Like Rubbish

Like Rubbish
Wisdom behind the test.



Indah was sitting opposite her husband who is now a prisoner of one of the stalls. This woman who loved Toso so much, looked at the male nilar who showed a sinless expression.


Beautiful endless crying though without as much as she wanted, but her husband was just indifferent no matter the least. Toso stared off guard, occasionally he circulated his gaze in another direction.


Tightness crackling in the chest Beautiful. Never thought that her husband had lower morals than animals. His love is now covered with hate.


Beautiful took a deep breath to strengthen her heart.


"I didn't expect it to turn out that your true nature was so disgusting. All this time I've been so stupid, so trusting in a depraved man like you. I should have heard all my family's words." Beautiful trying to speak in a low tone.


Toso lazily replied. He even avoided being with his wife.


"Why are you doing all this ?" Beautiful looking sharp.


Toso rolled his eyes puffed. He bowed his body and his hands rested on the table which became the separation between him and his wife.


"It's all your fault ! you're not taking care of yourself. You're cute, unsightly. You look even older than your sister. The saint is more beautiful and sweet. Let alone his sister Riki, he was really flirting. So far away from you." Toso casually insulted Indah.


The woman was struck by lightning. His body was as if it had been violently dropped from above the sky. It made her realize that she loved a man wrongly. The man had married and given her a child.


"A little bit.again, I could have successfully devoured Raisya if only Saints and that jerk guy hadn't come to disturb." Toso's hands clenched in annoyance considering his action was thwarted. He does not care about his interlocutor who is getting angry.


Beautifully pounded the table, her chest rose and her gaze grew more piercing. She never acted like that in front of her husband. But Toso was not affected at all. The man was just so cute.


"You're a crazy man. I am so sorry I knew you. I regret marrying such a disgusting pervert like you ! you deserve to rot in this place. I asked for a divorce ! I don't want my son to have a father who doesn't have morals like you !" Beautifully clamoring and pointing at Toso's relaxed face.


Beautiful and soon moved from her seat. Toso smiled sarcastically.


"I don't care ! I'll be happy to have your mentality soon ! who would want to live with a boring woman like you ?" still calmly he spoke without looking at the woman who was already looking at him hatefully.


Beautiful half-running left the man in his right mind. Her tears represented her broken heart. This was not what he expected from Toso. She thought that if her husband was conscious, he would forgive. But even the humiliation he got.


Her marriage is really over. Beautiful must bury all the memories with her husband. A feeling of regret haunted him. Sorry to have defended Toso and regret not trusting his family, especially Saints.


***


In one of the hospital rooms, Raisya is now asleep after previously she never stopped crying. Suci and Riki sat next to each other on the sofa opposite the bed where Raisya was lying.


Riki is putting on her rough hair. He really felt ill at protecting his only sister. Saints memorize exactly what Riki feels and thinks.


Sacred buried her husband's face to lean on his lap. He gently rubbed Riki's back with his right hand.


"Mas, none of this is your fault. Maybe Toso's real target is me. But since I wasn't home, so he did it to Raisya. If I had known that all this would happen, I would have tried to prevent it." There is guilt in the mind of the saint.


Riki changed his position to sit. He hugged and let his chest become the Holy Headrest.


"It wasn't your fault either. Toso is a crazy guy. I've taken it lightly. After knowing the bad news, I should have prepared security at home. And also have professional people take care of you and Raisya." Riki gently stroked the Sacred head.


"But fortunately we're not too late to save Raisya's honor." Riki spoke again.


Saints nodded. His hands were coiled around Riki's waist.


"Is this karma, because I used to abuse you ?" riki's words made Suci look up.


"No, don't say that ! this has nothing to do with it. You're not Toso. You are a very good man. While that man was a very dangerous insane man. You also realize it. Don't talk about it anymore." The saint went back to hiding in her husband's chest.


"I just feel guilty for Raisya. Even though he was saved, you saw for yourself how hysterical he was. Very shocked. I know my sister has been changing girlfriends all this time, but I'm sure Raisya never let her honor go. It's only natural that he's feeling devastated right now." Riki stared fixedly at his sister's face which was still closed.


"I'm sure Raisya can get through all this hard. He'll come back as cheerful as ever."


Riki nodded in agreement to his wife's words.


Tomorrow.


Raisya was sitting on his bed. Saints accompanied on the edge of the bed, while Riki stood near his wife.


The Saints feed food into Raisya's mouth.


"Mbak. I'm full already." Raisya's eyes were empty.


The girl had just eaten some bribes, but was already unwilling to continue. He has no appetite. His heart was so fucked up. The bad events of yesterday are still fresh in his memory.


"A bribe yes ?" Riki took over the food Raisya had in Holy hands.


Suci shifted her sitting position so that Riki could feed her sister more freely.


"Say if you want to be fed by mas ?" Riki smiled as she scooped up the food, intending to comfort Raisya.


His sister opened her mouth, there was a slight smile on Raisya's lips. He remembered his childhood. Riki always bribes her when eating. Always invite him to play, keep him sincere. Riki is the best sister figure for Raisya.


Finally, thanks to the magic touch from her brother, the food can be eaten by Raisya until it runs out.


