Indigo Eye Diary

Spirits

I finally told him everything about the spirit that always haunted me Kevin's state. She was none other than her mother. Kevin was surprised at what I told him.

" then what should I do Key?"

" i don't know Vin I'm still confused by this situation"

" how can I talk to him? can you help me?"

" i'll try it Vin"

Then Kevin followed me to the back of the building I was working in. I tried to summon his spirit while Kevin closed his eyes. I immediately focused on my mind. A few minutes later I could see him near me. I turned my energy to Kevin so he could see his mother.

" Mama" call Kevin

" why didn't you keep your promise?"

" i'm sorry Ma but it's all my fault Keyza's innocent Ma"

" but you promised me"

" i beg you to stop him pity Keyza Ma"

" he doesn't deserve to live!" he said while pointing at me

I saw him still full of anger.

" what did Mama mean? Keyza's a nice guy Ma why can Mama say that?"

' setttt'

Suddenly the spirit disappeared from before us. I'm still confused by what he's saying. I don't understand the meaning of his words either. Things that are difficult to understand and understand.

" wait don't go" I said

But still he just disappeared leaving behind a thousand questions. Kevin shed his tears I could see from his point of view. He was confused by the riddle he left behind. I approached Kevin but he ignored me. He just left me. Maybe he doesn't want me there right now. Or maybe he believes in the spirit more. She did hate me but until now I really did not understand what the reason was that she was to me. Or is there something else I don't understand right now.

" aggghhhhhkkkk"

I think my head feels heavy.

"Key what's up? why did Kevin suddenly run away from this office so quickly? don't we exist today"

his words were interrupted when he realized that my tears were already dripping down my cheeks

" Key why are you?" Randy panicked to see me cry

" Ran I don't understand what's really going on, but why is it that the spirit always cornered me"

" spirits? ghosts again?"

" what do you mean Key?" Ranti urged me to worry

I am also confused by that word. The words that always make me lose my mind. Even Kevin doesn't trust me now. He was angry with me by leaving me.

" Ran Kevin hates me now" I said softly

" what? what reason?" ranti asked not yet understood

" he had heard the spirit say that I...."

" you why Key?"

" Ran I don't know what's going on either. The meaning of his words made me wonder even more. He hates me even when he says that I don't deserve to live" I said as I continued to shed tears

" not worth living? what does Key mean? what are you wrong?" ranti asked who also broke my heart.

" Ran are you also going to not believe me anymore after hearing what that spirit said?"

" why the hell did Key have to believe them? idolatry knows!"

I looked into her eyes that still looked very confused. Even if he said he believed in me. But in the recesses of his heart I'm sure he's also wondering about what really happened.

" actually I wanted him to believe it but it ended up being like this"

" then what is the fate of the child who used to come to you often?"

Hearing that jolt I remembered the child who was actually Kevin's younger brother. Why do they always haunt me? what is really being tucked away in this reality.

" Key, if the meeting is off, I'll let you go out for a minute?" ranti said as she left the office.

I was still standing in front of my office window. I packed my things I couldn't continue my work today. All my thoughts are uncontrollable. I headed to the parking lot and got in the car. I drove my car very fast.

" cittttttt"

Suddenly my car came to a halt when I did not realize that in front of me a red light was operating.

" fortunately" I murmured

Then I tried to slow down the speed slowly. I headed towards a small house that from the front did not look like a house. The yard looks so lush that the house is covered by trees around it.

" to tok tok"

I saw Bi Siti open the door of her house.

" uh let's not come in" he said

I just nodded my head and sat down in a chair.

" what do you want to drink?"

" do not thank you" answered me, who was still in tears

" No more problems, right?" bi Siti's question made my tears break apart

" i... I.." I haven't been able to tell you.

" it's okay if Non wants to cry first cry as much to be relieved"

I did not continue my words and still cried. From the inside I saw Reza approaching me in a panic.

" Key why are you?" reza asked, touching my hand. Although I actually know Reza is still angry at what I said yesterday, she still cares about me a lot.

" Rez ..." she pulled my body and hugged me. My crying is getting worse.

" Key you told me why? who hurt you?"

" Rez I'm confused why all the ghosts that terrorize me always blame me?"

" ghost????" ask Reza

" i i yes" I answered because I knew Reza was the only one who still doubted about all this

" Key be realistic"

" Rez you don't understand what I'm going through? you never feel what I always feel? which always makes me anxious even scared!" say

" Key is not what I mean. Don't think too much about it. It'll make you even more..."

" what's Rez getting? is it making me crazy? I was crazy for believing everything. But this is all real to me Rez. It's all present in my real life not in dreams"

" yes Key sorry but you better not think too much about everything"

" if only Reza could be my eyeball. I'm sure you're the first one who can feel the shock of my heart. I'm screwed I'm confused even I'm afraid of the real thing that's happened to me"

" Key I'm sorry"

" but will you believe what I'm going to say after this? is your apology just for not wanting to hear my story?"

" Keyyy is enough I will try to understand the situation you are going through" he said

" it's free Rez" I said as I left the house.