Lembayung Dusk

Like Water Drawn Sungsang..

Twilight

I gasped again.

The bellows who were beside me were stunned saying nothing.

"What's this about? " Papah came from the dining room and with a questioning look, approached us.

"We from the police call the brother of Dusk to be a witness as well as a suspect in the case of drug abuse.. "

"Whataaaaa? " Papah was aghast, and I saw that my mother, who was walking towards us, rounded her eyes.

Mama is in limbo, and holds her left chest. While helping my mother, I just looked at me with a pushy gaze and her two eyes glazed over.

"But sir.. " That's all that came out of Lembayung's mouth.

"Brother Dusk has the right to have the power of law, we excuse you! "

I was also escorted to a police car that was parked in front of the gate. Without resistance and as much as possible to be cooperative.I follow all instructions police sir.

"Sorry.. " These are the only words that come out of my mouth. I cannot say or act anything. Just resignedly following the direction of the two men in brown uniforms who were carrying out the task.Put into the car and do not stop looking at everyone.

"Senja.. Paahh. papah do not get any reward.. How dusk? we want to go to school.How about this. ibuuu.. Dusk can't go, ma'am! " Sounds my wife pleading with everyone gathered in front of the house while looking at me pushyly. The old one gradually drifted away as I left the house.

A home of so much affection and love for me these few months.a house full of happiness in which so much gratitude and obedience.

Pray for me Lembayung..

Pray for your husband...

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Temporizing

"Paaah.. Dusk go paah. Ayung's husband is brought by the police! papah why stay silent pah? " I am tidy and ready to go with my husband to school, suddenly shocked by the arrival of 2 tall men called servants of the country.

For a moment I was stunned, not knowing what to do. Like getting a lightning sting on a sunny morning, where the sunlight shines brightly and welcomes all with gratitude.

But not with us. Heard of me who never thought at all or imagined the husband I now love will get punishment.

He was called by police on suspicion of drug abuse.

Is that how it was first?

But it has changed..

Oh Allah.Can't Dusk be forgiven?

"Father can not do anything when it comes to the law.if we do out of power, papah jutru fear that something bad will happen.. Dusk will get the right to have a lawyer or lawyer.don't worry later papah contact papah friends.. "The father hugged me and kissed my head.

Mamah and mother seemed to be sitting and calming each other.Enin who was usually teaching in the room at this hour, walking and approaching us in a hurry.

"Bintaang.. You should leave now! bad luck!" Strict papah to my grandfather who was gawking did not make a sound a word. Contrast with his habit of always chiming in on adult talk.

The star nodded and bid farewell after the greetings on all.

"You don't have to go to school today! papah knows you must be in shock!"

"But pah.. How dusk? "

"As a good wife, you must accept all the shortcomings and ugliness of your husband.. " Papah rubbed my head slowly.

"Call incu enin. here! " Enin stretched out both hands, and I scattered myself into a warm embrace of enin.

"Prophey of geulis... "

"Teteeeh. This is all wrong In tea. forgive all the mistakes of Iin's children. All this is wrong In for not being able to educate Dusk well..In a bad mother and never pay attention to the development of Dusk. " Mom began to react and embrace mamah, spilling tears that had previously been weirs in both eyes.

"It's okay. Dusk is wrong, although now it has changed, but the Almighty has a plan that we do not know, do not forget to always pray for her so that she is always given all the good.do'a a mother is never hindered by anything.will come directly to Allah and in Shea Allah in ijabah." Mamah gave advice and as usual became a tranquilizer in all circumstances.

"Just rest, son. mamah, and papah also mother needs to talk.Teh Ayung accompanied by you in the room! don't forget to call a classmate for permission not to go to school! " Mama's orders.

"Dad mah.. " I also walked with shuntai steps, accompanied by enin to the steps of the stairs to the 2nd floor.

***

For the umpteenth time, I can't stop blaming myself. It's all my fault..

I didn't say much and just stunned, staring blankly and nanar the departure of my son who was dragged by the authorities because he was dragged into a drug case.

If only I had not been stubborn, if only from the beginning I received the customary marriage..

But there's no son of Dusk.

No. This all starts from selfishness of the heart which is called a wrong love.

If only I hadn't gone to Italy and owed Carlos a huge debt..

If only..

It's all too late.

Like Air Drawn Sungsang.

Doing something that becomes difficult because of a wrong path..

"Papah has always been worried. ever since he knew all about Dusk, papah was afraid something happened due to his actions in the past. " Papah Lembayung started the conversation.

"But mamah is sure Dusk has completely changed reward.. "

"Papah also felt it. but do you know? if the punishment for drug abuse is very heavy even though it is only a courier! "

I'm stunned.

My son became a courier? I didn't think he could be a courier.

"At first he was forced. Papah know because many events in papah friends children. They are exposed to food or drink that has been mixed, after dependence, if they do not have the money to buy the illegal goods.. so forced and demanded to be a courier under the pretext of being reported or threatened with violence. "

"Papah will contact papah's friend.he is experienced in handling cases like this. " Papah Lembayung let out a long sigh.

"I'm sorry for my son's bad behavior and deeds.. " I looked down while wiping the corner of the eye.

Papah Lembayung was silent.

"Have In.. Don't keep blaming yourself! we must strengthen our children.Take wisdom from everything that has happened to us. "

"Thank tea.. "

***

Twilight

After arriving at the police station, I was dribbled into a gathering of people who were mostly men my age, crouching with hands on my head and head down.

There are about 15 people..

I saw in the corner that Rian and Dion were looking at me .and I was very sure that their minds and hearts were raging, just like me.

"You join them! " Said one of the policemen on duty.

I walked up to Rian and Dion, then crouched down near them.

"Capableuuus.our fate! " The middle Rian whispered a little and nudged my shoulder with his shoulder slowly.

"Bang Roy has been moved to sukamis**.the case is heavy!" Timpal Dion's.

"Do you know? " Task Rian to Dion. Which is just responded with a headband.

I just fell silent, not touching any of their conversations. Because the focus saw a shadow of a figure that I know very well flashed out of a room accompanied by 2 police officers.

Isn't that Felicia?

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