"I'm sorry I haven't been able to take good care of you." Riki stroked Raisya's head.


"Don't say that. Mas is the greatest brother. Thank you very much." Raisya hugged Riki's body tightly and cried.


The Saints were moved to see them. She was amazed at her husband who was so responsible.


"Mr. Thank you for taking care of me with sincerity." Raisya's eyes turned to her sister-in-law.


The saint just nodded and smiled.


"Mosur." Saints and Riki answered simultaneously.


Waalaikumussalam´s chat. Sharif !


Raisya looked at the man she missed so much. Clear thread back pooled in his eye pelupuk. For too long the man's face was not seen directly.


Riki and Saints approached the two newly arrived people. Both of them bowed to Bu Ayu. Sharif did the same to his brother and sister-in-law.


Suci and Riki stood to the left of Raisya. Bu Ayu and Sharif stood to his right.


"Sorry, we just visited. You are patient, son ! this is a test. I'm glad you survived. Do not dwell in sadness. Take silverware. I'm sure Raisya's son is a strong girl." Bu Ayu clasped Raisya's hand.


The girl just nodded listening to Bu Ayu's advice.


"Mr should stay upbeat. Don't be sad anymore because that man has been punished for his actions." Syarif.


Raisya's heart rippled to hear the voice of the man standing nearby. He could no longer hold back his feelings. Unexpectedly, she hugged Sharif's body tightly and cried as she pleased.


I miss you so much, Sharif ! even during that terrible incident, what I expected to come to my aid besides mas Riki was you.


Saints and Riki sat. They could already guess how Raisya felt to Sharif. Bu Ayu also took a look at it. But he doesn't want to guess.


What are you doing mbak ?


Sharif was in his place. He could not resist but did not return the hug of the girl. He lets Raisya spill his grief, not knowing that the truth is other than that, Raisya wants to let go of his longing for Sharif.


Things turned silent at that moment, only Raisya's cry was heard. Everyone dissolves in their own thoughts. After some time, Raisya finally realized and took off his embrace on Sharif.


"Sorry !" Raisya wiped her tears. Now he was calmer despite the embarrassment.


When things had melted away, they chatted lightly.


***


In the afternoon Raisya went home. He occupied another room because he was still traumatized if he had to be in his own room. Riki. While the Saints were still in the living room with his mother and sister.


"You love Sharif ?" Riki asked without further ado. He sat on the edge of the bed.


"Yes, um." Raisya admitted but did not dare to look at her brother.


"Not agree. He won't forbid you to love him. Nor will I tell you to forget Sharif. But we don't know how she feels about you yet. Maybe he still closed his heart to another woman. You must know that he was married. It is not easy to forget the woman who is loved let alone the woman who is no longer in this world. Don't expect too much. Let time answer everything."


"I know you."


"Pray that if you really want Sharif to be your life partner, ask God directly."


"Hemmm yeah." Raisya nodded again but this time he dared to make a face.


In the family room.


Suci and Bu Ayu ask Sharif about his relationship with Raisya.


"We have no relationship whatsoever. I just think of Raisya like my own brother." Sharif explained calmly.


"Mom doesn't matter if you're a match. Maybe it's time for you to have a family again."


"Mad agrees with mom. But it seems like Raisya did put a special feeling on you. Ma'am suggested, if you don't have the same feelings, then don't give him false hope." The saint chimed in his mother's words.


"I never gave him hope. And for matters of the heart, for the moment I have not felt anything at all in any woman. But if God prepares my soul mate in the near future, then I will accept."


Suddenly a woman appeared who rushed hugging Bu Ayu. She was crying as much as she could.


"Mom forgive me. I was wrong to believe in that crazy guy. I asked for a divorce from Mas Toso. I don't want to live with him anymore. Just let him rot in jail."


"Beautiful Relax. I'm glad you can see the truth."


Lovely sitting in the middle of her mother and sister. It was her turn to embrace the Holy One.


"I'm sorry, ma'am. I've hurt my heart a lot."


"It's okay. You just misunderstand me."


Beautiful gets more and more unwilling when her brother gently stroked her hair.


"Finally I can tell that Toso mas is a jerk. Don't be afraid, we will take care of the mother and the child. It's better now to stay with me and mom in our old house." Sharif who sat before them tried to strengthen the heart of Beautiful.


***


Beautiful hesitantly approached Raisya who was still sitting leaning on the bed.


"I'm not here to apologize for the deed of mas Toso. I just feel empathetic towards you. I hope you get up soon." Beautiful sitting on the edge of the bed.


Everyone was standing around them. No one speaks except Beautiful. She was ashamed of her husband's actions.


"I hope you will forgive my stupidity for not being able to prevent my husband from doing evil. He has lied to me a lot. Say there's work out of town, but I don't know where he really is. The latter was the same, if I had known that he had come to this house with bad intentions, I would have prevented him." Beautiful tears.


"This whole thing isn't your fault. Maybe I should be more careful and take care of myself. That guy is crazy. You also need to be able to get up. I know for a fact your feelings are much more broken than mine." Raisya hugged the beautiful body tightly.


Everyone who watched was dissolved in the novelty. Maybe yesterday's horrible incident was wisdom to them. Family ties are becoming stronger.