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Grief news.

No matter how dark the past, should not we continue to live this day better to set a good future anyway. It is very natural if occasionally we remember or even mourn it, but do not make our steps falter. Look back just to look in the mirror. The main focus is to keep moving forward. That is what Suci tried to do even though his memory is now back to the bleak times of his life.

I don't know what the future will be like yet, but I can't think about it anymore. It's just the past. Now the most important thing is that I try to be a good wife to Doni's mason.

The saint tried to expel all the pieces of memory that were milling in his mind. She lay down next to her husband and immediately rested her body.

Before closing his eyes, he stared fixedly and gently stroked Doni's face.

I'm grateful to have a good husband like Doni. I hope I can make her happy always.

"I love you mas." Speak slowly and smile.

He finally fell asleep.

At about 5 o'clock the holy shubuh had finished bathing and worshiping. The approach of Doni who is still in the dream realm.

"Mas..wake up." Slowly shaking her husband's body.

Actually I can't wake him up. Doni has to shower and pray as well.

"Yes..."

"Hemmm" Doni squirms.

"Wake up, it's dawn."

"Hhhhhhh, a minute." Rubbing eyes.

"Mas still sleepy, huh ? sorry I interrupted my sleep."

"No need to apologize, husband and wife should remind each other of kindness." He sat down and looked at his wife with a sweet smile.

Mmuahh mmuahh kisses on all areas of the Holy face before entering the bathroom. Make a red face that the lips touch.

"Mas Doni.." whispered softly staring at her husband's back. Feeling the warmth in the morning blind makes the heart flower.

Drett..drett.his phone is vibrating. Suci immediately took the phone and answered an incoming call from Sharif's number.

(Assalamualaikum this is beautiful)

(Waalaikumussalam.mbak kira Sharif. What's up ndah)

(Mbak.kemarin Rani his wife Syarif died after giving birth. The baby cannot be saved either)

(Inalillahiwainailaihirojiun.why do you know now ? Sharif how he is)

(Sorry mbak, we're all here too shocked so we can call mbak now. Sharif must now be very hard hit because of the loss of two people at once in his life. He is very fragile even though it looks tough on the outside)

(Mbak spoke first with Doni. Mom will be there soon and mom will be there. Please take care of Sharif)

(Yes mbak assalamualaikum)

(Guardian)

Suci went to his mother's room and told her the news.

"Inalillahiwainailaihirojiun's search. Rani is a good daughter-in-law and wife, and she loves her just as much as she does her own son." Bu Ayu (holy mother) was already in tears.

His body felt limp as if it was boneless.

"Holy wants to talk about this with the Doni mas all ask permission so that we can go there. Don't worry too much, Sharif can definitely get through everything stoic."

The saint returned to his room. Doni is praying. After her husband finished, Holy approached and talked about it.

"Then ask permission first to the company so you can come there." Doni tried to contact the party where he worked via telephone.

"Now get ready we will soon meet Sharif. I have permission not to work today."

"Yes, um."

"Assalamualaik."

"Mosur." All who were in the house of Sharif's father-in-law answered the greetings of the Saints.

There was a large family and relatives there. Beautiful and Toso are also present. They nodded their heads and smiled at the newly arrived guest. Although there were some cynical gazes aimed at Saints.

So that cheap lady is already married to this handsome guy ?

It was easy for him to get the man he was after. I'm sure he's done everything he could to get married to that guy.

It's lucky there's a charismatic guy who wants to marry a piece of trash like him.

Some prejudice filled the heads of some of the people who were there. Saints could actually feel the atmosphere of their hatred through the look in his eyes. But he did not want to bother with that unimportant thing. The goal there is to defend his condolences and make sure Sharif is okay.

After shaking hands with them, Suci and Bu Ayu were welcome to meet Sharif in his room. While Doni joined Sharif's in-laws.

Inside Syarif's room looked pensive with a blank look. There were no tears on his face. Yet his heart was clearly bleeding receiving the stroke of fate that he had to live.

But when he realized the arrival of his brother and mother, somehow the clear circle was flowing uncontrollably. Suci and his mother embraced Sharif.

"You must sincerely release your wife and child. It's fate." Mother advises.

"You must be sure that all this God's will is best for you. Don't be too drawn into grief. Pray for them, that's the most important thing." Saints rubbed his sister's back.

"Yes.I know. I am sincere even though it is hard to live it. Moreover, this house, this room is a silent witness to our love journey. All my good memories with Rani are here. Every corner reminds me of him. And the little baby we were waiting for left me when I just held her for a while." Saints and mothers also dissolve in the sadness of Sharif.

In another room Doni was still talking to Sharif's in-laws. They were quite familiar and Doni looked not awkward due to their friendly attitude.

"So her husband's mas mbak Suci huh ?" suddenly Toso joined in.

"I'm sister-in-law of the Holy Mother.I'm Toso." Shaking Doni's hand.

"I'm Doni." Smiling while welcoming Toso's hand.

Sharif's two in-laws left them both.

"I'm sorry when you married me and my wife couldn't attend because we had business that couldn't be left behind. But I still pray for your happiness."

By emang males. I hate my holy sister-in-law.

"No problem. Thank you for that." Doni still has a smile.

"It's lucky that Saints get good men like mas."

"I am lucky to have a wife like Saints."

"It looks like I really love my sister-in-law. I just want to give advice to you. I don't want to be disappointed. Do not be too trusting with the innocent face of the Sacred Mother. He's actually not as good as I thought."

"What do you mean exactly ?" frowning.

"Mas was actually a Holy Mother who was once a comfort woman. He seems to have changed, but trust me it's just his mask. A woman like that can never change. Trust me the same." Whispering in Doni's ears.

"What do you mean ? I'm sure you must be lying." Started to ride the black because no one likes someone who vilifies his wife.

"What am I lying about ?" Toso was still whispering while wailing in fear of being caught.

"Holy Mother used to tease me, but I of course refused because I was her sister's husband. After all I never wanted to have a relationship with such a worthless woman." Increasingly pumping.

"Shut up or I slap you for talking about my wife's ugliness !!!" in a slow but threatening tone.

"Yes, sorry. But I'm just telling you so you won't be fooled."

I'm sure even though Doni was mad at me but actually my words poisoned him. Holy from now on you should be ready to pay your debt to me. You can't possibly forget because it has made my pride fall. Now it's my turn to make your pride fall even out of sight before your husband.

Toso smiled cunningly especially when looking at the anger of Doni. The first step of the plan worked.