LIKA LIKU THE ACTOR

4. split

since that incident mas dani became more attention to me. he became often WA and often came to the office during break hours. with such attention I as an ordinary woman and love the same mas dani become re-defeated.Our relationship gradually improved as time went by my smile also returned as usual

"aihh. sunny tumben lo. bain? not to sambet, right?". asked solboy mocking

"you pig disturb my mood".

"bangs.t lo emang me nanya well also kint.l policy".reply with high notes.

the feud that was joined with jokes also colored the cafeteria where we used to sit no one was in kehati even though we said dirty because it had become commonplace in our conversation.

drattt.

my phone rang and her tone was from mas dani

"where's your lesbian? mas dani later to the cafeteria yes anyone want mas dani bulla".

tumben said in my heart as I responded WA from mas dani

"yes, my answer is short

after a long day of work it was finally time to rest and we rushed to the cafeteria to order coffee items and relax after a tired day of work in front of the computer. before long we sat down and enjoyed a cup of coffee and came and sat down near me

"hi". his greeting

" hi. tumben you come here? what's up?". I asked the point

" emang why? no way?". replied mas dani while taking a pack of cigarettes in his pocket.I just smile at his last words and then again chat with melfri and solboy. actually, in the deepest heart I am so happy dani mas here but I do not express it clearly because of prestige

we talked for a long time and whispered

" bian. mas dani wants to talk". he whispered while hinting to get out of the canteen

"yes".I followed his steps

although many of my friends dani dani cuek. I know they pay attention to me but I don't care at all

"bian. mas dani asks for help. mas dani needs money". Mas dani said while holding my hand

"what did you do?. I asked him if he made the money

" there is a need. You don't have to ask what? what is clear is that mas dani again needs a lot".he said gently

" i no longer have any mas. really, do mas know my money in the hands of my mother".

" yes it is. mas think there is a problem because it is very necessary". he said as he stepped towards the table that we had sat until I could not reply to his words

since then mas dani began to be indifferent again the same I if I WA he only returned the potluck.I know he was angry about the money but I also can not help him now. but I did not give up I continued to give more attention to dani

"gold where? I'm going to stay at the boarding house tonight here huh?". This message I send to mas dani

there is no reply but only in read only. I sprained directly I telfon mas dani but not her in lift even in reject

"why in reject mas? lift no? don't let me be determined". I wrote in the WA message

drett.dreettt.

"don't phone first at home again there's my family and wife".

my heart immediately rumbled to see a message from mas dani who said his wife was there while yesterday when I thought of a fight he said that he did not live with his wife my heart was broken and felt stupid for the umpteenth a time.

"O Allah, it hurts so much why my fate is like this, O Allah. today I came home on a busway without stopping by the hostel with a myriad of pains and whips in my heart without a single person knowing.

when I got home I found my beloved father was sick, my heart was broken to pieces when my problem with dani mas was not finished added problems at home

" son, this is where you want to talk". said the father to me

" yes, dad. why? dad don't move much. Daddy must rest to heal quickly"! I said as I approached the father lying on the bed

" dad's sick. We don't know if we're long or short, but before I go I want to see you and marry you son".

darren....

I was like in a lightning strike just silent mixed with sadness that in hearing the request of the father, he said, I was confused as to what I should say should I be honest that the candidate I would introduce was the husband of the person or I should wait but until when I wait. A gust of grief enveloped my heart

"god, what should I do? do I have to separate from the dani mas and find another man? what should I do, O God".

I continued to weep lamenting my fate until I fell into a deep sleep of sadness

it's been a few days since the incident that night me and dani mas as if los contact, he did not contact me at all and I also did not want to contact him. I began to think about my family and my future if I continue to be with mas dani want until when I wait without certainty I also tell melfri about family problems and mas dani because of me unable to hold it alone

" i think yes bian.lo must think again to make the same mas dani. until when you wait, you are still young. beautiful many who like the same you just do not want to open the heart". said Melfri

" yes mak.but I'm confused now 2 years is not a moment that I have been patient all this time just for the sake of him. I gave up my time".

" yeah I understand.but honestly if I see mas dani only nyamperin lo if he again storm the same bini. ngomon this is that but the reality of NOL. do you feel the hell?". said melfri thought of emotions

" yes, I also feel like that in added bokap I have asked me to get married while mas dani no certainty of my stress ". said me while sighing water in the corner of my eyes

" yes already.lo pray you think again my words earlier pity the lo bian family and pity his lo too. try deh lo open your heart to others. I'm sure you can". said melfri while hugging me

the confiding session ended and after I thought about what my friends said was right now I have to focus on my family and my future, after some petimbanhan I finally decided to no longer connect with mas dani. I have established my heart and I must be ready with all my decisions

"mas dani. I want to talk can meet at the boarding house maybe this is the last one". My message to mas dani through WA, there is no reply from mas dani only in read only

the night when I came home suddenly there was a motorbike approaching me it was mas dani without saying I went straight up and went to the boarding house melfri of course happened to be there all the more friends on gathering as usual and I also said the same temen-temen asked for time to chat together with mas dani, we finally chatted in the room of a friend of the hostel. 2 coincidentally he also gathered in the room melfri

"mas. maybe we can no longer be together. I can't wait anymore because my father is sick and he asked me to get married".

"bian. will what we go through go to waste? it's been 2 years bian. wait a little while longer". lyrics mas dani while hugging my body

" no mas. I ask for certainty if you ask me to wait until when? I can't wait any longer while mom and dad have asked me to get married".

" well. mas dani follow all want bian. karen mas dani can not give certainty". replied mas dani while crying I also cried after a long time I was feeling sad and today I poured out this heart with a long-buried cry.

after talking about everything finally the word "separate" is the conclusion that we can. glad tidam happy. dislike . sincerely not sincere all decisions must be accepted by both parties, both parties, after talking at length we came out and I felt very plong and calm after all I had poured into mas dani, we went back to Melfri's room and dani called melfri because they wanted to talk to each other, I don't care anymore.