Like Rubbish

Getting crazy.

During the day Holy found her husband had gone home and was sitting on the sofa of the room. Although a bit anxious, but he approached Doni.

"Mas..work man ?"

"Why ask ? I'm in front of you, which means I don't work. I am so tired of spending too much time with my future wife. So I'm gonna let you take a day off on purpose."

Mas Doni seemed to have deliberately said that so that I would get hurt more.

"Are you hungry ? let me make something."

"No need. I'm still full. Come here !" Doni patted the sofa next to him for the Saints to occupy.

His wife was only manut did not argue although in fact she was confused also with her husband's attitude.

"My wife is really pretty." Doni's hand crept down and stroked his face and moved to the Holy neck.

Getting such treatment even made the Saints even more astonished. She squeezed her fingers and bowed unwilling to look at her husband.

What do you want to do, actually ? why is your attitude strange ?

Doni brought his face closer to Holy's face making the woman stifled. The Sacred Heart pumps firmer as Doni's lips get closer to hers.

"You're beautiful but unfortunately you're cheap." Whispering in his Holy ears and pushing his body.

The closed eye reflex is back open. His chest grew increasingly rumbling but what appeared was a feeling of pain and humiliation.

"Why are you still bringing up my past ? it happened long before I met you." Start glazing.

"Even though, all of that has happened, right ?! do you know ? every time I see you I always remember and imagine you're being perverted with those striped-nosed guys. They must have done what I did to you. That's so gross !" stand up and talk half screaming.

"But that was before. And now I want to be a better woman. I want to be a good wife to you. All my past is not directly related to you. So I actually never hurt you. On the contrary, you have betrayed." Stand up and look at Doni.

"Heyyy, don't ever equate me with you ! teni and I did it out of love and we're getting married, too." His tone was slow but still stabbing.

"It's still a sin. You're not halal."

"People like you don't deserve to talk about sin. Chl !!! I'm getting sick of seeing your face !"

"So you really want to marry him ? what about me ? did you forget that you ever loved me ?" his voice shook with the cry he wanted to let out.

"Don't be afraid. I don't want to be polygamous. You will soon be divorced. Better get all your stuff done now. And also your mother's who's still in this house."

"But...Has your decision been unanimous ?" holding Doni's hand despite rejection.

"I'm very sure. Now please leave me alone. I'm getting tired after seeing you. I'd go crazy if I kept on being with you."

"Mas..is there still a little room in your heart for me ?" stroking Doni's face gently though patted.

"The feeling of love is gone. Now there's only disgust if you look at you. The more I look at your face the greater my hatred."

Astaghfirullah.it hurts a lot. Doni's words were like thousands of arrows sticking straight into my chest. I was no longer in his heart. I really saw that hatred in his eyes.

Finally the Saints went and entered another room. There her tears spilled. It can't be dammed anymore. Lamenting and regretting all his actions first. If all that he did not do then today the words of Doni that hit his heart will never be thrown out.

What should I do to save my home ?

***

It was late at night when the Saints came out of the room. He moved into the kitchen and made two cups of tea and took them to the room.

I'll try to melt Doni's heart again. I need to be more calm to talk to him. Maybe if so Doni want to understand a little and give a chance to our relationship.

Before entering the Sacred room let out a long sigh to control his heart.

Bismillah.I can definitely !

A tray of drinks was held by his left hand. While his right hand opened the door that happened to be unlocked. After the door opened a little both hands were back to hold the tray.

Pranggg !!! the tray just fell to the floor followed by the sound of broken glass and even the hot tea wet the Holy feet. Not a single bit of heat from being obstructed by his much more aching heart upon seeing the unexpected scene in the room.

Athaghfirullahaladzim apos....

The saint covered his mouth with both hands. Can't believe that her husband and another woman are kissing. The two people who were caught doing perverts even seemed relaxed.

"Why surprised ? aren't you no stranger to scenes like this ? fight so holy you." Doni grinning.

The Saints are unable to say anything. He didn't think they could be that crazy. And worse yet the two men continued their kiss without shame. It was as if there was no one else in the room. Even Doni is now above his mistress. Prepare to attack the girl.

The saints shook their heads and grew increasingly shocked. Soon she left the room and went back to her mother's room.

The saint sat down sluggishly leaning behind the door. His body feels boneless. Tears flooded his face. The tired eyes are now getting swollen.

Mas Doni was so cruel.he deliberately tore my heart apart. This is so outrageous ! I gotta get out of here. There is no chance for our relationship anymore. I'm just an ordinary woman. I will no longer bear this pain.

The saint cleaned all of his mother's clothes first. Later tomorrow after Teni and Doni leave then he will take care of his clothes.

Just relax, I'll be out of this house tomorrow. You will no longer be disturbed by my presence. I don't have to be hurt by you anymore either. Maybe this is the best for all of us.

That was how Doni finally felt. What was originally awe and love for the Saints is now all but gone. Replacing with disgust and hate that is very big. When one hates, one can never see the good in others.

Plus the presence of a third person further adds to the destruction of their household.