LIKA LIKU THE ACTOR
7. INTIMIDATIONS
"Heh. sleep aja lo ya workanny".how surprised I was like falling from a height of 5000 feet when my table was kicked by my leader
"eh sir. sorry I lack sleep last night after the event sir".
" oh. ya have slept aja but yak set hours". said my leader with a thin smile.he does look fierce and scary but his heart is good he
half an hour had passed and I finally woke up to the alarm on my phone and as soon as I felt fresher, I washed my face and rushed back to kubikal to continue my work
when I saw my phone I was so shocked that there was a new number coming in and giving a chat message
"your content is ruining my happiness? where are your feelings? isn't it enough to destroy my family yet?".the short message was so heart-piercing that I was afraid it might finally happen This mas wife dani thought me. Fear began to grip my chest. what I'm afraid of isn't me getting run over or anything but embarrassment to my family if they find out
I just unchat I didn't read at all in a while I didn't open my WA either, I was still scared and there was a sense of trembling in me just in case there was a WA like that again. I tried not to think too much about the short message I just continued my work but not long after
dreetttt.
"why silence? are you scared? face me don't shut up woman ******.". Messages from the same WA number. I was getting rumbling and did not know what I would do. I could not stand it anymore I also directly contact mas dani
" where are you? ". i asked a little panicked
"mas in bian's office. Why? is there a problem? . Ask back
"you read my WA now". I said because I could not tell via phone around banhak once natizien. I hung up the phone and I sent you a short SS WA from the mysterious number
not long dani nelfon me
" has not been responded to. let mas dani later take care of ya. bian do not worry". said mas dani in sebrang phone
" yes mas".my reply was relieved to hear the statement mas dani
my mood began to calm although still a little worried but with the question mas dani I was more relieved I continued my work that had not been finished
arrived at 8 pm I was ready but mas dani no WA or nelfon yet
" yeah, I'll wait a minute".I said in my heart
the clock has shown at 20:20 tp mas dani no news as well. I was getting upset my heart began to worry what really
" all right I have to be patient.I wait until 9 and a half if there's no I'm just mulanv".
it turns out that there was no news from mas dani finally I came home with a feeling of annoyance and sebel mas dani because there was no news. I walked to the boarding house with a heart of annoyance and full of anger hoping that dani mas in the boarding house melfri I would immediately scold him but when he arrived at the boarding house melfri I did not get any dani mas there
my whole body is limp but I pretend to be tough in front of my friends I can no longer confide in them because if I talk they will definitely not hear me. suddenly my phone rang
dretttt.... drettt one message went to Hp my heart shook again and it felt heavy to see my phone.
"gue doesn't want to interfere with your problem
but I hope you stop disfiguring the household dani.pity his wife and children tormented where your conscience.do you not want to repent to be a lakor? " the content of the short message was very piercing my heart without thinking straight away I unchat the message and I pretended to be calm in front of the solboy and melfri but soon my phone rang again
dreettt.
"junk until when to be an actor. I really-not expect yes". without seeing the content of the message I immediately unchat and I again try to relax in front of friends
drett.
it sounds again and again
"bian. for a while we do not have to meet and communicate first yes. mas dani again there is a big problem at home. later if it is finished dani mas will contact you". the contents of the message from the dani mas and I opened it yet I reply DP mas dani has turned into a white picture when I "P" only check one and it means I'm on the block. how broken my heart and feelings all felt heavy the world felt dark.I began to heat.sickness mixed sad hit my heart I don't know what I want to do it feels like to scream vent my frustration. in the end I could not stand anymore and I cried so much that melfri and solboy were shocked and immediately approached me
" lo why? suddenly like gini?". said melfri startled with an anxious face
" yes. lo why. you are not possessed right?". asked solboy while joking with a serious face
hearing that I was getting crushed and crying as hard as I could without caring for the words of people. melfri and solboy were panicking but kept me calm. After a while I started to stop crying. my tears began to dry and my heart was a little calmer.melfri still hugged me and continued to rub my back while still wondering what was wrong with me
" lo do not self-destruct bian later become a disease. this is a problem mas dani ya?".asked melfri as if already know all the events that I experienced. hearing that my tears dripped by itself signifies that it was said melfri was true.
" yes already you do not need to believe gini. there are still us here. why do you think dani continue.just nyakin lo aja". melfri's words seemed to pierce my heart I didn't expect them to still care about me even though I didn't listen to their advice
" now you try to move deh ", continued Solboy gave his advice
and then I told him everything I had been through since this morning, they heard me and they kept giving me feedback so as not to repeat it again
" why as if I'm intimidated here, even though the mistake is not from me alone".
" because here the actor elo. and all must blame lo. they will not accept the reason of an actor. Until here you understand?". melfri replied making me speechless
" yes. but.. ". have not been able to continue solboy cut my words
" whatever it is Nyai.lo remains wrong in the eyes of people. whatever your reason and defense wherever you remain the 3rd person".
I fell silent and digested everything they said, indeed what my two friends said was true no matter what reason I would blame me. not the wrong dani mas but me even though I came after their household on the brink of destruction but still I am considered wrong all my people who are INTIMIDATED here.
thinking about it makes me sick not only the pressure from mas dani. pressure from friends and wife mas dani also makes me more headaches just by crying it makes me a little relieved. while lying in bed, I kept thinking about my friend's words and thinking about my relationship, which was basically what I was doing wrong, but this feeling came suddenly and purely from my relationship heart. I can not control this feeling the more I refuse mas dani go into the heart ki the more I hurt. the contents of my head want to break thinking about it. by continuing to shed tears I fell asleep even though I sobbed occasionally.
in the morning as usual me and my friends hang out at the stall before going to work, my feelings are still mixed but it's a little quieter than last night. a cup of black coffee and a cigarette made me calmer but suddenly the calmness turned into shock because from the right corner side of our seat there was a voice that insinuated me
" uhm... still good coffee, smoking, work do not think what gegara lo there is a family destroyed". said the man who sepantaran with mas dani
deg....
my heart seemed to fall an enormous stone to the chest when I turned his head turned out to be a friend of mas dani, I could not say anything I just fell silent while continuing my smoking without caring for the words of the man. not long after me and my friends finished and began to enter the office but the elevator queue I passed security. security already know me he is also a friend of dani mas
" already bian.lo the same I am than the same dani. pity his family destroyed lo.what you do not have a heart". whispered the security to me. I was so shocked and I almost slapped that security but in the melfri barrier
" keep your mouth bastard". I said as I stared at the security
" hahaha. lo angry. you ngaca tuh free beautiful but cheap". he turned to stare sharply.
" anji.ng is no business of lo. jerk". I said loudly. melfri and solboy hurt me
" don't put this cecunguk in the air". said Melfri while bringing me into the elevator
melfri solboy got into the elevator and the security watched us until it closed
I was still upset and reached my work room I slammed my race onto the table. I felt annoyed and sad by the treatment of all her.
" why am I the only one to blame when they do not know the truth but why they judge me so". lysky with tears streaming down his cheeks. melfri came and hugged me
" have not been minded their words.lo must be strong and must accept the consequences because this is the path you choose".
" but it hurts my mother's oath".
after the drama.it was finished and I was calm we finally continued the work with a chaotic heart I was still a working professional because it was my duty
at 8 I finally came home and today I did not stay at the boarding house I went home by busway to my house. along the way I felt empty remembering everyone's words to me but I could what.I can only accept insults and INTIMIDATION from them. (
