Indigo Eye Diary
Between love and disappointment
" just Rez doesn't need you to threaten me like this" I shouted
" it's not a Key threat but it's really what I would do if you dared to turn your body around to walk a step" Reza said, leaving me very confused
" just stop all this I'm going crazy seeing all your behavior all this time Rez"
" i'd be crazier too Key if you dared to leave me alone" he shouted
Right now I really don't have the guts to leave him. I've been fed up with what he's been doing all this time. But I'd be crazier if he took his own life. All this time I've been trying to protect him from the crimes he's committed. This is so stupid it's stupid I don't know what makes me lose my mind like this.
" okay just put that gun out of your hand"
" klentinggg" the thing fell under him
I took a deep breath and immediately picked up the item. I almost got hold of that gun
" don't hold!" reza
" why?"
" it can hurt you, I'm enough to hold the gun because there's my fingerprints"
" why then if until now you do not want to take responsibility and admit the mistake to the police? why don't you take responsibility?!!" pissed
" i'm going to go to jail for the rest of my life, Key, and I would never be able to if I couldn't see you all the time" she said, completely making me fall asleep
" but this Rez is all wrong" I sobbed for holding back my tears
Reza wiped my tears she hugged my body.
" i'm the bad guy Key you don't deserve to love someone like me, but my love for you is amazing"
" Rez I'm confused by all this!" I'm upset about what I'm thinking right now. About love about justice and about accountability.
" some day I'll answer all these Key I'm sorry for!"
Today is our meeting flooded with tears. The truth is revealed now. But I don't think I can hide all this. I want this justice to be brought to account immediately. But am I strong enough to see Reza languishing in jail???
I was devastated by all this.
you evil Rez!!!!!
you're the worst person I've ever known.
But why my love can still hold you back from putting you in the top spot.
I am the dumbest person ever born into this world.
Just me?
it's just me being so stupid.
I hit my own head which I felt was very heavy.
" Key don't do that don't hurt yourself. If you're angry hit me as much as you are as long as you're not the one you're hurting" Reza's words left me completely devastated
" Rez get out of here get out of my sight!!" I said angry
" no Key I'll never leave you!"
" but you've gone from my life Rez you're no longer the person I know"
" yes I know but I'm not leaving here, I'm sorry" she knelt before me
" why are you doing this all Rez? why are you!!" I'm still crying
" Key I'm sorry I really don't know what demon has possessed my body"
" it's not the devil that has possessed your body but you're the demon!" snapped
For a moment I saw a black shadow coming out of Reza's body.
" leeebbbb"
What shadow is that?
why did the shadow come out of Reza's body?
who really affected Reza's body?
is it true that there is an evil influence that has made him become lost in reason like this!!!?
" aghkkk"
" i'm going crazy seeing this all Rez!" answer me
" what did you see?"
" i saw a black shadow coming out of your body" I whispered
" what? black shadow? who's Key?"
" i don't know" I shook my head
I pulled Reza's hand to leave this place. I deliberately invited Reza to go to my house. There we are still in an atmosphere full of silence. Between the thought that forced me to hate him and the heart that always grabs him again to stay here. Reza looked at me with a look filled with regret.
" Key, how long are you gonna keep quiet like this?" ask Reza
" Rez Kevin's death made Vika become stressed she's depressed, this is what makes me hate you even more"
" yeah I know but this is all happening and then what should I do?"
" you should be able to return Vika as before. If you can get Vika back to normal I'll forgive you" I said
" Key isn't it too heavy for your request?"
" no" I replied as I left her
I saw Reza thinking hard and finally he nodded his head. I invited him to meet Vika at her house.
When I got there I saw Bi Ira bribing him.
" Bi let me feed him" I said as I took the bowl of soup
" Vika you how are you?" ask me slowly
There was no answer at all that I heard from his mouth. Reza's coming towards me
" Vika forgive me" said Reza
Still Vika is still in her daydream and hugs Kevin's photo. My tears were dripping down my cheeks I couldn't see Vika's condition like this. She's very beautiful but now she's like this because of Reza.
" Vika ate first huh?" I said while bribing him
He opened his mouth but did not pay any heed to our presence here.
" Bi how's Vika doing?"
" it's still the same Non there has been no development" said Bi Ira
" so sorry you Vik"
Vika's eyes turned to Reza and she smiled. Reza immediately invited him to speak.
" Vika do you remember me?" ask Reza
Vika smiled at Reza
" dear" Vika told Reza
what dear????
why can he call Reza dear
I murmured in my heart
" honey where have you been?" Vika asked Reza
" i'm Reza Vik" replied Reza trying to resuscitate him
" honey you don't miss me these few days you're not home"
Vika is really sick she can't remember who Reza is.
" Reza, let's just say it's right get him talking" I whispered
Vika immediately ran towards Reza and hugged her. Spontaneous I was surprised to see Vika's attitude. Maybe Vika thinks Reza is Kevin. It could be because now his soul was being disturbed. I let Vika's embrace land on Reza's body. Although there is actually a bit of turmoil in my heart that currently wants to rebel. I turned my eyes away from their arms.
" Key how is this?" ask Reza to me
Vika did not want to let go of her embrace
" just follow Rez maybe with that he can be a little calm" I said by taking a deep breath
