
Temporizing
"You owe us the same explanation! "
"You got no story? "
"Douh. come on guys! just met ko. by chance! " I answered origin.
"But keep chatting geuning with him, long talk if I see! " Basic Star, his mouth is leaking.
"Well, if there's a nanya.it must be answered! "
"Just like? first he you mean? Ask Girl.
I nodded my head.
"Seriously? " Task the Girl again.
"Yeah! " I said a little annoyed.
"You're so fucked up we ask? "Interests Risa.
"Gga kes ko. besides it doesn't matter! yuuk we eat aja. tuuh suki blum in enterkin to the pot, same beef jg not yet roasted! " mutup.
"But he's the passive type! all this time I know every time there is a girl who deketin him. surely he tuh ga nanggepin.sample the girl herself who maksa maksa! I also used to beuuuh. if inget when chasing him. make heartache tau ga! cold. cuek.nyebelin tree! "Clearly Girl at length, out of the uneuk-uneuk as the former admirer of Dusk.
"You still hope Dis? " Tanya Nindy's.
"Laah, you don't want me to mah! still dear to Rama, even though he did not exist, it is not as easy as it is to eat him. "Gadis. "Yes I was surprised if it turns out that the Twilight who was talking Ayung! "
"btw.. who is that? " Risa was curious.
"Pacar. " Answer Nindy.
"That means he's aunty? "
"It could be. if you look at the association. " Girl sneering.
"Iih.. You guys are innately negative mulu! gossip teruuus.. lieur I horrified her! " I close both my ears.
While the stars are even engrossed in eating with their own smiles.
"Eh teteh. if you think ko name can connect it yes same tea Ayung! "
"Continue how does that mean? "
"Rabeling... " Pointing the Stars to me.
"Monday.. " So he pointed towards Dusk.
"Tembayung Dusk. It's so beautiful I shadow her! dear in the mind when the name of the two of you, rich again look the color of the sky!if there is another Lembayung it must be because again Dusk.. dusk, right? " The stars are staring at me.
I even imagined the beauty of seeing Lembayung Dusk on the beach, while candlelight.
"Heyy.. "Clap the girl on my shoulder. "Lah daydreaming! "
"Huh..what was that? "
"Teh Ayung ga denger what did I say? yaaah.so crap. I've composed good words earlier! "
I grinned at the horse, and did not know why impulsively my net was suddenly fixed on him.he was sitting with a beautiful woman in the corner there.
Lembayung Dusk.. Lembayung Dusk..Lembayung Dusk...
Why do those words keep ringing in my mind?
We continued eating, chattering and laughing. I saw it again there.. Dusk was smiling looking at the woman sitting at his side gently and lovingly. Up close I might see a twinkle in the netra amber.
Aishh! why did I think of him anyway? Aduuuh Ayuung!
Why do you know her iris? mhmm.. yaah. must be. time in Saraga we chat quite close distance, and as a person who appreciates the interlocutor. definitely dong I also squirm his eyes! iyah right?
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The food at the table is almost gone, but I still want to enjoy the euphoria of happiness between me and mom.
While eating the last mouthful, as soon as I saw..There Lembayung was eating with his friends, and.. Ooh... His sister, right? Why don't I realize.. My sister and I almost ate food. But because I focused on wanting to quickly eat with mom, so I didn't care about being around.
I saw them laughing. I once again raised the corner of my lips. The two women in my heart are here..
Indeed we have much taste. We are not together. If indeed we are destined to be together forever, love would not be where.
We really have a lot of differences. We are not even together. If we are meant to be together forever, love will go nowhere.
Since secretly admiring her, admiring the figure of Lembayung, my melancholic soul was indeed unstoppable. Melow and lebay! maybe that's what people will think. But this hidden figure in me. it's like my another personality. Every time I see her.
Am I trying to be a writer?
"Senja. let's go home! "
"Eh. Iyah ma'am." I just daydreamed.
When passing through Lembayung later. I do not know what to do, do I pretend not to know? Shiiiit! it's like it's not me! but what if he was ashamed of his friends if I greeted him?
Alright..
I'm just pretending.
Degs.. Degs.. Degs..
I saw her bead eyes looking at me. How'this? I passed through it without a word and without even glancing at it. Passing their gazes, I could see through the corner of my eyes Lembayung like to say hello but he blurted when he saw I was cute and flat without any expression.
Sorry I Lembayung.this is for your sake so as not to be led by your friends. I know they don't like me.
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Temporizing
Iiish. .this eye why the hell want to see her mulu! Isssh Ayung's..
I saw that he and the woman had finished eating and were preparing to go out, the way out would definitely pass where we were sitting.
If I say hello, it's okay, right? after all, we are just friends.and let the friends ga negative mulu when talking about him. It wasn't as bad as they thought.
But what does Girl say, Nindy same Risa later? I said it wasn't important. Doesn't matter, does it? who her? Arrrgh.why am I so confused myself anyway!
He began to approach as he whispered, and I only decided this second that I would greet him, but...
Ehh. He just walked past us. Flat.cold and expressionless.
I was stunned for a while. what?? he didn't even look at me at all.
Deg.
I don't know why my heart is breaking...
Hiiish... What good is it if I hit him? akh. bodo akh!!!
"That's what I said!he's a tauu nyebelin!Ice cubes! " Girl riding apitam. "Kampreeet really is him!" Umpat.
"Ehh.. ko you're saying Dis? can't be ..the girl you are! "I remind Girl, my heart actually wants to, but my brain is still working.
Today's times are mostly spoken the same finger more cepet work in comparison to the brain. The origin of jeplak when talking, let alone netizens when commenting on social media. Without thinking about the future impact how. whether it includes bullying. defamation. hasad and envy.and many more that sometimes make istighfar and his reading head ring.
Why is he pretending to not know me? she's embarrassed maybe in front of my friends? arrgh.
Lembayung Dusk.. Lembayung Dusk...
Huuush!! get out of my mind!
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