Indigo Eye Diary

The Smile of Kevin's Spirit

I, who was alone in my room, was reluctant to get out of my bed.I still sobbed in my cries. Maybe this is the path I have to go through at the moment but why does it feel like my heart still can't let go.

"Key waking up this is the right decision for you" whispered in my ear. I searched for the source where the person who had spoken those words had spoken. But no one was standing next to me. I immediately opened my eyes wide, I extended my legs towards the source where I heard the voice.

"Key you're right."

I heard a word that still made me curious.

"Key this is the right decision you don't have to cry about."

I still hear voices without knowing where the person is. This makes me panic more I look left right even to the front also behind. None of them were there. I began to feel the air that made my hair goosebump. I slowly moved my feet towards the front room. Step by step I said doubtfully. I was looking for who had made me wonder about who had spoken earlier.

"Krieekkkkk." I opened the back door of my house slowly.

"Weetttt." I immediately screamed.

"Notkkkkkk get out of here.!" fear is also curious. I took a few steps back quickly.

"Keyza you don't have to be afraid."

"Who are you?" ask me in a high tone and filled with fear.

"Ha ha ha ha ha." there was a sound of laughter with a very loud tone.

"Come out don't make me wonder about you guys!" I said.

"Hi hi hi hi hi." They still terrorize me.

Suddenly, one by one, they quickly showed their faces. I was surprised to see Kevin, his sister and mother who were right in front of me.

'Oh God what's wrong with them.'

"Why are you coming to me again? what do you want!" I snatched it hard.

"You don't have to fear Key, I support all your decisions" Kevin said, smiling at me.

"What do you mean?" my question does not understand.

"We all know that you've cut ties with Reza. It was a very good decision."

"Why did you come to me again? what's wrong?" manya panic.

"You don't have to fear Key, we're all here just gonna thank you. We will also promise not to interfere with your life again." they said along with a smile.

I don't know if joy and fear still covers my heart. It's not possible, but all of this is real. It turns out that the reason they terrorized me all along was just because they asked for justice. All this time I have been judging myself. And shut all that justice out of my eyes. Now this might be the justice they were hoping for. Although actually I myself still doubt my happiness all this time. Reza is the person I love the most, and now I have to let him stay in a holding cell. It might be his whole life if the police catch him.

"Tok tok tok, Miss Keyza Nonnnnnn." I heard a familiar scream to my ears. I immediately ran towards the voice. I saw Bi Siti running towards me while sobbing.

"What's Bi?" I asked while calming him down a little.

"Master Non Tuan."

"Reza means Aunt? why is he Bi?" manya panic.

I'm sorry Bi.

If only my aunt knew the truth.

Maybe Auntie won't run into my house right now.

Because I'm the one who reported Reza to the police station.

I want him to take responsibility for his actions.

On the other hand I also want them the spirits not to terrorize me anymore.

I want to be free from their pursuit.

I want to breathe fresh air when I melt my eyes.

"Non Keyza should do something Non, pity Reza Non." Bi Siti pleaded with me in tears. I did see him hit hard. I tried asking him by raising his face.

"Bi why does Auntie care so much about Reza? didn't Aunt know that Reza was a murderer?" this question made Bi Siti shed her tears.

"Non had Non Keyza known what the truth was, maybe this question would never have appeared on Non Keyza's lips." Bi Siti's answer made me wonder even more.

"What Bi Siti mean?" many wonder.

"Reza is actually my real son whom I gave to my master."

"What's? Reza Aunty's son?" many surprised.

"Yes Non." Bi Siti replied as she continued to cry.

I was really surprised to hear Bi Siti's confession. I saw Bi Siti really hit. I also shed my tears. Between sadness and fear has incarnated in my heart. I immediately hugged Bi Siti's tiny body. I could see the tears of a mother who was hurt. A child is now in police custody. Even I could feel sadness and panic at the thought that Reza had been captured by the police. I don't know what I would feel if I saw it.

"Key Keyza." Ranti came to my house by seeing the state of my house is in a mess.

"What happened Key?" ask Ranti wonder.

I haven't been able to answer Ranti's question I saw Vika also come to my house.

"Key what happened?" asked Vika while looking at my house that Reza had torn apart before.

I did not answer a single word, my heart was on the edge of panic. In the depths of my heart I was worried about Reza's current state. I'll take my car keys immediately. And I'll leave them all there.

"Keyy, where are you going?" ask them four yell. And I just kept driving my car fast. I don't know where I'm going which obviously my heart is in a mess right now. I don't know where to go.

Suddenly I saw a police car chasing a motorcycle. I looked at it carefully, though,

It's a Reza motorbike,

I followed the car quickly. I repeatedly yelled at Reza but he still did not hear me. I saw the policeman looking at me. I ignored him and kept driving my car after Reza's bike. Reza glanced at me. But he still drove fast. Without caring about me chasing him. Maybe he hates me now so much that he doesn't care about me at all. Or he was consented from the pursuit of police who were also speeding. I was right in front of the police car chasing Reza. I was trying to ruin his trip. After that I managed to get ahead of his pursuit.