Indigo Eye Diary

Bitter reality

This afternoon I went with Reza, the man who was my lover. Because love cannot choose, I must be destined to love the person I don't really like. He was a very bad man but he never did anything bad to me. Although in everyone's eyes he was a bad person but still in my eyes he was the hero of my heart.

" have you been waiting?" I asked Reza who was standing under a banyan tree

" um kind of pretty good" he replied as he opened his face cover

" are you afraid of the police? how do you wear that veil?" ask me for wonder

" i'm not even more afraid if I have to lose you than the police" she replied, making me blush in embarrassment

" what the hell are you let's go" asked me as he grabbed her hand

" where are we going Rez?" ask him

" i want to take you to a place where you will never escape"

" where are you?" ask me curious

" you'll know" he replied with a smile. Her smile was so dazzling I could go crazy when I had to pay attention to her face.

" why keep seeing me? handsome is me?" reza asked me spontaneously to turn my face away

" looking but.." My words were interrupted when I remembered the memory of last year.

" but what?" ask Reza

unfortunately you are not a good person

I muttered in my heart

" Key why are you quiet?"

" emh it's okay" I replied hiding my feelings

Arriving somewhere I immediately went down. I saw around me a beautiful sight. This is where Reza first expressed her feelings. I really remember this is the place where Reza and I promised to stay faithful. It feels ridiculous, but this is the truth. She and I have been together in a love affair even though I know who Reza really is. I always pretended not to know what had happened to him. He never said anything about honesty either.

" Key do you remember this place?" ask Reza

" remembered Rez" I replied

Reza took me to a chair. Not long after, he pulled out a small machete from his bag.

" Key today I want to say something to you" he said with a serious face

" what's up Rez? what did you bring that?" ask me to be afraid

" this is a very sharp machete"

" what do you want Rez?" I started to get scared and stood up from that place

" quiet Key I'll never hurt you"

I sat back with a little fear

" This key is the witness to the crime I've committed"

" what do you mean Rez?"

" i've committed the evil of the world, I've killed people I don't know"

I can't believe Reza confessed today, even though I knew he was the murderer of the little boy. I pretended not to know.

" who have you killed Rez?" I slowly pressed him

" the little boy who broke into my house"

" little boy do you mean the child who died mutilating first?"

" yes Key but I have a reason why I should finish him off"

I shed my tears

" Key help you don't hate me, I did it all because he's been trying to do some indecent deed to Bi Siti"

" what? you mean the kid wanted to rape Bi Siti? he was a kid how could he possibly do all that?" ask me for wonder

" is this really all Rez?"

" this is the truth Key, then...

" then what is Rez? what else have you done?"

" i've also taken someone's life"

" what????"

" i'm sorry I'm Key but I don't want to see you in any trouble"

" what do you mean Rez? who?"

" he is....

" just maybe you're Kevin's killer" I said

Reza nodded her head at that moment and I immediately shouted hysterically.

" Rezaaaaa you are evil!!" I slapped her face hard, I cried hysterically.

" Key I'm sorry, if this one I admit I'm wrong I'm sorry!"

" you have the heart to kill someone's life for a problem that is nothing. It's a matter of Rez's life not a toy. And there's only one life you'll never be able to turn on him again?"

" yes Key I'm sorry"

" your regret will never be able to bring this back, you jerk!"

Reza held my hand she shed her tears. I really can't control myself. I feel like I want to cry so much. I was disappointed I was hurt I was broken and almost all this sad feeling enveloped my heart.

" Key promises you're the only one who knows about all this"

I still couldn't hold back my crying. My tears fell with a rush. I don't understand what I'm going to do after this. My lover has killed my own friend. What if everyone knew about this. One problem still makes me confused plus a new problem.

" you know Rez the little boy you killed was Kevin's younger brother, and now you're the one who took his brother's life. Now I understand why those creatures always cornered me. It's all because of you Rez. Because I've been close and dating you who's none other than a murderer!" I was angry with. full of anger

" I'm sorry" he said, prostrating himself in front of me

" i'm sorry I won't give them their lives back!"

" but Key I'm really khilaf I don't realize what demon has possessed my body and my mind"

I feel like my body is no longer helpless. My brain and mind cannot think clearly. Like water that cannot flow because it has no direction. I'm really disappointed with Reza's actions this time.

" i hate you Rez" I said

" Key please don't you ever hate me I'll never be able to be in your hatred"

" it's been all pureed I've had no time to admire you in my life"

" Key please don't hate me like this"

" do I have to love a murderer like you?"

" i don't deserve to be loved by Key but just so you know I love you so much"

" love does not need to be exchanged for people's lives"

I got out of my seat and ran to leave it

" Key if you go I'll take my own life this time!"

reza's words stopped me from moving

" what the fuck?" much

" it's free that I live if you'll leave me"

I turned my body around and tried to calm him down. The bulge that had been directed towards his pulse made me tremble.