
"Bismilbornrahmanirrahim"
O Allah, thank you for your blessings and gifts, O Robb, thank you for giving me the greatest happiness, O Allah, thank you for giving me guidance, O Allah, I beg you to forgive me, praise be to you, O God, who has long forgotten you because of the earthly life of the servant, forgive all the sins of the servant, O Allah. Amin Ya roballalamin's "
Without realizing it my tears flowed profusely on my cheeks but strangely after crying my heart plong felt like there was no burden. after a while I daydreamed I got up from my seat and folded the face I had just put on the morning prayer and then I went to the kitchen to make coffee as usual.
after my engagement with Jhon my life became more and more colorful my days more beautiful without Jhon it felt empty. a little sound more than that but that's the reality .
one week after the engagement was then determined the wedding day that Nana our wedding day will be held on March 27 at once it is the anniversary of the two of us. all the families agreed and we immediately prepared everything from the building. Wedding Organizer.all arranged by me because Jhon's family entrusts all to me but Jhon also helps me in everything even though he does not give his opinion but I always ask to appreciate it only.
one month before Day H. Preparation was 60% with the help of my brothers and my sister all went my way. just stay fittings clothes only and spread the invitation and determine the bridemaid . but very dear once solboy . Lola could not attend because of the distance and busyness of each but only melfri who could attend it was placed from the sidelines of her work time.
melfri. Caca. Angels. Alfi. risa they I choose to be my bridgemaid.
then I made WA group "BRIDEMAID BIAN MARCH 27"
And I started to open the conversation
"hi all" Fri. Caca this is my naughty friend huh"
" fi. ngi. sa. this is my friend in the office" please who do not know can be acquaintances yes. you guys I choose to be my bridgeaid later"
comment after comment one by one appeared in the group, yes, of course, it discussed about my marriage until the joke was laughable joke they threw because the basis is also they are very hilarious in addition melfri and Caca are getting excited about this wa group.
time passed unknowingly before the day H stayed 2 weeks again me and Jhon began to spread the invitation there was an invitation from HP there was also a paper invitation almost 500 invitations had been spread to the family. friends and co-workers. Wedding Organizer has been finished in the message . shirt fittings have been done only finishing only.
"Alhamdulillah, it's almost finished, baby".
" yes, dear, we have 80% of our preparation.hopefully smoothly until the day H". answered me while leaning on Jhon's shoulder
" my dear amen".
when I look at my pre-wedding photos with my tears my eyes drip by themselves but not tears of sadness but tears of happiness. the feeling of wanting to shout thrashed so happily that no match because it can not be expressed in words anymore.
deg .
suddenly, my daydreams were scattered instantly when a hand held my shoulder and when I turned around I was surprised because the one holding my shoulder was mas Dani.
" nga.ngapain you in. here".anyaku stuttering.
" it's lunch yet".he asked casually
" why are you here.you follow me. Please don't get stale and don't bother me anymore'. said I loudly
" oh. patience bian mas Dani does not mean anything kok. just want to be friendly only" said mas Dani casually while sitting in a chair
without saying anything, I packed my bag and intended to move from the bench to move to another bench, but before I finished packing my things, Dani suddenly pulled out a brown envelope and put it right near me
" mas Dani just want to give this and say thank you so far has helped mas and this money that mas Dani borrowed, maybe less but this is what mas Dani had".
after saying a long word Dani immediately went from before me and disappeared into the darkness of the night
I slipped without a word, out of curiosity I immediately sat down and opened the brown envelope which was 3 million dollars worth of money. for a moment I was silent with uncertain feelings and realized that the attitude I showed to mas Dani just now was wrong but wanted in the word what all had happened and I did not want to regret it because if until I regret it and feel guilty I fear that I will melt it again to him
" dear". said Jhon to me
I just smiled without saying anything
" i'm sorry that you waited a long time ago there was a business for a while" said Jhon while holding my cheek
" that's okay". I said a little awkwardly
after that Jhon ordered food for us and some menus have been selected, Jhon gave a Code to me if there is an additional menu but I just shook my head without saying.
Jhon saw my unusual gawk and I was very uncomfortable with his eyes on me. I know he wondered what was wrong with me because he didn't usually look at me like that
" you are sick dear". said Jhon as he took my hand
" don't love". I said nervously
but Jhon was not satisfied with my answer and he kept asking repeatedly which in the end I could not hide the unrest in my heart.
after I told Jhon the incident just now he immediately hugged me and said
" now there I don't fear anymore huh".
" yes ", I replied while returning Jhon's hug
ever since then, Dani's gone missing and vanished from my shadow and never appeared to bother me again.
the day passed and stayed a few days before my wedding.I was very busy with all the affairs that existed until my main work was abandoned but after seeing the results of all my preparations, I was very busy with all the things that I did, tired of being treated instantly.
