LIKA LIKU THE ACTOR

13. DON'T BOTHER ME

After various questions hit me from starting relatives and friends my response was only silent a thousand languages in heart very happy but I hold first before everything is clear

day by day me and Jhon were getting closer and almost like a date. Jhon always listens to me what I say and tells him to always do it for his good. if jhon wants to do anything he always says the same to me and permission used to make me feel I am very appreciated and needed. the happiness enveloping my mind I do not deny I am very happy but I do not want to be too operative in front of everyone once again I want to convince first this relationship.

that morning as usual I was sitting in the cafeteria before entering the office, I was with Jhon Caca and Caca's girlfriend suddenly melfri and solboy came to me, I was calm and seemed melfri, she said, solboy did not realize my closeness to Jhon because we were acting as if just in front of them solboy very funny and like to joke.

when we finished we went from our seats ready to go into the office and did not forget Jhon gave me money to pay for our groceries that morning but again melfri. solboy doesn't realize it but it's good so I won't be answering their questions for a while.

rest arrived and I was as usual down with Caca because we wanted to go to the next shop and suddenly flirted to me

" Will you go downstairs? yok together?".why melfri same solboy already in front of me

" yes, but first I make up first".I replied while putting eyebrows

" ohhhhhhhhhhhh yes udh".

" yuks Mak.he has not wanted to go down the same as us". said solboy while dragging melfri

" mad Lo ya". I said with a laugh and continued to carve my eyebrows

they went first, not long after the eyebrows I carved were finished and I went down with Caca,arriving under Jhon was waiting for me and had ordered food for me and we ate together.

the night was right home I was also in the anter home with Jhon without knowing my friends for the same reason I did not want to publish first

the next day I woke up to the shock of my hp ringing

drettttt dretttt

when I looked into my eyes for a moment the furniture was a message from Dani

"want what he is". I said as I opened my phone

I opened the message from Dani

" assalamu'alaikum. bian is awake? not working today? mas Dani kangen. later we meet?". wrote in the message. my feelings are really upset but there is a little pity to see the message for some reason but I do not want baper I was determined not to be related to mas Dani anymore. I just ignored the message, I read it without reply

after I finished getting ready and tidy I went to breakfast that my mother had prepared for me after that immediately went to work on the busway.

at 07.30 I arrived and as usual I sat first in the shop to coffee and smoke, when I came there was already a solboy and melfri I sat down to them while joking, joking, melfri and Solboy never asked me about the mysterious man again, maybe they got bored because there was never a response from me.

at the same time we were busy joking around suddenly from the right corner appeared someone who was no stranger to me when I looked it was mas Dani when I suddenly fell silent and planned to ending my shopping activities, I knew he was going there to meet me on purpose but honestly I no longer have the lust to see him let alone see his kiss his breath I was no longer willing

melfri and solboy looked at me giving the code I immediately moved and told them to pay for my drink first quickly solboy and melfri understood my intention without thinking again I took my goods and went straight to in my office, my heart skipped a beat as if it ran out again within 30 km of my heart, there was only pain, not compassion

" why must it appear again"., I said while making the elevator

arriving above I took a deep breath and immediately drank the water I bought at the stall down before melfri and solboy arrived above I immediately rushed to meet them and asked what was it happened downstairs with his pampo, but looking from the expressions on their faces seemed mediocre

" Mak what happened ? she's got me, huh? ". said kepo

" iye, doi nyariin lu. but because you went upstairs first so he went straight back again".

" he didn't say anything? ". I asked curious

" no. fitting he saw Lo go he also went. only had time for us he was daunted". said melfri avalaskan

" ohhh".

I was a little calm but still worried that he suddenly came like that. I became a little afraid of Dani's behavior was not afraid she wanted to force me to meet but I was afraid I could not move on anymore.

I was a little uncomfortable and moody thinking about it this morning until the hour of rest I was still moody because the arrival of mas Dani was very disturbing my mind.

" hey. why are you beb?". asked jhon disperse my daydream

" uh. nothing really. just tired blm close me". answered me with the reason of work

hearing Jhon's soft words I smiled faintly and immediately continued my lunch

the night came and the time to go home happened to be last year Jhon told me he wanted to go home first there was a family affair so tonight I go home by busway only

" all right". I said to encourage myself

by the time I left the office with time with a motorcycle that is not foreign to me hampered my way.I was very surprised and afraid because the bike belonged to mas Dani

I immediately dodged and pretended not to care about him but mas Dani continued to follow me until near the busway stop.My steps stopped and I ventured to see his face

" don't disturb my life anymore mas.kiga is done and I don't want to deal with you anymore.understand".my words were firm and I left Mas Dani at the busway door

mas Dani just fell silent while looking at me painfully I know he's sad but I have to do this for me and my family, I don't want to fall back into the past

when I arrived at my house of tears I could not stand anymore. that night without washing my face without changing clothes I immediately lay in bed crying out what I was crying but it felt sad and it felt like screaming remembering what was done mas Dani to me not because I love but I cry because I regret some years I struggled in vain, with sobs all night I unconsciously slept because I was tired after crying as much as possible.

the next morning I woke up and I saw both my eyes so swollen somehow how to get rid of this block in the cover was not possible but fortunately I used glasses so not too obvious.

by the time I was ready my phone rang and I was a little surprised, I slowly grabbed my phone and I saw the pesa. entering from the outside screen and after seeing my message I finally sighed because the message from Jhon that would hit me in a moment

" are ready.bare again I until yes".Jhon wrote in his message

" yes".that's all I answered with a smile

not a few minutes later Jhon had arrived at the front of the house to pick me up and I rushed out to meet him and immediately went together, on the way I just kept quiet there was not much I told because my mind was still in the ghost of Dani mas

drettttt dretttt

my phone rang again but because again on the road I decided not to see it now if it was in the office when I arrived at the office I immediately entered without stopping to the cafeteria. when John asked me the answer I just wanted to go straight to the room and I rushed to my room when I got there I was cleaning up and I saw my phone how surprised I was at one of the messages login is a message from mas Dani, little by little I open a chat from the mas from the front screen of my phone

"bian. can't we be like we used to. mas Dani promises to take care of everything quickly. mas Dani can't live without bian". write her in the message with the end of the crying emot

I kept quiet and ignored his WA. I was fed up with the false promises he made to me these past few years and now my heart has started to freeze to him for his own deeds

I continued to do my job without thinking about Dani mas but as a result nil because on the basis of it I still think about mas Dani continue but not the love that is on my mind but the fear that if he keeps ruining my life.

this erratic feeling turned out to be seen by Melfri and he immediately asked me

" Lo why? any more problems? tangled up really".he asked me

" not Mak. actually these few days mas Dani WA I continue and nyamperin I continue I am very uncomfortable Mak".

" time anyway? how anyway? ". ask melfri back

" what the hell?? answer me with a straight look.

" yes elo must be careful if there is anything tell me yes".

" ready".

night came and I was ready to go home

drettttt dretttt

" mas Dani pick up ya. mas Dani already in the parking lot ", wrote a message from mas Dani

I was surprised to not take it anymore this time I dared to reply to chat mas Dani

" i'm sorry I can't, and again I beg you not to bother me again. again I beg you not to disturb again we are done and one more thing please return the money that was once mas Dani pinjem to me. because I now need .makasiii". write me down and send me straight to Dani's

there was no answer from mas Dani and at that time I immediately blocked the number mas Dani and all contacts.sosmed related to mas Dani

after blocking everything I feel a little calm, I want to move I do not want to go back like I used to be an actor who hated many people.