I Want to Be Happy, too
Episode 12's
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Because of the incident, I was confused to contact Rafi.I've tried to send a message via facebook, but it turns out his facebook has long been inactive.
Long story short, I had almost 2 months not exchanging news with Rafi and it was difficult to contact her.
Maybe he's busy with his school, I don't know for sure.
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Today, right home from work I received very sad news for me.I received the news that my grandfather died.Without thinking long, I immediately prepared everything I needed on the trip later.
My friends had forbidden me to go home directly today directly, considering from the city to my village was a long distance.
But I insist on going home and want to see grandfather one last time.
Fortunately, the cousins who went to school in Bandung and Riki could also come home with me.They were waiting for me in Bandung to take the same bus with me.
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While on the way, I had time to send a message in the group and tell my condition now.Because indeed even though I am still fairly new, Teh Sani has entered me into a group chat in Wa.
I asked for do'a and smoothness during the journey later.Unfortunately said ADM, I was entitled to leave for 2 working days.
While the position now is Friday, it means that I will re-enter work on Monday.
Not long after I sent a message to the group, my friends immediately responded and they also expressed their condolences for my grandfather's death.
However, what caught my attention was a Dani who sent me a private message.
He empowered me and gave me encouragement.I was stunned by the message he sent me.
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Finally the three of us arrived home at exactly 3 am.I and my cousin were immediately welcomed by our parents.
The thing that makes me sick is, it turns out that when I arrived the body of my grandfather was buried and I had not seen his face for the last time.
But I can't blame anyone, because it's also a pity if I have to wait for my arrival which just arrived at 3 am.
Mom tried to calm me down and took me to Grandpa's grave the next day.
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For almost 4 days in the village, I also today returned to my activities as usual.
Today when I arrived at the factory a lot of friends came to me and said condolences to me.
I feel a little amused, even though it turns out there are so many who care about me.
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It does not feel I have worked in this place has entered the first year.And during that time anyway, I did not receive news from Rafi.
I've tried to ask my friends who rags.But their answers remain the same, they also have difficulty contacting Rafi as if breaking communication.
And the funnier thing is, lately I was even close to a Dani.Especially we often spend time together or travel to Bandung with others.
I felt comfort with him, the little attention he often gave me sometimes made me misunderstand.
Until finally one day, my mother told me with my father's desire to match me with the man in my village.
I also had time to hear from Riki, if the man named Surya was intoxicated.
That's what made me decide not to accept his proposal.
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I tell this the same thing Indri tea and Susi tea.Because they are coincidentally the ones who are now with me.
Initially Indri tea who asked me about my situation, he had read my Wa status which was again upset.
I unhesitatingly told them all the same without realizing it was a Dani was behind me and heard everything.
At first I was shocked and embarrassed, because I even confided in my two friends on the sidelines of our work three.
He himself just stood still and picked up his map which was supreme at the back table.
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The other night when I was cool with my HP, suddenly a Dani sent me a message in private.
"Just tell your parents, if you already have a candidate.And later will go home to introduce it,"
I was amazed by the message he sent.
"meaning? It is not good to lie to parents like that.Candidates from where, just a girlfriend I do not exist.
"What if both my parents ask?"
"I must be confused....."
I also confidently sent a reply to the message he sent earlier.
"Let's say, Calonya is busy working now.Finding supplies for later marriage."
He immediately responded to the message I just sent.However, I chose to let it alone.I was just afraid of misunderstanding the words he sent just now.
Not long ago, he also sent me a message again.And just contact to make me shocked at his creation.
"Tell your parents, the 11th of this month.You're going home with your future husband."
"I want to be serious with you,"
I was confused to answer what and respond to how.I did not end up thinking the same A Dani.
Without a second thought, I immediately called my mother.At first my mother was shocked and not upset.But she said, even if she did dare to take me seriously it means she is indeed a good man.
My mother also asked me to pray tahajud and ask God's best guidance S.W.T for me in the future.
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In the morning, as usual before entering the factory while waiting for the bell.I and my friends hang out in the parking lot of the motorbike near the front gate.
Not as usual, a Dani came early.I had time to look at him and immediately turned my face, for fear of being discovered by him if I noticed him.
But what makes me upset, after the message he sent last night.Takap him on me even cuey and when we passed him was as if he was avoiding me.
Until now, I was even made to doubt and doubt by him.
