Indigo Eye Diary

Police Station

That afternoon I went with Ranti to the police station. I'm reporting on everything Reza's done. All the data I've said has been recorded by the police. This time I decided to end my relationship with him. The jealousy that had taken hold of my heart had killed the affection that had stayed in my heart all this time.

"Key are you sure of your decision?" ranti asked suddenly stopping my steps.

"Yes Ran even though I don't know for sure what Reza has to do with Vika."

"Then if they had nothing to do with it? and they're just friends. Are you not sorry?"

This question made me a little hesitant in making my decision. But my intention was already unanimous, it felt impossible if I swallowed my own saliva. After all, what I did was for the sake of my own peace of life in order to avoid being tormented by ghosts that always hated me. Maybe this is the only way I can live quietly.

"Key I'm asking you?" ranti asked while patting me on the shoulder.

"Whatever happens maybe this is the best for me Ran, maybe my suffering is nothing compared to the pain you feel Ran" I said while hugging Ranti.

"That's better Key I'm okay!" his elbow while releasing my embrace.

Ranti was the one who never showed her sadness in front of me. But I knew he had a deep wound. Out of the police station I immediately contemplated what I had done. There was a bit of disappointment lingering in this heart. Confidence and doubt always collide in my ears. I try to ignore the doubts that surround my heart. I determined my intention and tried to take a deep breath so that everything would be fine. Like I have reported a truth that I myself have been covering it up. Evil is always covered by the meaning of love. But now I've finished all this. My eyes are wide open and can tell the difference between right and wrong. I have to finish this whatever happens. I must be able to convince my heart for this truth.

"Key we're pulling yuk?" take Ranti while pulling my hand.

Finally we leave that place and go back to our homes.

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When I got home, I was still thinking about what I was doing. It seems impossible but I have managed to do it. I saw in front of the house someone came I immediately saw him. Turns out Reza came home, I was nervous and confused. I immediately locked the door and hid behind the door. I pretend I'm not at home all the lights I turned off as well as my phone.

"Key open the door." he shouted from outside.

"Key I know you're inside, please open the door there's something I want to clear with you" he added while I was still hiding behind the door. My heart became more and more afraid.

"Key Keyza don't make me break your door!" reza's words scared me even more. I ran from behind the door to my room. I hid under my bedroom. I heard Reza started breaking down my door. I was really scared and tried to shut my mouth.

"Dooorrrr." I don't know what fell in front of me getting scared and hiding myself. I heard Reza's steps had started to enter my house.

"Key where are you?" reza shouted while angry.

I was really scared and I couldn't contain these tears. I was being chased by criminals.

"Key out or.....?" reza's stalled speech made me even more unnerved.

"Keyza why are you hiding in your own house? I won't hurt you!" he said while shouting.

I'm still in hiding and now Reza's in my room. I feel like I'm on the cutting edge. I can't hide myself from him anymore.

"Keep Key I know you're there?" yelled Reza while dragging me.

I cried sobbing with a very frightened face.

"A. a. I."

"Let's see my face!" pull Reza.

I still lowered my face and did not look at Reza. The fear that has ruled my heart keeps me imprisoned.

"What are you afraid of me for?" ask Reza while yelling at me.

"I'm me. " Still I can't get a word out of my mouth.

"Jawab Key." snapped Reza again.

I finally got the courage to open my mouth. I said the words from my mouth one by one. Turns out Reza still doesn't know that I've reported it to the police. He still thinks of me as his girlfriend. His treatment made me even more helpless. Between the hate and the love I just buried deep. He started to dig it up again slowly. I don't know why I could be tossed around like this. My heart felt troubled at the words that were spoken from his mouth. The words of love and the longing whispers she throws in my ear make me even more ungodly. I soon realized what I had done, I began to awaken myself from this mess of my love. Didn't I agree with my own heart to forget it and bury deeply about this taste.

"Aghhhhhkkk." I let go of Reza's embrace, which was still putting her hand on my shoulder.

"Key what happened to you?" reza's question made me realize who he is now.

"Rez I want us to end our relationship" I said.

"What do you mean?" Reza was shocked to hear me say that.

"Yes we broke up!"

"What's the fuck you're Key? don't be crazy!" Reza was angry with me.

"I'm serious" I said, holding back my tears.

"You're jealous of Vika? I have no relationship with him. Our relationship is limited to my agreement with you."

"It's not about the Rez deal but I can't relate to the killer."

"What do you mean?"

"This Rez is not the time to avoid the truth you are hiding" I said.

"What do you want Key?"

"I want us to break up!"

"Okay, we broke up as long as you know you'll regret making this decision."

I finally managed to get Reza out of my house. He left me with a furious rage. I was terrified to see his face burn with emotion. I locked the door to my room which happened to be intact. My door has been broken into until everything is broken. I shed my tears, I cried. I threw him out, but I don't know what I'm feeling. Why was it so sad that this heart heard the answer from its mouth.