Indigo Eye Diary

Vika

There is a bit of disappointment from the attitude of Vika who thinks that Reza is Kevin. But the shock of his soul made me feel sorry for him. I can be jealous of someone who is still depressed. I can't possibly feel that. I tried to strengthen my heart when I saw Vika was hugging Reza with all her might.

" Vika it's me Reza" Reza said as she let go of her embrace.

" Key what happened?" Ranti who just came to see this incident.

" Vika thinks that Reza is Kevin" I whispered.

" jeez Vika is so sorry" said Ranti.

" but you're ordinary, right? you're not jealous, are you?" ranti asked to make sure my heart.

" what the hell are you Ran cooking, am I jealous of Vika, especially when she's like this?" my spoken.

" yes but the name of love is blind Key," replied Ranti who cornered me.

" stop all your bullshit"

Vika looked towards the two of us, there was no smile from her her gaze turned into a blank look. It was different when he looked at Reza. He was full of enthusiasm when he saw Reza, as if his life meant something to him.

"Key what should I do?" ask Reza.

I just smiled at him it felt impossible if I forced Vika to remember that Kevin was dead.

"Key, you heard me, right?" ask Reza again.

"iya Rez I hear you, better now you just follow me so he can communicate more" I said.

"what? then what about me?"

"it's been a while who knows this way he'll recover faster."

"for your sake Key I'll do all this."

Vika took Reza's hand that was touching me. Vika really thinks that he is Kevin. Even Vika still rested her head on Reza's shoulder.

"Key you are patient." said Ranti while patting my shoulder.

" yes Ran who knows in this way Vika can be a better one" I replied.

Actually I can't see Reza in her arms. Actually I want to throw his hand and reclaim his shoulder. But it's crazy if I do. Vika is still depressed she really can't remember what is going on with her. I need to be able to get this off of me.

"Rez I went home first yes you are here to accompany Vika." I said.

"You're crazy, aren't you?"

"I'm not crazy but this is the only way to speed up Vika's memory."

"No Key I also have to go home to deliver you."

"It's okay Rez I can go home with Ranti."

"But Key."

"It's for my sake please help you take care of Vika for a while."

I left Vika's house with Ranti. Ranti hugged my shoulder maybe she knew that I was harboring pain. My tears that I could shed were beginning to be powerless. Little by little those tears were dripping down my cheeks. I quickly rubbed it because I didn't want Ranti to see it.

"Key you cry?" ask Ranti.

"That's not it," I replied.

"Haven't covered up from me, I know you're jealous."

"It's crazy if I'm jealous of them?"

ranti's question confused me?

"I have no choice but to help him."

"You're the wrong way Key," said Ranti.

Ranti if only you knew who really killed Kevin. You must have blamed me. You must have hated me because I hid the evil of the umpteenth time.

I was really confused by how I felt this time. On the other hand I want Reza to make Vika recover because it's all her fault. But on the other hand I can't deny my feelings. I'm trying to cover up my sadness and disappointment now.

"Key are you okay?" ask Ranti.

"Yes." I replied briefly.

"Yes but cry?" ask Ranti.

"What the hell is Rannnnnti."

"It's Key I know who you are, besides you why even tell Reza to take care of Vika."

"You don't know what Ran is feeling!"

"Okay okay it's up to you!" ranti replied annoyed.

After arriving at my house Ranti immediately put her body in my bed. The one sitting on the sofa just looked at it from a distance. I let it in my bed. While I'm still busy with my chat with Reza. To be honest, there was a bit of worry when I left them both there. Moreover, Vika's memory was still shaken. I'm afraid that Vika thinks Reza is her husband. What they will do when night comes.

"Aghhkkkk."

Suddenly I couldn't control my emotions. Ranti who was in my room immediately ran up to me.

"Key what's wrong with you?"

"Ran I'm confused." I said sadly.

"Why are you sad?"

"There's something stuck in my otaku."

"Yes try to tell me the same story."

"But you promise not to let anyone know about this secret."

Ranti nodded her head and at that instant Ranti was immediately shocked to hear the whisper of my voice.

"What Key? Reza killed Kevin?" ranti asked as if she could not believe it.

"Ran I didn't know it was going to be like this." I cried bitterly.

"Quite Key from the beginning I've told you not to talk about this. But you see what's going on? now satisfied you?!" Ranti was angry with me.

"Ran please understand me, I don't know if it's going to happen like this either."

"Key enough I've been too good to try to cover up all her crimes. But now I won't stay silent. You know I love Kevin. And now Kevin is killed by your girlfriend Reza!"

"I know Ran I'm sorry I'm really sorry about you." I knelt in front of him.

"There's nothing to forgive anymore I have to go to Reza and hold him accountable!"

"Ranti please Ran don't."

"Don't you say? you know you've been protecting criminals like him. And you know the consequences? It is not just the criminals who will be in jail. But it also includes people who have protected criminals like you!" Ranti was really angry with me. I was a fool to cover up his crimes. But I really don't understand what I have to do. If justice is chosen, it is my heart that is deeply wounded by watching him languish in prison.

I finally let Ranti go by herself. Right now I've resigned myself to what will happen after this. I really don't have a choice. Until when should I cover up this mistake. I don't think I can hold all this. I was really faced with a complicated problem.