Lembayung Dusk

Dearest, My Future Wife..

Twilight

After returning from the Lembayung house, I immediately sat pensively. Thinking about how to get more money so I can buy a ring or bracelet for dowry later. There was a special savings money resulting from winning a photography competition one month ago.. But if you buy gold, only enough for 2 grams. Did enough?

Let's think Dusk!

Can my hobby be a business opportunity?

Papah Lembayung did say about not bringing anything, including dowry. It was only as a formality in front of Lembayung to feel appreciated as my candidate later.Because he said, all will be prepared by Mamah Lembayung.

A candidate?

Unbelievable..

Remembering her I kept smiling to myself. If I never dreamed just to have it.. Now I'm gonna fight to get it. No matter what happens, I will still choose this path, even if I have to go through the hardest time.

Choose her.. I'll chosee her over, over. and over. Without Pause, without doubt. in a heartbeat.

I'll keep choosing you, Lembayung.

Time shows at 1 pm, the mother is in the room packing clothes for tomorrow go to Pasuruan.

Suddenly I remembered, that Rian's niece is today's birthday. And yesterday he said he wanted to ask me to be a photographer at his nephew's 2nd b'day party.

There is still time.the show is at 4 pm in one of the fast-food restaurants in a Mall in jl.Merdeka.Kincidentally very close to my apartment.

I called Rian to confirm, apparently he said at 3 am waiting there.

I picked up the phone, there was still 2 hours before leaving.remembering the request of Lembayung that I wanted to read one of the letters in the Qur'an. There are two options between Al-Mulk or Ar-Rahman.

Choose Al - Mulk.

Downloading the Quran application that has its translation, so that it makes it easier for me to memorize.

Listen with earphones and start memorizing each of his verses. My memorization time is only 1 week before the contract.

It turns out that I just knew, if our marriage will also be inaugurated in the country also at the consideration of papah and mamah Lembayung.

I listened to Murotal from a cell phone that I've never done in my entire life. Replying to each chant that is getting longer is not only more melodious sounding in the ears, but radiating throughout the bloodstream that makes the heart calm and peaceful. So far the playlist is only full of contents by loud music deafening ears, as well as music upset that makes the heart more depressed.

Without feeling.Tears just dripping hear the words of God.. Where have you been all this time?

I sought where happiness and peace were through my various ways and folly, enjoying the pleasures of a world that turned out to be mortal.

Tranquility cannot be obtained from the frenetic sound of loud music in the nightclub.

Peace cannot be obtained from circulating illegal drugs.

Pleasure cannot be obtained from channeling naf** and s** free.

The fear cannot be lost by drinking.

Anger will not go away by venting anger through wild race betting.

All that was empty. I did not get happiness there.

Happiness came in the moment I began to intend to change by straightening the intention back to Him.

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"Wooi broo.thanks for helping my sister document my show. This is a note from my sister! " Rian handed me a white envelope.

"Ga Yan. I really just want to help! "

"Udah accept. ga good nolak sustenance! "

"Thank you. tell me the same brother lo! later the results I edit first I continue to send via google drive.Or do I want to print all of them?"

"Go out.. and my brother just so he can choose himself! "

"Ok. I unplug it first huh. thanks Yan! "

"Sipph.. "

The b'day party of Rian's nephew took place with great fanfare, many children were present along with their parents. Although probably most are colleagues of the parents of the child who has a birthday.

Throughout the event, I saw happy laughs etched from their faces, innocent and holy faces.

Am I trying to be a photographer? take it more seriously and learn more about taking the best angle.

Maybe I can start by becoming an event or event photographer using a mix of photography styles.

To provide photo journalistic coverage of special events, parties, reunions, and corporate retreats. Wedding and concert photography are part of event photography.

A wedding? can this not be a great opportunity? Wedding Photography?

Wedding photos may be a style of photography that combines different types of photography to provide complete wedding coverage.

And complete wedding coverage requires the photographer to be proficient in macro photography, portrait, journalism, fine art, fashion, landscape and even sports photography.

One of the most important events in the lives of many people is marriage and that means the wedding photographer has a great responsibility to capture it well. Wedding photographers need to have the technical skills of camera and lighting, they also need to know how to work with people, capture the right emotions and expressions.

Right... This could be my goal ahead, right? I have a lot to learn for now I am starting to have goals.

Something that I never had and thought of by me that has been flowing life as it is without dreams.

Next week in shaa Allah I have become a husband.Is not a husband obliged to give a living to a wife?

Just imagine that I've been pounding.

Can i?

Being a good husband to him?

Oh yeah, I forgot to open the 'wage' envelope from Rian's sister. I opened the small envelope and..

Thank God you can buy 3 grams of gold. It's 5 grams in total and I'll buy him a ring.

With a burning feeling, I immediately slid into a gold shop and planned to buy it.

"Mas didn't bring the candidate here? to measure his ring finger mas! " Ask the store clerk.

I'm lupaaa..

"Yes already.. if the bracelet is mba with such hagra nominal? "

"There was a moment I chose. "

I finally chose one of the simplest and simplest white gold bracelets. Put it in the box that I have provided before.

"Thank you.. " I said with a beaming and stepped foot to immediately go home to the apartment to edit my shots, so I could send it to Rino's sister Rian.

Dearest, though,,

My Future wife's..

I may never find words beautiful enough to describe all that you mean to me..

But, I will spend the rest of my life searching for them.

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Dearest..

Jazakumullahu khairan.thank you so much for taking the time to read my crumbly work yaa. what am I without you..

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