Lembayung Dusk

Do'a is the Weapon of the Believer..

Temporizing

"What's this?" I showed my phone screen in front of my husband's face.

He scrunched his forehead, then changed his facial expression to flat again. He kept a hadith book that he was reading on the table.

"You are cheating me? " I couldn't resist my emotions, and threw the phone to bed. Bend your head and then sit in the corner of the room.Effort to toughen up and do not shed tears.

"Cheating what dear? " He approached, and sat down beside me, taking my hand.

"If you don't love me, why don't you say it's true, a husband can remarry without telling his wife. But is it fair that he cheats and cheats on the back and secretly has honey! However the blessing and permission of the wife is primary, you do not appreciate me! " This time, I can no longer hold the dam that has been collected in the eye.

"What is my wife talking about? who has honey? and who cheated? "

"That's me. There's my DM, she said her father has agreed that she be your second wife!He's got permission for me.. "

Again, my husband showed his innocent and innocent face.

"Who? " He took my phone and read one of the many DMs that went into my social media.

"Who else is that? yes, you are my husband, you are you! "

"I don't know this guy. Who is he? " My husband ngeles.

"That's a lie on it..There is a photo, you have been to his father's house ngisi tausiyah.. Who is that next to her dad?I saw in his feed he posted many photos of you. Surely the woman who wants to be your second wife... since when did you the same she communicate? are you secretly talking to his father? " I said in flames. Eve my body feels up instantly to be hot, AC room was not felt even though it was the coldest mode.

He sighed. "My wife is jealous? " With a radiant face and displaying teeth, he held me in his arms.

"In the letter of An-Nisa verse 3 is mentioned, And if you fear it will not be able to be fair to the (rights) of the orphan woman (if you marry her), then marry the women (others) you like two, three, or four. Then if you are afraid that you will not be able to be fair, then (marry) only one, or the slaves that you have. That is closer to not doing wrong."

"Rasulullah Shallallahu 'alaihi wa sallam, practiced polygamy for the remaining eight years of his life. Previously, he only married one person for 28 years, namely Siti Khadijah.Sepengal Khadija, then the Prophet married several women. Most of the Prophet's wives at that time were elderly widows, except Aisha, daughter of her friend Abu Bakr."

"In the book of Ibn al-Atsir, the attitude of wife of more than one woman carried out by the Prophet is an effort of social transformation, aimed at increasing the position of women in the Arab feudal tradition in the 7th century AD, The Prophet was actually polygamous for the benefit of the crowd, not just want to add a wife."

"Maybe, that woman has feelings for your husband.it is her right, but I never once intended to grieve you.. "

At dusk my husband stroked my head full of affection, I also leaned my head on his chest. Trusting my husband is the main capital of household wholeness.

Although this was not the first time, there was a woman approaching him. But there was so much hope that my husband would never change his love for me forever.

"But..I've changed a lot, my skin is not as firm as it used to be.. I've gained weight since I've been mengelahirin Ainun, see there panda eyes..Sometimes, because they are too busy to take care of the needs of children.. I forgot, you go home I'm still messy, the same negligence sometimes just hair in the midget doang! "

My husband has kissed my forehead many times. "I'm sorry.I'm a husband who doesn't care.. You want me to shop? or to the salon? yesterday did not see the game in the market place? been in the message? Or buy your favorite cake? yuuk I'm dropping off... "

"Hhhhhh.." I grunt. Then let go of my husband's arms.

Piqued.

That's not the answer I expected!

"Why again? "

"Ga exists... " I moved, and this time laid my body on the bed.

"Still DM problem? "

I was silent, very lazy why he was talking about it again. What I want to hear is not that.

"Honey.. Anyone who has 2 wives then is more inclined to one of them, on the Day of Resurrection he will come in a state of his shoulders tilted side by side...I don't want my beautiful wife to have a husband whose shoulders are tilted side by side.. Life after death is eternal, don't you love, you want your handsome husband to be deformed? "

I smiled, hearing her explanation just now.

"Dearly you know, the Hadith was taken from the Hadith of Abu Dawud, An-Nasa'i, At-Tirmidhi."

I was still standing in silence and pretending to close my eyes.

