Indigo Eye Diary

Justice

The next day Ranti came to my house she forced me to report what Reza had done. But I refused it I didn't want to see Reza languishing in prison.

"Until when are you going to cover up this crime?" ask Ranti.

"I'm sorry Ran but I'm really not ready!"

"Everything doesn't need Key's readiness, you know I've never been ready to lose Kevin. And you know she left me this soon!"

"But Ran I really can't."

"You have to be able to do whatever happens." Ranti's words made me really worried.

Ranti dragged my hand into the car. I was forced to go to the police station.

"May I ask for one request only Ran."

"What?"

"I'll report Reza to the police myself, but after he's cured Vika."

"What's? till when?"

"Please Ran I want Vika healed."

Ranti was silent with my words. For a few minutes he thought about what I had asked. Then he opened the car door and said,

"OK but when you don't keep your promise I'm the first one who's gonna put you and Reza in jail, even if you're my best friend but I'm gonna do this all for justice."

"Do you hate me?"

"Very!!!" reply Ranti.

"Ran don't you remember our friendship?"

"If I hadn't remembered it, I might have dragged you into prison today."

"Ran thank you for understanding."

"Everything I do for Vika."

"Yes Ran I know thanks a lot."

I hugged Ranti even though she ignored me completely. I will still thank him for the time he has given me.

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Reza meets Vika every morning as usual. He invited her to communicate little by little. This time Reza invited me to meet him. I sat in the front seat looking at their activities. I saw little by little Vika began to throw a smile that had been lost in her life. This was the first time he smiled back.

Reza is great he can make Vika smile again.

I still watch them from a distance. I saw Reza feeding Vika patiently. Meanwhile, Vika also laughed several times with the joke that Reza gave her. Seeing them laughing together there was an opposing heartbreak there. I don't know what I'm feeling right now. I cannot interpret the meaning of the feeling that is perching in my heart. At that instant I started to feel something dripping down my cheek. I immediately wiped away my tears that accidentally wet my cheeks.

God, I might feel jealous of them.

This is an impossible thing!!!

I was trying to get rid of the feeling that was perching in my heart right now. When I saw Reza start cleaning up the leftovers that were stuck to her lips. It feels like my heart wants to scream I can't help but feel this. I really can't see any of this.

Kckkkkkk.

What I feel is a wrong feeling. I can't be jealous, don'tkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!

Vika and Reza are still continuing their feed. Not a second for him to be thrown to look at me. He was busy with his food. Reza knew I hadn't eaten this morning. I let out a long sigh and threw away my gaze from earlier witnessing their preoccupation. I finally decided to leave that place. I got out of my seat and started to move my legs. I wish Reza saw me when I left here. But all of that was just my imagination. No pair of eyes glanced at my pampering from here. I'll get the car keys and start the engine. I drove my car quickly and disappeared from there. I'm heading to Ranti's house.

"Tok tok."

I didn't see Ranti in the house. I knocked on the door again until I heard there was a sign that there was someone.

"Kreeekkk."

"Key what's wrong with you?" even though I knew he was actually angry with me. But I know her care is still in store for me.

"Ran I'm no longer strong." I groaned to him.

"You mean?"

"I can't stand to see them Ran."

"They're who's Key? try to explain what happened?"

"I can't see Reza with Vika Ran." I explained.

"You mean? you jealous?" ask Ranti.

"Maybe!" my answer.

"Basic freak! you told Reza to do it all yourself. You keep saying it like this. You are crazy." said Ranti.

"Yes I'm crazy Ran is crazier than Vika!"

"Thank God you'd admit it now."

"Ran I'm serious!" my snapping!

"Key I can't think clearly about who you are? want you what? and now you come to me saying that you're not strong. I can do what Key while all the advice I give you is all you refuse! Even this is all you want."

"Please Ran help me!"

"Key want to help you in what other way? All the help I love you refuse is in vain!"

"But Ran I'm confused at the moment by what am I going to do?"

"You just sit around and let it all flow the way it is."

"Rannnnnti what do you mean?"

"I'm tired of Key, tired of the stupidity you've been doing. Everything you do is stupid!"

"Yes I'm a fool Ran but you don't understand my heart!"

"Eh Key is not me who can not understand you but you who can not differ what is right and what is wrong. If your heart problem knows what you are Key? I have suffered enough with my heart. At first the person I love married another woman. And now you know the person I love died at the hands of your boyfriend!"

"Yes Ran sorry!"

"You're sorry for nothing because your apology can never bring everything back!"

I paused for a moment with Ranti's words blaming me too much. It's all my fault to the point that I can't realize that everything that's happening is because of me. At first I came here to look for the back of my cry. But I was wrong this is where I understood everything that had happened.

"It's the same Vika problem that Reza let alone you who asked for it"

"But Ran"

"But what? you're afraid Reza's in love with Vika?"

"What?"

"Key you're jealous it's a sign you're afraid of losing her."

"I can't control my emotions when I see them both Ran."

"It's just like it's called jealousy!"

"Are I jealous of them?"

"Clearly!"