the wide glass, cold very felt so this hand was waved out the window. I am very happy today, married to a kind person, understand about me, considerate, and always do simple things but make me fall in love. Because love is simple.

"it's pretty why it looks like a smile.."

He looked at me with a look I really liked.

"i'm happy to be your wife, even though you and I don't know each other."

He smiled broadly looking straight ahead.All the way our hands were interlocked, enjoying nature, with the accompaniment of old school song but hit in the heart. It's like the world is siding with us if I hear the January 11 dental song.

"i am your guardian, I am your protector.." Firhan followed the music we heard.

"honey, there's a strawberry where we can buy it..?" much

"emmm we're late if you want to buy strawberries." sorry for not offering fruits hanging along the Berastagi road.

"emmm okay no problem... Go home buy it." I asked

"ready madam. But one more week, baby we're home. We want happy at the hotel." His eyes winked at me with his jail.

Sweet habits that I cannot forget. Indeed, this one creature of God I know named Firhan always makes my cheeks red with shame.

The road we went through was winding, occasionally we passed by a large truck and some pick-up cars carrying something covered in blue tarp.

"do you know what the truck in front of us brought..?" my husband asked me to observe what was in the truck tightly sealed with the blue tarp. There was almost no gap and there was no sight of what he was carrying.

"fish.." I replied, my husband was broken up

"you guess again, if the fish is covered in tarp so, die." protested my husband who understood about fish, because he was the son of the owner of the largest natural pond in the village.

"yes, I don't know sister."

"look at that one, the one hanging from the chandelier below."

I saw the carrots and the chives moving to the left and right side making me open.

"that's what it is.. Haha

Baby I just found out." I replied in wonder. Makes her smile proud.

"honey, look to the right." asked my husband.

I can hardly believe the view of Lake Toba began to appear, some of the water surface seems calm, the lake is really wide more than I imagined while still sitting in Elementary school. I also did not expect that I would set foot and let my eyes paint every corner of the scenery we went through. Some monkeys hanging and perched on the cliff divider noticed each vehicle passing beside it, funny to see monkey monkeys on this side of the gorge. Sometimes there are people who run while carrying their little baby in front, some look old like the head of their tribe, and some are running away from the crowd of food scattering, he said, they'll take the food we throw after our car leaves. Only a few monkeys casually took food without fear of humans. Yeah, different monkey types.

The last old bridge we crossed, the monkey crowd started to disappear, my smile still continued to expand, I could not stop to smile when I was with Firhan.

"do you like yank monkeys..?" firhan asked as he pulled our car over on the side of the road.

"like. I love all animals."

I replied enthusiastically, hoping that in this area there was a zoo similar to Safari Park for Firhan to take me there.

"why did you run to see a worm yesterday.."

The fluffy fur in my hand suddenly stood up to hear that sentence, I got goosebumps.

I let out a sigh of annoyance, holding my breath for a second so that I can no longer remember the very animal that yeah I admit scares me to run around like a man who saw a ghost sighting in the bathroom.

"okkay the animal is not to be kept by my dear.." I tried not to mention the name of the animal ohh I creeped.

"what animal dear.." Firhan clasped my finger, his face approaching lured me, I moved closer to him as well, until the roar of his scented warm breath could be felt from our closeness.

"sir don't park here." the sound of the parking lot makes us pull away. The parking attendant smiled and nodded. Maybe he saw what happened a few seconds ago.

"ooop okkay sir, we just want that photo written by Lake Toba from here sir. That Abis we want to go to the hotel." obviously at length my husband, it seems he was groggy so said that should not be in his polite sentences.

The young man left our car. I and Firhan looked at each other, he shrugged and smiled clumsyly at the behavior of the parking lotman as well as me who kept holding back from being uprooted, the effect of excessive embarrassment being funny.

Firhan pulled back the car, his sharp eyes turned towards the rearview mirror and advanced into the hospitality area.

One two three and many hotels are lined on one small road that only fit this one car. My husband walked into the parking lot, with a large inscription in front of the terrace that read Laura Hotel & Resort. In black tights, crem-colored jeans made the perfect figure in front of me who casually picked up two suitcases in the trunk of the car. He smiled, his eyes were sometimes jaily, sweet, and occasionally teased me full of aura hiding behind his brown glasses.

I walked behind him, watching him pick up the room key. The waiter asked for permission to accompany the two of us, introducing the corner corner of a four-star hotel on Lake Toba.

"this is the main door of the balcony, sir, welcome to enjoy the blue view when you open the horden room like this. Or wait until the sun turns yellow, you and your partner can watch on the bed that we have provided with an extraordinary arrangement facing the view of Lake Toba."

Every step and explanation that I quickly answered with round O sign I understand.

"swimming pool, we limit of course so that goldfish do not enter the area when you and your partner swim."

Show young women in batak dress to us while showing off the beauty of the pool behind clear glass.

"for facilities such as soap, towels and footwear are certainly free to use and can be taken home" he added, I saw the expression of my husband rolling his eyeballs. Signs he was bored, his eyes spoke go waiter. I giggled at his non-staring manner of looking at the waiter in front of us.

"good rest, mother.. If there are any complaints or other needs we are ready to serve you. We provided a parallel phone call contact us at *23 for other questions." he resigned while closing the door.

My eyes swept out looking at the spectacular and incredible scene. The blue swimming pool, as if connected with the endless Toba lake at the sight of the eye.

My husband tidied some clothes into the closet, and I was busy observing this beautiful scene.

The sound of the door knocking, before long my husband and I looked at each other. I grinned my sign did not want to get up from the soft sofa facing the television.

Finally my husband relented, he took a long step to open the door, one minute passed my husband back into our room. Laughing with carelessness

"why yank..?" wonder

"what did he ask..?"I kept going because my husband just laughed

"there is an offer, if you want to buy ***** in the hotel lobby." my husband was open again. I have amused goosebumps on him.

"i bought one" he continued, making my eyes wide open, seeing my expression he laughed even more.

"no darling.. Grogi times sister heard that word..."

"ah groggy..?! Not ah." I argue

"iyya believes.. By the way help me dear.." the potent tone came out again, lazy lazy chicken I stood, he welcomed me to the front of the open cupboard with a kiss.

He hugged me and held me in warmth.

The sun began to enter his quarrel. As if diving in the largest volcanic lake in Indonesia this one. We were in a great place to welcome a clear night. A cold wind swept over our skin that was not covered in a thick blanket, a wind that made our bodies want to always be close together.

"you promise to love me, even though my physique will change..?" I asked Firhan who always held me in his arms as we lay on the bed.

He kisses my forehead with solemnity.

"certainly dear.. You're the only woman I've waited for all my life." she replied as the sun slowly dived into the ocean at a rapid pace. I grabbed Firhan's cheek, he greeted my hand with a kiss.

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The kiss was still remembered by me. A very short time, a memory that never lasts.

This breakup caused me to languish, I realize now that no matter how complicated the family problem, I had to deal with it, not run from it.

I want to go back, it looks like it's good enough for me.

The saddest thing about a breakup is that there are still many things we have not done together.

I want you to come in this moment.

I miss your warm hugs and kisses

Hearing your breath

Good night Firhan

I love you

Either I'm awake or when I'm asleep

Only thou.