"Where does he say his skin is not as firm as it used to be?" He approached me, then stroked my cheek gently. "My wife was many times prettier than before I gave birth to my children... Song Hye-kyo who said she was young just passing by... Gigi Hadid who is said to be an international model is less beautiful than my wife... Ooh Jisoo blackpink?still lost far, Dimple my wife is more charming..."

This time I could not help but smile.Why do they have to be a comparison material?

"That's it, especially if you smile again.. My heart fluter's.. "

"You are..."I'm getting up.

"That's another post I saw in his profile, his body is good. Selebgram instead become a film player now, he said back then when High School was once your close friend.. The gossip period he hasn't been able to forget you.. I wait for your duodu he said.. What the hell! I don't want to scratch the past, but in explore Suliweran photos you know ga! " I grunt. Furious with his many nicknames for my husband on social media.

Ustadz..Ustadz Handsome....Ustadz..

And there are many more, because one time my husband was once invited by his friends to fill out a talker event, at that time.. My husband was chanting the holy Quran in front of many audiences.. Taken secretly and sent to social media. The video went viral, and many commented.

After from there.. A lot of people have broken their past. But it turned out that their response was almost all positive after knowing the drastic changes that happened to my husband... Thank God, even with it all, our business and the foundation we manage more and more branches, even though, because of the many flows of funds people who want to donate.Travel umrah and Hajj are increasingly in demand by prospective pilgrims.

"Darling.nothings gonna changes my love for you.... "

I pursed my lips, indeed he was a champion for seducing.

"For a long time we have not been on vacation.After school children's holidays.How about we go to Norway, you want to see the Aurora Borealis?"

"But I can't stand it if it's too cold.. "

"New Zealand? "

"I'm not going anywhere, the four of us are gathered at home and I'm happy... "

Tock.... Geck... Geck...

"Yummaaaaa... Babaaaaa! "

My husband and I stared at each other, then shook their heads. Every night, the youngest Ainun is very possessive of his baba if his baba tau is at home.

I moved, and walked to the door.

"Ooh Babaaa's... I miss you so bad....Like a sun missing a morning.. " Without glancing at me at all, Ainun ran towards my husband and jumped onto the bed, directly hugging his baba tightly.

"I miss you too apple... " My husband retorted, pecking at Ainun's head repeatedly.

"Baba is like the ink to my pen.. I can't write without you...Like a milk to my cookie and like a cheese to my pizza and macaroni.."

"Sweet lady's... Baba's son is big! "

"Tuuuh right. if the poet meets the author, already rich soap opera or drama his language! " The dew holds both hands."Adek tuh umm. But he said no! lie to the sins of the deck! "

"Ainun... Why lie the same? " I embrace the body of my firstborn who is getting taller and taller, at the age of her who is now ABG.His height is the same as mine.

"Adek. umma would buy the same for adek.. " I said, while pulling the Dew to sit also next to his baba.

"Have me dirty umm.. I forgot to wash.but I really want to wear that color veil! I'm sorry about the tea.. "

I think back to the old days, when the Stars used to wear their veils or stuff.

"Baba.. baba has promised to take me to cappadocia.. vacation later, can you go there?" Said Dewun, we had promised to take Dew back to Turkey. But because my husband took care of everything, we have not been able to realize it.

"So the Dew wants to go to Turkey for a vacation? not interested in going to another Asian country, South Korea maybe? or Japanese? "

"I want to go to Japan, I want to go to Japan Disneyland! " Ainun.

The sullen dew, "No, it must be a darn one in the..! "

"Yes, we have been on holiday to Turkey. Baba take care of it first.. "

"Really baba's? Such a great baba ever... I love you to the moon and back... " The dew hugged his baba.

"Waaah there are those who like if a Dawn is invited mah... "Ainun shut her mouth.

I cringe.

"Eh that.I mean I. if there is a Dawn tuh really good..has been a Dawn mah pinter.so always taught me to learn everything umm.. "

"Dad.. Thank you for being the best child in the best university.. " Say my husband, but I glanced at the Dew. My daughter even smiled to herself.

"But remember the beautiful umma children.you are already grown up, keep your distance from the non-makhrom.." I said.

