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Doni's rage.

"Why don't we pick up mom first ? we have not paid Sharif." Saints tried to ask despite the tense situation.

"I don't care ! they're not kids anymore. Your mother wasn't left in the woods either. There are other children." He answered, though his eyes were straight ahead. Trying to focus on driving despite his mind being upset.

"Mas. I've been vilified by Toso." Re-explained for being uncomfortable with her husband's attitude.

"Don't talk about it now !"

"But I could have sworn that I never teased Toso." His voice was trembling.

"Be quiet ! there's no point in you swearing. I just believe what I see." His tone has gone up.

"Sorry mas.." bowing his head and squeezing his fingers for fear of seeing her husband as if he were possessed.

"Aarghhhh !!!" Doni shouted making the person beside him shrivel even more.

The speed of the car increases as the anger in the driver's chest increases. Despite trying to focus but the shadow of the embarrassing scene by his wife managed to take over his mind. Doni could not think clearly and did not care about their safety. Speed is constantly increasing. By doing so Doni vented his anger.

"Don't be tight ! you must be careful about accidents."

Hearing the voice from next to him even made Doni more uncontrollable.

"Mas.I'm afraid..." The saint raised both of his legs on the chair he was sitting on. He hugged the knee to hold his increasingly trembling body.

Afraid of sadness even shocked at the anger of her husband. Her tears even flowed back.

Saints can only pray in their hearts that he and Doni do not have an accident let alone endanger others. I wish my husband could stop this madness.

After a few minutes, Suci was able to breathe more freely. Eventually the car stopped.

"Get out !" doni's voice sounded slow.

But the Sacred's fear increased after hearing it.

"I mean you ?" it's not feeling good.

"Get out of my car !" still in a low tone and not staring.

"Would you leave me in this little place ?"

"I don't know the way home. I'm just kidding, right ?!"

"Get out of my car right now ! I don't care if you're lost though. Right now that I'm really angry, I could have done something that's harming you more than this." The murderous look was clearly visible from his eyes.

Suci immediately obeyed Doni's orders before her husband grew angry. After Suci got off the car was immediately hit by gas leaving the woman alone with the wound she had inflicted.

"Why did you leave me in this dark and lonely place ? I don't know where I'm at. How do I get home ? I didn't even bring a penny. I don't have an ATM card. All this time I've always been given cash." The saints sat down on the side of the road.

He held back those two feet. Shedding sadness through tears.

Why doesn't Doni trust me in the least ? he could throw me out here. Am I really so despicable in her eyes ? he didn't want to hear my explanation. I never thought that my good husband would turn violent like this. Do I deserve to be treated badly by him ? I realized that I was not a good woman. But I am still his wife.

All sorts of thoughts were shrouding the Holy Head. All anxiety, fear and willingness combine with despair. But there was another side of his heart that told him to stay afloat and strong to undergo any weight of the test of his life.

I can't cry now. I have to figure out a way to get to Doni's mas house soon. I'll explain slowly to him.

Sacred stood up and walked looking for an HP counter. After half an hour, he found it. Soon Suci sold the cellphone in his bag for the cost of returning to Bandung.

Ahhh why I forgot not to check my location on HP. After selling it now just remember.

Saints also sought that information from the woman who owned the counter.

Still far away apparently. But I can't give up I have to get home quickly to clear up this misunderstanding.

Spirit bubbling. Saints just want to try to be a good wife for her husband. That's all it is ! being a good wife means you have to accept all the shortcomings of your husband.

Even though Doni has been amokkan and throw it on the side of the road just like that, but Suci tried to forgive. For the sake of their home.

After a very tiring journey, Suci finally arrived at Doni's house the next morning. It was too late because the bus he was riding on broke down and took a lot of time to repair it. Want to move another bus can not because it is the last bus to Bandung.

While in the Holy House did not see her husband.

"Maybe Doni's already gone to work. Better take a shower now." The saints chattered to themselves.

"Mother how are you ? will he be hurt because he was not invited home ? I was worried about my mother's circumstances but I was sure Sharif and Indah would take good care of her. They love their mother too."

Concerns for his mother and sister came to the Holy mind. But he tried to think positively.