Like Rubbish

A glimpse of the past.

In the morning I received a video call from Sharif. I will accept it immediately.

"Sir, someone wants to talk to me and mom."

Suddenly on the phone screen appeared someone who I had been waiting for his presence for a long time.

"Beautiful ! just a minute I'll call mommy."

I hurried to my mother's room. I called the mother who was sitting on the lip of the bed. I sat down next to him and immediately I showed him my phone.

"Beautiful..How are you, son ? mom misses you so much. Where's mom's granddaughter ?" my mother's tears immediately spilled.

"Good good Mom. Raka was sleeping at home with her grandmother. You healthy ?" seen on the screen my sister was also in tears.

"Alhamdulillah." There was a smile on my lips.

"Bak is also very confused with you Ndah. We haven't seen you in a long time."

"Beautiful to you too. Sorry when I got married I didn't come."

"It's okay, you know what."

"I'm sorry, Toso. I know that his attitude often offends you, especially mbak."

"Don't think that it matters his attitude towards you is good."

Suddenly the call was cut off. I tried to reconnect but failed.

"Maybe the signal's in there ugly ma'am."

"Nothing, mother's longing is slightly treated even though mother still wants to talk at length with Beautiful."

"Holy Forgiveness. Because Holy mother so follow hated by husband Beautiful."

"It's not your fault. Maybe Toso hasn't noticed yet."

I still feel guilty. I really understand why my sister-in-law hates me so much when she used to be so nice to me.

Flashback.

When Indah and Toso just got married for a month, Indah was lying in the Hospital due to DHF. We took turns to look after him. Today it is the turn of Sharif and the Beautiful husband. I'm with mom going home.

"Let me take you guys." Toso Pinta.

"No need to take public transportation. You're gonna have to go back and forth to the hospital." Reject mom.

"No problem Mom. I'm not cape." Toso.

Finally we were willing to take Toso with his car.

When he got home, Toso came inside he said he wanted to ride to the bathroom.

I took my mother to her room and quickly entered my room to rest. When he was just lying down, suddenly Toso gawked into the room and approached me. I forgot to lock the door.

"What's Toso ? why go into Ma'am's room without knocking on the door first ?" I got up and got out of bed.

"Sir.I want to thank you." Toso was closer in front of me.

"You mean ? we'll talk outside."

"Thank you for taking good care of my wife in the hospital." Toso held my hand.

"Either. Lovely little brother too." I took my hand off my sister-in-law.

"Bak is more beautiful than Beautiful." Toso looked at me from head to toe.

"We're talking outside." I'm getting suspicious of her guts.

"What the fuck is this ?" I'm getting pissed.

"I want you." Toso's smile grinned making creeps scared.

"Courteously talk to your sister-in-law !" I'll raise my tone a little.

"Come on, I'll give you anything."

"Are you crazy ? your wife is lying weak in the Hospital, but you're thinking disgusting things like this." I was as strong as I could to let go of her embrace.

But Toso did not want to loosen the slightest circle of his hands on my waist.

"Don't be holy. I know what a real job is. So don't pretend in front of me, baby..." Toso kissed my lips.

Without hesitation I landed a hard slap on him. Toso immediately took off his embrace. He held onto his left cheek which I touched hard with the palm of his hand. His eyes were sharp and full of anger.

"Basic dirty woman. So sacred. How much do you want me to pay ?" Toso yelled at me.

"I'm a dirty woman, but I still have feelings, I'll never serve my sister's husband." I don't feel a lot of light dripping from my eyes.

"You're the.." Toso prepared to throw his punch at my face but his words and actions came to a standstill when mother came.

"What is this storm ?" wonder mom.

"There's nothing, ma'am." I tried to hide it from my mother.

Without saying goodbye my brash sister-in-law left this room in annoyance.

Since then Toso forbade me to meet Indah. Even his anger spread to the mother who knew nothing.

Although Toso is guilty, but I feel like it all started with me. If I were a good woman, my sister-in-law would not dare to harass me like that.

Flashback.

At midnight. I still can't sleep. Although I tried to close my eyes, my mind was still floating. After talking for a while with Beautiful on the phone, I often remembered my past. A life full of sins and sins. Only regrets remain.

I left Doni's mas asleep. I sat on the couch fiddling with my phone.

Whose number is it that gave me the message ? it wasn't long before the foreign number called and I answered. Who knows this is a beautiful number.

(Assalamualaikum) turns out to be a male voice but I know this isn't Toso.

(Guardian)

(Holy why haven't you slept ? it's me Riki)

(Mas Riki knows who my number is)

(From Raisya.Suci do you feel you've met me before)

(I mean you)

(What if I tell you that we've met before)

(I don't know what.Udah ya mas I want to sleep)

(Holy don't you remember me at all)

(I sleepy.Assalamualaikum)

Without waiting for the answer, I hung up the phone.

I don't like Riki calling me like this. I'm sorry for giving my number to Raisya. She instead gave my number to her brother without first confirming it to me. Really not polite.

Riki, what else is this ? why did he say that ? I feel familiar with his face. But I don't remember at all. Is it true that we have met before ?