
Temporizing
"Tabaarakal lazii biyadihil mulku wa huwa 'alaa kulli shai-in qadir.."
The voice of Dusk began chanting the first verse of the letter of Al-Mulk, which I requested as a requirement at that time..
The atmosphere instantly turned silent.
"Allazii khalaqal mawta walhayaata liyabluwakum ayyukum ahsanu 'amalaa; wa huwal 'aziizul ghafuur.."
"Allazii khalaqa sab'a samawaatin arrivedaqam maa taraa fii khalqir rahmaani min tafaawutin farji'il basara hal taraa min futur.."
"...."
"...."
I'm terlanga.
Can't say anything because again Dusk gave a heart attack that made me stunned.
My heart's pounding..
Looking from a distance of a few meters from where I sat with my mother and my mother at Dusk. akh ralat, my mother-in-law too.
That husband..
Read Al-Mulk's letter from the first verse to the last verse while having a little bit of fun..
She cried?
There's a strange beat..
This happened and came suddenly, after he said Qabul earlier.when I was told to go down the steps.I did not dare to look at him. Embarrassed..
Whatisthis?
Did I start liking her after that?
After seeing his sincerity..Seeing his change..
Is this his name?
The way he touched my hand..
He touched my heart too.
His hands, how they hold such a strong character..It's why I fell into them so softly.
Am I certain in love.. ?
Did I really like it?
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Twilight
Finally the final event ended, ending with the reading of the letter Al-Mulk that I read to Lembayung.
When I read it, remembering the greatness of His Name, I could not bear the deep weeping and novelty..
There are too many sins, but God is replying all with his abundance of happiness at this time.
Twilight.. What is the blessing of Allah that you have denied?
I am truly grateful for all the favors I could never have and could not count.
After hosting some important guests, Lembayung and I were allowed to meet.
Lembayung was standing waiting for me and sitting on a chair near the stairs while smiling at me.
I walked towards him..
"You look so beautiful in white.. " Praise.
"Huhuh? danke.. " Reply embarrassed. Her cheeks are now blushing.
"Can I sit here? "
He nodded but then said "If we sit in the backyard? " ask.
"Ayoo-like.. "
We both walked to the back yard of the cottage.
There is a small bale made of wood whose roof is lined with fingers.
We both sat next to each other.
"Funny yaa. We are still in High School but already married.. " Lembayung.
I'm smiling too.
"So.. What should we do now? Ehh.. mhhmm.. I mean, what are our plans after this? what do people do after marriage?.. Ehh.. I mean.. are we going back to Bandung tomorrow? "
I'm shaking.
"Well, you said we were going to spend the holidays here.. " I said as I fixed her wind-blown veil.
"Now, I'm your husband.. " I continued, and he immediately turned his head towards me and smiled shyly.
"But nothing has changed. After we return to Bandung, we will be as separated as before marriage.. "
"meaning? " He's cringing.
"I stayed in my apartment and you stayed at your house.. "
"Oohhhhhhhhhhh.. " Said flat.
"Ooh only? " Godaku's.
"Oh iyah.. that's it.. Papah said something? " ask.
"Hmmm.. "
"To mmhhmm? " Reply.
"She said, even though we're married, we don't stay together until we graduate school. But I can come to your house during the day and I can take you back to school, or let you and take you anywhere. "
"Oh yeah? " He wore a big smile until his row of white teeth were seen.
"I'll take you, will you? " Tanyaku.
"By dong! "
"Thy? same who? " Say plain.
"With your friends, they will not like it if you are close to me. and the same other students, because of me.. "
"Shhh.. STOP OUT! you are a habit.. " Lembayung pursed his lips. "Don't tell me rich can't? "
"Aren't you afraid of Radith.. "
"Senjaaa.. Don't tell him why again! " He looks upset.
"Sorry. I'm not going to talk about him.. "
"Ohh Iyah Senjaaa. You want us to take a photo together? " Sanyanya cheerfully.Cut off and divert the conversation.
Turns out. You still have the same feelings Radith, my dear.
"By.here's your phone! " I'm trying to neutralize feelings.
I got closer to Lembayung's side and now we're sitting not a bit apart.
"Just.. "
"Land.. "
At the same time we mentioned each other's names, our faces were now facing each other.
Netraku stared at her beautiful hazel with clinging, which increasingly looks beautiful with her plump eyelashes snapping as we looked at each other.
And now we share oxygen with each other over such a close distance.
I wanted to kiss her on the forehead, like a while ago when she finished kissing the back of my hand. I kissed her forehead lovingly.
"Ehh.. " We both threw our faces away and misbehaved.
"Sorry.. " I said, holding his nape while shifting his body so as not to get too close to him, he was now awkward and fixed the location of his veil.
"But. I betulin veil first! " Said he turned his back on me.
"Udah is ready" I asked, when he finished and now he was shifting his body closer.
He nodded.
In a still awkward state, Lembayung tilted his head and landed it on my shoulder.
Deg.
Is it from this close distance that the sound of my heartbeat is heard by him? He.. Why does he put his head on his shoulder? I don't know what to do.
Calm down Dusk!
"Senjaa..? "
"Senjaaaa.. ayoo! "
"Ehh. iyah. " I'm aghast. "1.2.3.." I gave aba-aba.
Chequek.
Chequek.
Chequek.
"Can I take my phone? " Tanyaku.
"OKs.. "
After that, we both took photos together. And I shot Lembayung with some candid photos and close up of him.
After being satisfied taking pictures according to the Lembayung version (taking dozens of photos in almost the same style). We sat back down, but now we go inside the bale and open the footwear before her.
"It's only 11. Are you hungry? " Task Lembayung while playing the phone and busy replying to messages.
"Yet.. "
I also looked at the gallery on my phone and chose one of the photos to make wallpaper.
"Senja.. "
"Mhmmm.. "
"Are you sorry, at our age now.Are you charged with being responsible for my marriage? but we never do what Papah thinks.. "
"What am I sorry for! instead, I am very grateful.. "
"You're her boyfriend a lot of twilight.. "
"I never liked them.. "
"Bohoong.. time?I don't believe it.. "
"Color I just like and love one girl from the past and until anytime. "
"Ooh yeah? " Say with a soft tone. "I know him? "
I'm nodding.
"Siaa.. "
"Ehhh.. ko on here? " The stars suddenly came and approached us.
"Teteeh same A Dusk. in search same mamah papah! "
"You want a deck? " Tanya Lembayung's.
"Say I'll talk about your honeymoon plan. hahahah.."
"Usshhh.. what the fuck! seriously huh! "
"Not ko. I'm kidding! papah got a call from the papah company in Japan, and had to be spit there because he said there is an urgent business that can not be handled by anyone other than papah, so our vacation here in batalin. Tomorrow we go straight to Bandung! "
"Ooh yeah? lying teu? is this really a deck? if Iyah tea Alhamdulillah Allah.I really want to go back to Bandung tauuu! " after putting on her heels, Lembayung embraces the Stars and they walk towards inside the hut without looking back, she leaves alone.
I put on my shoes and followed them from behind.
Everyone gathered in the living room and waited for us.
"Papah, mamah, Bintang,tante In and Enin will return to Bandung tomorrow morning using the first flight. You also come home with us.karna papah there is important business in Japan, so must be there immediately. "
"But.. Dusk, only you who did not come to Bandung! Akung asks you to stay at the boarding school until the holidays are over..! "
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