"Dong umm.. "

"Baba.ajarin I motret dong. now I'm big.. " Ainun switched the conversation, every time I talked about the association.

"Don't baba.. Adek mah sloppy.could-can camera broken before in use. yesterday only in buyin hp has fallen to got sewer in his school.. "

"I didn't accidentally. yesterday I fell.not accidentally fell down! "

I also pay attention to the meaningful interactions of my husband and children. The two often argue.

Dew..My eldest son who has a nature and personality that is almost similar to me is now at the age of 14 years, soon already wants 9th grade.

While Ainun..My youngest son is active, quite critical and very tomboyish. He will also be entering Junior High soon.

Time after time... Time flies like an arrow.

Time will pass and seasons will come and go.

Passing 15 years with my husband in a marriage mahligai certainly not easy, of course.

Up and down and the flip-flop takes care of the company, getting slander about the misuse of Hajj funds.. The test came to train my patience, because many women have approached my husband several times. Sometimes, misunderstandings and communication become a trigger for problems between us.

And lost the figure of enin.. It is my greatest sorrow, which has happened in my life.

But this is life.

Death is the destiny of all beings, human beings or jinn, animals or other creatures, whether male or female, old or young, both healthy and sick.

“Every soulful will feel dead.” (QS. Imran Ali: 185).

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"Darling..What's up? " Task my husband, approaching me who is sitting in front of the balcony. After the kids left the room.

"I squirm in the news, there is a lot of news about the sudden death of the actress..Though previously still healthy and fresh fit. " I said, taking a deep breath. View the view of Bandung at night.

"There are three secrets of death that Allah has ordained. And these three secrets we may rarely be aware of but they should serve as a reminder.."

"One..Secret TIME, we'll never know when death will pick us up."

"Two.. Secret PLACE, we'll never know where death will pick us up."

"Third one..Secret CARA, we'll never know how death picks us up."

I approached my husband and put my head on his shoulder.

"Therefore slip do'a so that we will be picked up in a state of khatimah husnul.. "

"Allahumma inni as'aluka husnal khotimah."

(O Allah, I ask You for Hushnul Khotima).

"Allahummarzuqni taubatan nasuha qoblal death."

(Allah will grant me rest (or repentance) before death).

"Allahumma ya muqollibal quluub tsabbit qolbi ‘ala diinika."

(O Allah, O heart-reverser, set my heart on Your religion)

"Thank you husband... "

"I'm the one who should thank you for being with me both in joy and sorrow. " My husband reached into his cell phone. Then he cringed.

"What's wrong? "

"Felicia.. "

I was flabbergasted, hearing that one name.Returned to remind me of past events.

Until when does he keep coming into our lives?

"He asked me to fill the tausiyah in his house.. There's a khitanan his son's show. "

I was silent, confused as to what to answer. The situation has changed now.. Felicia has emigrated, also closed the aurat and once married a businessman. But her status is now a single parent..And call my husband again. Somehow, make a feeling of pain in the heart.

When people want to change, it is my husband's obligation as a missionary, to be a bearer of good.

But if it's like this.. I should how?

I'm not sincere.

"I'm not leaving.. " My husband looks at me meaningfully.

And with all the love, I am grateful that my husband understands the heart.

Don'tdon't.. My husband's.

Never open the way for a third person to enter our household.

For when the devil or the jinn whisper evil, through pity or pity. From there he will cheer happily, because for the devil or the jinn, destroying the human household.is the greatest achievement and achievement for him to convey to the devil.

O All-Reverse-Hearted, set and firm. Between us the feeling of loving each other and loving each other because of you.

I can only pray.

Prophet Shallallahu 'alaihi wa sallam said, “Doa is the weapon of a believer and the pillar (pillar) of religion as well as the light of heaven and earth(HR Abu Ya’la)."

Continue the Prophet, “The prayer is his brain worship.” (HR Abu Dawud and At-Tirmidhi).

Taken from several sources.

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Their kangen edition..😍

This end2, at first glance saw a lot of news about death. Gara2 'broken play' many mothers2 who like to be over thinking.. Hehe...

Berdo'a is the weapon of the believer.

May always be healthy and always happy..... 😘😘😘💕💕