
Twilight
After finishing the congregational maghrib prayer where I was the priest, Lembayung with a red face blushing her cheeks like tomatoes.
I finally obeyed his wishes because the day had begun towards night.
Both of our attitudes were awkward and misbehaved.Tadi along the way we both did not make a sound.
Though actually... I want to be alone with her, this time is okay and legitimate, right? for I am her husband and now no longer is the devil among us because we have become makhrom.
Maybe even the angel who prayed if the couple looks making out.
Arrgh.. What the heeeelllll !! Let's Stop to think about that Dusk!
This marriage has only been going on for a week and there will be many more tens of weeks that I will pass later to always put a damper on this unstoppable turmoil.
In spite of.. Man is a man.. Men are still men.
Be Patient's!
Remember your promise!
Time has shown past midnight, but the sleepiness has not come.
I play the phone and open the sosmed, it turns out Lembayung is still online ..
Can't he sleep like me?
Remembering that?
Membayung. ..
That kiss.is the moment between a glory. But a kiss can make as if a world stops for the briefest of time.
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Temporizing
"Aduuuhhhw...Ayyoung! stupid ikkh you are so stupid so shameful! " Gertutuku, talking to myself in front of the mirror while continuing to hold my lips.
That was my first kiss..
And the way I feel when I kiss him, for the first time. Like fire within my bones. And Like my soul has returned to the water..
Like every part of me that came from the dead star is alive again.
The feeling of rebound that I had only felt for the first time in my life in the opposite sex called a man.
I immediately googled and searched for related articles, very very curious why the debate was still not lost.
Why did my brain sensitivity increase?
Because that time is when it releases three main chemicals namely dopamine, serotonin and oxytocin.
From what I read.. All three substances cause pleasure.
Dopamine that reacts when kissing has a similar way of working with cocaine and heroin, which will make us addicted.
Serotonin evokes emotions, related to se***ality and naf**.Neurotransmitters are what make us so obsessed with something, including to a partner or the opposite sex.
Oxytocin is a hormone that regulates the nervous system. Influencing social behavior and sek***l patterns, this is what is known as the "love hormone."
Our bodies are in constant contact with various stimuli, smells, tastes and temperatures. Oxytocin plays an important role in filling the memory of the brain, with a lot of information resulting from stimuli received by the body. It can be concluded that this substance causes us to want or not want to do something. But when the lips meet the lips, oxytocin is very likely to react more quickly. Because the lips are one of the most sensitive zones sek**, full of nerve endings that send thousands of signals to the brain. In order to help us decide what will happen, then we ourselves decide which way.
It's a shame because I started it myself! Where's your mind Ayung?
Tapiiii... At that time, I was really dissolved in a warm and dramatic atmosphere between us. I was very moved when he said he would make a living for me, even though I never had a problem and asked for it.
Maybe this is the effect I watch too many Korean dramas! And assume as if I was his female lead. My asia soared and seemed to float in the vast sky while singing and dancing.
Yes, I said I'm more!
This fact is for the first time for me to feel this feeling.
Calm down's.. He is my Husband!
And wouldn't my sin be killed if I did it to my own husband? iyah right?
...Kiss the child gets the reward.....
...Kiss Husband for sins.....
...Kiss the happy wife forever.....
That's the quote I've read.
O Allah..
Why can't I sleep like this?
It's past midnight, but my eyes can't be shut.
Drrr.. Drrt..
1 message unread
Degs.. Degs.. Degs..
From Dusk. Before opening it, I dig-degan first.
Dusk: Already asleep?
1 minute. 3 minutes..
I didn't stop replying to him, even though I read it. And it must have been marked with a blue contrang. I immediately typed a message..
Tagged : Can't sleep!
Twilight : Why?
Tagged : Don't know!
Twilight: B'cause of me? and remember that second kiss?
Haaah? second kiss? When was the first?
Twilight: our first kiss but not a first..
Dusk: The first time was when I gave artificial breath in Bali. Sorry at that emergency situation because I had to give you CPR.
Lembayung : 😳 I'am so ashamed..
Twilight: Don't be! You are my wife..
Twilight: For the first time.. I was hooked.one kiss from you and I was addicted. I know then, that no one else could ever make me feel like an electric spark like this.
Twilight: the instant I drew back from your lips and looked into these perfect eyes, I knew I would follow you to the end of the earth.
Twilight: I love you Lembayung.. Then, now and Later. I will be forever yours.
Tagged : I can't say anything..
Twilight: Don't be. b'cause I already know.
Lembayung : one kiss. could bind two souls in a second. and one kiss, you know all I haven’t said.
Twilight: And I wanna be your last first kiss..
Twilight: Sleep tight, honey..
Tagged : Night.night Husband..
The drowsiness finally came, along with a heart-to-heart confession between me and Dusk. I closed both windows of my heart with happiness.
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