DAY H
the 27th of March
the time I waited for where finally I and Jhon did the ijab khabul made a promise to live faithfully together until the end of life.
All preparations have been 100% ready and neatly arranged by a series of events. Exquisite decorations to my liking, a classical atmosphere and music with the aura of the Virgin enveloped the entire ballroom.
Beautiful fashion with a charming blend of makeup with the look of a Javanese singer really makes me look like a palace princess exudes a positive and stunning aura
tengs.....
08.00 WIB
the show started soon and I was preparing to go to the place where Ijab khobul would be. jhon's entourage and family took the position and entered first and after Jhon and family entered it was my turn and my family entered
" bismillah" I said with a heart beating
accompanied by my family and bridge, I walked forward step by step I walked towards the mooring of my heart that was waiting on his throne.
" o Allah I am very nervous ", I said the lyrics while holding back my tears that came out of the corner of my eyes
" have relaxed aja bian. zeal ", said my bridgeaid
hearing that I was a little relieved and excited towards my prince who was waiting for me....
finally after a long journey, I came to the place where my prince waited carefully to do his khobul ijab.I was greeted with affection and helped to sit next to him. I looked around at my family.my friends.my coworkers.all were present to see a promise of my marriage.happily unimaginable before finally I would marry the one who loves me. one who understands and accepts my shortcomings, one who never denies me and always supports everything I do and one who has changed me better. he is JHON PRAMONO who will soon change his status to my husband
" thank you God "my picnics in my heart
the event began with a welcome from their respective families and after that a welcome from both brides, I couldn't help but cry as I apologized and asked my family for permission to get married.My tears broke as I thanked my parents, a sense of sadness enveloped my heart as I looked at my entire extended family, they were unable to hold back their cries, especially their beloved father who was sitting in a wheelchair.
when the time is finished, Jhon utters the ijab khobul
I received his marriage and marriage bian sabrina Anggriani bint mr. Wicaksono R with the dowry in cash
"Well"
" Legitimately"
" Legitimately"
"**THANJUDDULLAH IS LEGITIMATE"
" Thank God"
" Thank you**"
everyone in the room cheered "Alhamdulillah"
finally, Jhon and I have officially become a legitimate husband and wife couple.
our happiness cannot be expressed in words it feels like a dream come true, a dream come true, I saw everyone around me who was very happy with my marriage with tears falling on my cheeks I tried to smile at them.
after doing my pledge in the accompaniment to the guarantee by my beloved husband Jhon in a charming Javanese dress did not imagine Jhon was staring at me full of admiration
" we are so beautiful my wife"., Jhon said to me
" what the hell is my dear husband".
we also held hands while sitting in the guarantee and spread smiles to family members . Friends and colleagues present in the ballroom
Session after session the event was held and so far Alhamdulillah smoothly.the invitees present also began to enjoy the food menu and began to take pictures. all the invitations present gave me congratulations from starting a family of friends. colleagues and even friends mas Dani who used to always insult me and roar actors to me were also present to congratulate.
after enjoying the meal one by one the colleagues began to shake hands then take pictures at the pelaminan and after that they went home. gradually the invitations began to stretch because some of the invitations had left the event because the time was also limited to 13.00 noon only.
the time shows at 12:00 the time for the bridge and the big family to take pictures starting from the first bridemaid pose and style after that the big family of Jhon and my extended family and last I took pictures with Jhon.
after I finished taking pictures I sat for a moment in the pelaminan and I hugged Jhon tightly
" makasii my husband, for you my life has become more meaningful and beautiful.You have turned my dark life into a light like heaven".
" happily, I wish you could be better and be my beautiful wife forever". she replied with a hug and we hugged each other and Jhon kissed me gently.
And now I'm difficult to officially become the mistress of Jhon Pramono . bian sabrina Angraeni the woman who during her life was stamped as the woman who seized the husband of people now turned into a queen in the kingdom of Mr. Jhon Pramono. no more who looked down and one eye to bian even after marrying Jhon bian became an inspirational figure that proved that not all actors do not have the right to be happy, but not all actors have the right to be happy, they can be happy in their own way and being an actor is not an option but ourselves must choose the way of life whether we must continue to be in the comfort zone as actors in the kingdom of others or we turn ourselves into a queen in our own kingdom and never blame the heart because the heart is never wrong, which is wrong just how we put the heart.
I Bian Sabrina Anggraeni with Jhon Pramono a couple of husband and wife hopefully lasting, SaMaWa, quickly given a lot of momongan and lived happily ever after. Amen O Allah