I Want to Be Happy, too
Episode 26's
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Around 8 am, Dani invited me to buy porridge at our subscription place both.All the way I had to be quiet, I asked myself 'Is it the right decision for me now to forgive him? Or do I give him a new chance to repeat the same mistake again?.
I don't know, my mind is very messed up right now.Maybe Dani also realized that too and he also had the urge to just shut up.
Arriving at the temoat which is 200 meters from the contract, Dani immediately ordered his porridge.Padahat usually I was the one who used to order it.
Actually, even now it feels like I want to cry and tell anyone the same.It feels very heavy, if I have to bear it myself.
"Where is it, either way,I need to be able to find evidence and prove it to her parents.I don't want this to be sustainable and Dani's heart is not even cured that there I'm afraid she's looking for another way to lie to me." say me in my heart.
"Let's eat, I'll apologize" he said, holding my hand.
I immediately brushed it aside and chose to move on from my seat, to grab a drink.
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3 Weeks later, we went home to him.Because I was the one who asked to go home on the grounds that I wanted to calm my mind.
Actually I could have gone home alone without him, but I was afraid later that there was Dani instead use my absence beside him to meet other men.
That's why I was lucky enough to go home with him today, it just so happened that his mother said that his uncle had just been hit by a disaster and his legs had to be broken.
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We arrived at his house at about 8 p.m,because we came home at 9 am.Connected the bus itself at that hour alone.Korang more time we need about 10 more times to reach my in-laws home.
Arriving at home in-laws I went straight into the room and immediately rested.As for Dani himself he was more willing to hang out with the neighbors in front of the house.
Because it is in my village, it seems to have become such a tradition.When there is someone who comes home from abroad, usually neighbors or friends in the village will immediately come to visit.
I tried my best to hide my sorrow, in front of my in-laws and my sister-in-law, who happened to be staying at my in-laws' house.
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In the morning after I prayed at dawn, I approached my in-laws who were cooking in the kitchen to help him.When indeed, he often forbade me to help him.Karena know, I know,I just arrived from a long journey.
"What's the taste mom?" ask me a pleasantry.
"This again makes the dough, make fried tofu with the same tempe.Sama will at most make a chicken stew, coincidentally in the same love grandmother yesterday chickennya.Soal mother said you two will go home." he explained.
I smiled a little at his words too.
I also help to fry tofu and tempenya.Sedangkan my mother-in-law, while cleaning the chicken.Keincidentally it seems like yesterday afternoon has been cleaned.And now only just stay to clean it back.
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"This mama, who's ripe store where?" ask me.
"Save it on a small table in the middle room, later there is also usually someone who takes it alone."
I went straight to the living room and kept it.I was shocked, with the sound of the door opening loudly.It turns out it was his cousin Dani who visited early in the morning.
"Teh, where's Husni's gift?" ask her while extending her hand.
"Yes later in love, sit down first.Tuh coincidence, teh fried tofu same tempe.Masih anget loh,"
"Jeez ade, kirain who.Tumben is still early in the morning already here, usually at this hour you are still sleeping." said my mother-in-law who approached us both.
"Yes on purpose, because Naima tea tau same a Dani go home.Makanya I came straight here, so it was said the same mama."
"Oh that, I happen to cook chicken again.Later we eat together well," invited my mother-in-law.
"Ready about eating mah,"
My mother-in-law immediately returned to the kitchen, while I chatted with Husni while enjoying the still hot fritters.
Not long after, my sister-in-law came out with her eyes still puffy.
"The message is Husni, I think who is the one who is jolly from earlier" he said directly sitting on the floor.
"Geez, you wash your face first why.Wake up to sleep instead of directly drawing food," said Husni because he saw my sister-in-law who was taking fried food.
"Heh, you don't know aja.Tadi tuh I've been awake, just finished the morning prayer I went back to sleep again." ideal.
"Have you both, you two are even noisier." said I broke up.
Not long after, Dani woke up.Maybe he was disturbed by the commotion that the three of us caused.
He went straight to the bathroom and soon returned to the living room to join us.
"Sorry dong, take the chili.It seems good if the meal is the same chili," he said while looking at me.
"That's chilli, under the fry.." I said.
"Oh yeah, too...."
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A few minutes later, about 30 minutes, my mother-in-law called us to eat together.Continue, time has shown at half 8.
While my sister-in-law's husband, she had left for work at half-time and only had fried breakfast, with a cup of coffee.
We immediately gathered in the dining room, while sitting on the floor.Because indeed, either in Dani village or even in my village in our house there is no special dining room or dining table for us.
We usually gather near the living room to enjoy a meal together.
"I think it's good, I want his spine" Husni said.
"That's fine, his backbone is specifically for Naima tea.You're the other one, yeah," said my in-laws.
"It's okay ma'am, I love you aja.Lagian this much too, later I can take the other part."
Husni also looked happy and immediately took a few pieces of chicken into his plate.
We also ate together with pleasure, unfortunately my return this time, I could not go home to my house.Given only 4 days, Dani work holiday.
And now my father-in-law is also not with us, because indeed he also cooperates outside the city and only at any time he returns home.
Usually if there is a long holiday, then we go home and spend a long time in my house.
