
Temporizing
It's been 1 week..
Me and Dusk only communicate through video calls and messages.Even though he obeyed me to always give news..
Dusk Calling..
Ehh. Just thought to him, continue to feel yes.he immediately contacted me..
"Assalamu'alaykum's chat.. " I started the greeting.
"Wa'alaykumusalam.. I'm at SUB airport, now on the plane and soon to take-off.."
"Huhuh? didn't tell me you wanted to go home now? I will pick you up at Husein Yaa.. "
"Ga need. later I can take a taxi. yaa. do'ain survived the trip.. "
"Surely dong..! take care yes.. "
"Assalamu'alaykum's chat.. "
"Wa'alaykumusalam warrahmatullah.." I disconnected the phone. Then get ready to clean up and choose which clothes to wear to pick up my husband.
I'll give her a surprise, and I'll pick her up at Husein.
1 Hour before landing, I was already in Husein and was now waiting for her in the waiting room. While playing the phone and see again hundreds of photos of me with Dusk while in Pasuruan.
Hm.. If you look around, Dusk is indeed handsome. I've only been aware of it lately when intensely, continuously opening photo galleries on mobile phones just to see his face.
In the past, I never thought I could get this close to her. Both in religion and in the law of the land. Destiny can be this unique.
With a smile of my own I noticed every detail of my husband's face. I used to want to have a kid with narrow eyes and white skin, but not anymore..
A few months ago I was still an admirer of Radith. But.memories like it in the span of 2 years it suddenly burst forth and disappeared just like that.
Being together the last 3 months with Dusk, can really make me forget about Radith. The feelings that grow at Dusk are very different.even though I know the past is bad, I do not mind that. Because what I know is that my husband is learning and trying to change for the better..
Shouldn't we give people a chance to change? Allah forgives His repentant servant. What we are is just a grain of dust among the vastness of the universe, the universe.
If we always think it is bad, then it means that we may be worse. Because always look at others from the ugliness side.
We are no better than him because we unconsciously consider ourselves better, but not necessarily in the eyes of our God is good. Who knows. precisely the people we consider bad are longer prostration to God.more powerful prayer and easily Allah ijabah.
Do you know what is on my mind right now?
Maybe our son will be as handsome as a European artist or actor, have amber and gray iris eyes like the property of Dusk..Hihh.
Ayuung.. Why have you thought that far? graduated High School is not yet.trus later in college right? He said he wanted to be a psychologist?
Hand-held by him alone made me feel the sudden stinging of electricity.
Ckckck.I shook my head to condemn my slightly strange imagination. All this time I was the type who didn't like being touched.
Remember when my hand was held by Radith? I was angry and did not accept. But when Dusk did it, there was no feeling upset. I feel awake and protected.
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A voice of the operator announced that the departure plane from Surabaya will be landing soon. I was ready to welcome my husband.
While continuing to smile to imagine the rest of the holidays that stay 1 day, which I will use for a walk with her.
I glanced at the clock a few times.It's been about half an hour since landing, I don't find Dusk anywhere. I decided to go to the toilet to clean my passport veil.
While walking a distance of about 3 meters, I saw the figure of Dusk from behind. I did not go to the toilet and immediately ran towards him.
Tapii..
My steps stopped, to find that he was chatting with a beautiful woman..
Iyah.cantik and very body goals with his clothes that (sorry) spread aurat everywhere. I seem to have seen that bule woman but, where is it? his face is so familiar.
Relax Lembayung.don't be negative just yet!
Breathe in and throw away suspiciously. But why is there a little pain in the heart..
Astarghfirullah's..
"Senjaaaaaaa.... " I'm not strong, I can't stand to see the real scene in front of me.
He looked back and was a little surprised.
"Ehhh... honey.. You pick me up? " He came up to me and extended his hand.
"I miss you so bad.. " Said, holding my hand. I smiled stiffly and looked at the woman who was now grunting in annoyance.
"Senjaaa.. Who is he? " She asked ketus.
"She is my wife.." Reply Dusk while smiling at me.
There is a sense of happiness in hearing the sentence said by Dusk.
"WHAT???? did I not hear wrong? bullsh*** Dusk! if you want to avoid do not get rich gini way! it's not fair! " He's angry.
"Not fair?? " Dusk frowning.
" You are mine..! "
"Hahahahha. since when? we're just Felic's friends, don't joke! "
"Senjaaaa.. have you forgotten everything we did together? " The woman Felic called tried to grab my husband's hand.
I widened his brave eyes in front of me he spoke and confessed! and what am I here to assume? a mosquito?
"You guys aren't finished yet? yes I went first! " I said annoyed.
"No.. Lembayung..we're going home together.she is just my friend. Her name is Felicia! " Light pulled my hand. And I threw him.
"Senjaaaaa. wait I'm not done yet! Voracious! " Sounds the woman screaming for the name of Dusk.
"Wait!! "
I ran and didn't touch him. Resisting an upset feeling that doesn't know why makes me want to cry.
Dusk followed behind and managed to grab my hand. He pulled me into his arms.
"You angry? "
I'm speechless. I wanted to cry but I could stand it.
"I'm sorry, he's just my friend! when I went to the bathroom, we suddenly met there.. "
I was still silent and silent.
"I dare to roar..."
"St!! don't just swear! " I'm smothering his mouth. "Yes, I believe! " I said ketus.
"If so let's go home.. "
"I don't want to go home right away! I want the Cinnamon Roll in Arjuna.trus batagor.same star in buyin cimol who used to run in his school! "
Dusk looks like a smile.
"Why that smile? nothing funny tauuu! " I said as I walked towards the parking lot, where Mr. Asep was waiting.
"My wife if I'm funny again.. "
"Who is craving! "
"Jealou? " Say with a small smile
"Ngga.. yummy aja jealous! who is jealous? ohhhh ga important! "
"Say it. If it is! " Light keeps teasing me.
"Nga.. "
I hit my feet when I got into the car.
Bugghs.
then come in and slam the door a little. Kebablasan.
"Daddy, my beautiful wife! let's buy whatever you want.. "
"Come Asep sir we go to jl. Arjuna was sir.. " My words to Mr. Asep who was smiling noticed my behavior with Dusk.
Huo.. Whatisthis? I'm still upset.
Am I jealous?
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